Nobody Does It Better
Chapter 4
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of 6teen
By: Desiree
Jonesy Garcia pulled back in shock. "There's more?" he looked at Nikki. "Oh God..." he said. "Tell me..." he touched her hand gently. "I want to know what else I did..." he said.
Nikki gazed into Jonesy's chocolate brown eyes. "Okay..." she said.
Flashback
Nikki had her eyes closed, she was scared of Jonesy. She didn't like what he was doing. He was hurting her. When she got the change she jumped out of bed and she quickly pulled her clothes back on. When she was full dressed she tried to leave the room but Jonesy ran after her and wrapped an arm around her neck and he grabbed a knife off of a nearby table and he held it up to her throat. "You leave and I will kill you," he hissed.
Tears rolled down Nikki's cheek as Jonesy slid the cold, shape knife across the lower part of her throat. He created a very small cut but it was big enough for a small stream of blood to come dripping out. Then Jonesy threw the knife on the floor and he pushed Nikki down. " Listen to me you ugly bitch, you wasn't very good in bed and yo didn't satsify me good enough so now you are going to pay, you fucken slut!" he pushed her hard in the left and shoulder and grinned.
"Ouch! Jonesy you're hurting me!" Nikki yelled.
"Yeah well you hurt me you slut," Jonesy cursed on her. "You dumped me saying we had something special and then you went off with other guys..." he glared at her.
"You was off with other chicks!" Nikki shot back.
"Well you ugly slut, I was always like that but you never did like anyone else before we were finally together and after we broke up it's like you had to go out with other people just to hurt me anymore," Jonesy yelled. He slapped Nikki across the face until her cheek were red and then he nipped her wrists even harder until he created bruises on them. "This is nothing compared to the pain you put me through you ugly bitch and I hope that you die, I hate you!" he yelled.
"JONESY!" Nikki yelled loud. "STOP IT!" she screamed. Finally some came into the room and saw Jonesy hurting Nikki.
"Jonesy, what the hell are you doing dude?" It was Jude and he called Wyatt in to help Nikki get away from Jonesy and then they made sure Jonesy got home and in bed... asleep and then they brought a very upset and scared Niki home, who told them the whole story.
End Flashback
"So, Jude and Wyatt knows all about this?" Jonesy asked.
"The whole gang does Jonesy, I can't believe you out of all people would do this to me.." Nikki said. "I trusted you..." she told him.
"Trusted? Nik, you can still trust me, I swear I'll never do it again," Jonesy looked at Nikki and gently placed his hand on Nikki's cheek. He looked at her neck and saw the small cut and he looked at the bruises on her wrists. "Nikki... you got to believe me..." he said.
Nikki shivered and got up. "Jonesy... I-I want to believe you," she said, tears coming from her brown eyes. "But I- I can't, not after what you did to me, it's just that... I can't," she said.
"Nikki..." Tears started to fall from Jonesy's eyes. "Please... Nik, I love you, I really do and I want us to be together," he said.
"I love you too Jonesy," Nikki smiled."But a relationship cannot be based upon just love..." she frowned. "You need trust and how I can trust you after what happened Saturday night?" she asked.
Jonesy glared and his temper started to rise. "SO WHAT?" Jonesy started to freak out. "YOU NEED A PERFECT GUY WHO NEVER MAKES ANY FUCKEN MISTAKES? IS THAT IT NIKKI! BECAUSE I AM SORRY TO SAY THAT NOBODY IS PERFECT!" he freaked.
Nikki didn't know what to say. She just looked at Jonesy in shock. "Jonesy, no, it's not liek that..." she said.
"Well, I'm sorry that I screwed up like this, it was a once in a life time mistake, I would understand if I fucked up like two or three times but I did it once and I am sorry," Jonesy yelled. "How many fucken times do I need to tell you that I am sorry, I love you," Jonesy gazed itno Nikki's eyes.
"Until my heart forgives you," Nikki whrispered.
"Yeah but with your temper and attitude, that'll be never!" Jonesy yelled and with that he left Nikki there alone and he slammed her bedroom door. Good thing nobody else was home.
Nikki jumped on her bed and started to cry. She wanted to be with Jonesy, really she did, he heart was telling her to forgive him but deep inside she was scared after Saturday nights events and she just needed time. Maybe she should of explained it a little bit better to Jonesy. Either way, Jonesy understood why she was mad but she just had to go complicate things after and now her and Jonesy were definately going to have some misunderstandings between them.
The next day at school, Jonesy was at his locker grabbing his books for his first classes. Nikki walked up to him and she smiled. "Hey..." she said softly.
Jonesy looked at her and glared. "What the hell do you want?" he asked. "You here to tell me that you'll never forgive me for what I did, for the only mistake that I ever made?" he started to yell.
"Jonesy..." Nikki started. "You hurt me, a lot, physically and emotionally. I have always dreamed of the first time I'd make love to a guy and I always dreamed it would be you... but you raped me and it wasn't passionate or anything, it was scary and you can't remember any of it... I love you but I couldn't even enjoy the first time we..." she said. "We're not even a couple and I don't know... I'm confused, I want... to be with you, really I do but I'm scared... I mean my heart tells me to trust you but my head... is telling me something else," she said.
"But Nik, you should know, I'd never do this again, I promise, I swear on my life. I have never did it before and it was a dumb mistake, I want us to be together, I want you to forgive me... I want you and I... to get back together... I want you, I love you... Nikki... I;m sorry," Jonesy hugged Nikki tightly. His strong arms were embraced tightly around Nikki's small body. "I love you, you are my life... please, just give one last chance..." he whrispered in her ear.
Nikki looked up at Jonesy and blushed. He looked so hot when he was serious like this and she knew in her heart what Jonesy was saying was true- he would never do it again. He would never hurt her. She loved him with her whole heart and soul and ddep inside her head trusted him as much as her heart but it was just getting over this whole experience. "I..." she closed her eyes and she found herself in a passionate kiss with Jonesy.
"I promise never to drink like that again," Jonesy said. "Not syaing I won't drink but I promise not to get drunk ever again, I learned my lesson... having you mad at me is bad enough... if I lost you, lets just say my life wouldn't go on, how can I? You're the biggest part of my life..." he said.
Nikki smiled. "Aw..." she blushed.
"So Nik, do ya forgive me?" Jonesy asked closing his locker door and wrapping an arm around Nikki's shoulder as they walked down the hall. He stopped and gazed in her eyes, giving her the puppy dog eyes.
"Ummm..." Nikki smiled. "Yeah," she finally gave in.
"So, are we a couple again?" Jonesy asked.
Nikki looked at him. "I didn't say that!" she said yanking herself out of his arms and walking a little fast ahead of him.
"Oh c'mon Nikki, don't be mad!" Jonesy chased her down the hall.
Nikki just smiled to herself as she ignored him while she walked down the hall. Of course she wanted to be with him but first she decided to mess with his head and tease him for awhile- after all she did have to get him back, now didn't she?
The End
Yup, it's all over peoplez. Hope you enjoyed it. Anyway, I am currently doing Feels Like Falling and A Romeo and Juliet Story... I hope to have F.L.F completed first so then I can put my full attension on A R&J Story. Anyway, that's it for now:P Buhbye!
.:.:Des:.:.
