A/N: Sorry, for the long, long, long update. Thanks for the reviews, I've been so busy lately and I totally forgot about this story.

Also, the song in the story are mine.

Dirty Little Secrets, we all hide.

And I look around the room,

All I see is you.

I wish your arms will hold me still.

Your beautiful smile,

I feel like singing this.

I cannot stop.

Just love me,

Come on baby,

Love me.

The room is filled with love,

I'm not going no where.

And I'll be here waiting for you baby.

I look at her what seemed forever, I saw her smile at me. I went in and kissed her, something I couldn't control. And the passion I felt with in the kiss, I couldn't breathe. Then, I realized the whole family was still standing there, I pulled away. I looked at her, and everyone. I saw the smile on their faces, and heard them whisper to us "Finally, what took you so long?"

" Ruthie come with me I want to talk to you." I grab her hand, and take her to my apartment. I just stare at her eyes, knowing what's happening is killing her. However, my feelings are getting in the way of everything that's happening. I can't deny it anymore, I love Ruthie Camden. I'll love her forever.

I've been waiting forever,

Until the sound of the rain stops.

I've been running forever.

I can't get out of it this time.

My heart beats fast,

My heart slows down.

I feel like I'm going to collapse.

I've been running from my feelings for so long, I try to tell myself that it's only feelings for Ruthie as a brother. But, when time goes on, my feelings get deeper and deeper.

I took a deep breath, I'm going to tell her, I start swaying back and forth. For what seemed for hours. " Ruthie, I need to tell you this. That kiss I gave you was true. Everything about the kiss, the passion was real. It was nothing that I've felt before. I know with the situation right now it feels wrong, but I love you. I tried to deny it for so long, because we live in the same house. I just can't deny it anymore, I'm in love with you. Nothing is going to change that feeling… ever. I know you probably don't like me but…" Ruthie stopped him and took his lips into hers, kissing him like never before.

" Martin, I wanted to tell you, I love you too, more than friends. You're my best friend and I can't defy what you mean to me, I just wish you told me earlier." And I stood there, keep kissing her, it felt right. She felt right in my arms, no one has ever fit more perfectly into my arms. I smile at the thought of her being mine.

I've been chasing you for hours.

I've been running away from reality.

It's something true,

I can't deny it.

It's the truth here.

I can't back away from what I am seeing.

It's the love, that cannot deny anything.

This is the real thing here baby.

I can't believe it, Ruthie is actually mine, my girlfriend. I'm going to hold onto her forever. I will not stop loving her. I love her, and I'm going to love her child, the child that should be mine. But, I can't do anything about that now, anyways. All I care about is that Ruthie is my girlfriend. I'm going to cherish her forever, and ever.

And I thought you'd never feel the same.

I thought you would've hated me.

And my heart is filled with love from here.

I'm not backing away.

Staying here with you baby.

I love Martin, he was always my best friend since he walked into our house that day. He pretended to be Simon's friend. It was pretty funny when he just followed Peter and I into the house. I always thought he was pretty hot, and now, I have him. So, he can be my hot boyfriend. I smile at the thought of that.

The light flashes,

The song keeps going on.

It's not stopping.

The music isn't stopping.

I am still dancing.

I'm still dancing.

" Ruthie, I love you, no one else but you. I love you so much, you mean the world to me." Then, I kissed her, seeing she kissed me back. I smile every time I'm close to her. She makes my heart melt.

" I love you too Martin, and will forever. I'm glad you told me the way you feel… finally." She said and cuddled closer to me.

Martin and I put some music on, and started dancing. I felt right in his arms. He's perfect for me, and he's the best boyfriend material I've ever had.

Don't let this moment stop.

Don't let the music stop.

I love being so close to her.

I feel like I'm going crazy.

I pinch myself, hoping it's not a dream.

It's not,

Reality, it hurt.

She's mine, my dream came true.

My heart is still beating fast,

Knowing she is right next to me.

A/N: Read and Review. I know it wasn't the best, but I didn't know what else to put.

Alright, enjoy.

Hope you still read.