Chapter 4: Kira's Feelings

Kira closed her eyes and felt Itachi's smooth tongue licking her lips. She wanted him so badly, but something stopped her. She had mixed feelings for Itachi. She felt sad, love, and fear swimming through her veins.

She was sad because is any one found out about them they both would be sentenced to death. Her love for him grew stronger every time he was near her, every time he kissed her. Her fear was the greatest of all. Losing him, or even having to be order to kill him sent chills down her back.

'Was it wrong to be in love with someone who has caused so much pain and suffering to other people?' She questioned herself every now and then, 'Is it wrong to be in love with someone who enjoys to kill; someone who destroyed his own village and peoples lives just for his own rotten pleasure? Is it wrong to live with this person who I am suppose to kill?'

Itachi pulled away sensing something. Kira let out a sigh and stared at the ground.

"What's wrong?" He asked lifted her head so that she faced him.

"Nothing, just thinking." Another sigh slipped out of her mouth.

"Tell me what you are thinking, please. I want to help you," Itachi brushed his lips against hers.

Kira stood up, "Itachi, how do you know when you are in love?"

Such a difficult question, "I don't know. I've never exactly been in love before."

"Well, I think I'm falling in love with you," Kira said softly as if depressed.

"You do?" Itachi was questioning her now.

"Yes I think I am," Kira sat back down.

Itachi kissed her hard. His tongue forced her lips apart and swirled around her mouth. Kira felt the fear and pain. She tried to push Itachi away from her, but was stopped by his hands. He laid her on the ground.

"Itachi please!" Kira pleaded.

Itachi pulled away, "I…I'm sorry. I didn't mean…to frighten you. Something urged me to…"

Kira stared at Itachi. The pain had come back, but it was different. This pain wasn't like it was with the other men who tried to rape her. It was like she wanted him to, but she felt afraid. She was afraid of Itachi, but why.

Kira was screaming in her head. 'Why am I afraid of him al of a sudden? Why? Why? Why?' Kira stared at Itachi, he had already gotten off of her.

"Are you alright? I didn't mean to frighten you, I swear." Itachi brushed his hand across Kira's cheek.

Tears were streaming down her face as the pain scraped at her heart. Itachi kissed her forehead.

"Sh. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to frighten you. Sh." He said trying his best to calm her down.

Kira finally stopped crying and gave Itachi a hug. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have freaked out. I knew it was you, but something came over me. I love you and I want you, but there's something about you. When you did what you did I felt fear. I was afraid of you for the first time, Itachi, and I don't know why."

"It's ok. Everything is going to be ok. I shouldn't have done it. I should have waited for you. I should've waited until you were ready instead of being so selfish…"

Kira kissed Itachi. A long thriving kiss. She pulled away and walked upstairs.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to take a shower."

"I'll come too." Itachi stood up and followed Kira.

Kira stripped herself of her clothes and put on a bathrobe. She went into the bathroom and turned a knob, which turned on the water. She stuck her hand under the water then quickly pulled it out.

"Brr. That's cold."

Kira then turned another knob, which controlled the hot water. She took off her bathrobe. She saw the steam coming out from the tub as she stood in. She pulled a knob that was located on the faucet and turned the shower on.

Kira stood in the warm soothing water. Itachi slowly came into the bathroom and stuck his hand in the shower. Kira turned around when she felt a hand on her shoulder. She let out a sigh when she noticed it was Itachi.

"Are you ok?" He asked.

"Yes, I am fine," Kira smiled at him.

Itachi left the room waiting for her to come out. He needed to talk to her. He knew who she was and he knew what was going to happen if the Hokage found out about them.

Kira took a nice long bath thinking to herself. 'There's no way I can change him. I have a choice to stay with him and kill along side him, or to leave him and never see him again.'

Kira stood up. She took a nearby towel and dried herself off. She then wrapped the towel around her body. She walked out of the door and noticed Itachi standing there waiting for her.

"Kira, we need to talk." Itachi sighed.

"Yes we do." Kira walked into her room and quickly got dressed.

"Kira I know you're a jounin. I know one day you will have to kill me…"

"Itachi, I have decided to stay with you. If I have to kill people I will, but I don't want to leave you. I am in love with you," Kira kissed Itachi lightly.

Itachi stared at Kira in amazement. He wasn't expecting that, he was expecting her to leave because she didn't want him to get killed. Itachi let out a smile, and kissed Kira back.

Itachi brought Kira into a small room. Inside was a queen sized bed. The walls were white and dulling. He looked at her intently and smiled. Within minutes both were making love (Amber's note: I really don't want to describe everything. So I left it short.), and enjoy their company.

Thoughts seemed to be about the other person, about how much they loved eachother. When everything was over, Kira lay on her side, facing Itachi.

"Kira?" Itachi said looking at Kira.

Kira's face was calm and silent. Her breath was slightly heavy and her arms were wrapped around the man she loved.

"Asleep…" Itachi sighed.

Kira woke up to an empty bed. She sat up and looked around. 'Where did Itachi go?' She thought to herself.

Kira walked out of the room and sniffed the air. A sweet aroma floated around the house. Kira went downstairs and into the kitchen. When she walked into the kitchen she Itachi standing in front of the stove.

"Itachi," Kira smiled.

"Kira?" Itachi jumped, "Man so much for a surprise!"

Kira giggled and walked up to her beloved Itachi and brushed her lips against his. "It's ok. Besides you did surprise me."

"I did?" Itachi was confused now.

"Yeah, I didn't know you could cook such a good smelling food," Kira smiled.

"You didn't even know I could cook," Itachi said sarcastically.

"I k…" Kira said getting cut off.

Itachi held Kira in his arms and held his lover in his arms. Kira stared at his red eyes unable to look away. Itachi then brought his head closer to hers until their lips touched. A couple minutes later Itachi pulled away.

"You do now," He whispered letting a mile show.

"Itachi, you better turn around!" Kira said, her eyes wide as black smoke rose from the pot.

"Why?" Itachi turned around to see, "HOLY SHIT!"

Itachi ran up to the stove and turned a knob to the word off which turned off the burner. He grabbed an oven mit, and began waving in it at the black smoke to clear the kitchen. Kira began to laugh, and Itachi turned to face her.

"What's so funny?" He said angry that he almost ruined their first breakfast together.

"Nothing. Nothing," Kira tried to hold in another laugh, but it came out.

"What are you laughing at?" Kira stared into Itachi's eyes. Kira gasped when she saw the anger in his eyes.

Kira walked up to her lover and wrapped her arms around his neck. Her eyes still staring into his. She brushed her lips against his. She broke the kiss and put her head on his warm chest.

Itachi stared at her confused. He bent down slightly and put an arm around Kira's legs and the other arm around her back just below her neck. Itachi lifted Kira in the air who suddenly freaked out.

"Put me down! Put me down! Itachi, Put me down!" Kira said holding on to Itachi as tight as she can.

"I'm not going to put you down until you like being held," Itachi said teasingly.

"But then I wouldn't want you to put me down."

"I know," Itachi smiled an evilish smile, "I love you."

"I love you too," Kira put her head on Itachi's chest again.

Her hands rested on her stomach as she slowly drifted asleep. Itachi smiled and put her on the couch. This would give him enough time to finish cooking breakfast. 'The next time she wakes up I'll have the food on the table,' He thought happily, 'I've never been so happy in my life. I never thought I'd love someone this way.'

End of Chapie 4