Hiya! Okay here's my third drabble. This one is a little more...mature... x . x A little short too. But hey. These are drabbles, deal with it. XD

Thank you to:

Rollercoaster217 - Thank you! I'm glad you like the fluff. Keep a watch for even better fluffiness-ness-ness.
Imperialism - Yes...I'm playing FFX again...but I know everything that's gonna happen. ; - ; It's still fun though. n . n
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Reflections

Rated: M

She woke up sweating heavily, gasping. The dream hadn't been at all scary. Oh no…it had been the exact opposite. She and Tidus had…. She brought a hand to her mouth in horror. They had made love. She and Tidus had made love in her dream, and it had been the most incredible experience of her life. His touch, his lips, his…. 'No…this is wrong. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.'

Yuna stood up hastily. She quickly gazed at her right where her dream lover was sleeping peacefully. Before she knew it, a deep blush appeared on her cheeks as her eyes scanned everything there was to him. This was filthy! How could she even… "Because you're in love with him, Yuna." Said a voice in her head. Her eyebrows furrowed. Love? She was in love? No. That was impossible, she couldn't be in love. She knew the purpose of her pilgrimage and how it would end. Death was inevitable now, and she knew it. Falling in love was basically forbidden for a summoner in her pilgrimage. "But there's nothing wrong with love. You can't expect it. You can't stop it. You can't do anything else but love back." The voice said again.

The summoner felt cold suddenly and goose bumps formed on her skin. The cave where they had camped for the night was moist and the temperature had dropped singnificaly over the day. With light steps she stepped out of the rock camp and into the warm summer air of Macalania Woods. The view at night was always spectacular. The night sky was always filled with stars from corner to corner, and the air had a subtle taste of a fresh day of spring that woke up your senses.

He had been so gentle. He had comforted her pain in the beginning with sweet words as the throb slowly transformed into addicting pleasure. He had never closed his eyes. The entire time he had kept them wide open, while prohibiting her from closing her own. "Don't close your eyes…" He told her. "Look at me, Yuna. I want to know everything that you're feeling. Your eyes can tell me that…" Even when he would pull her into a kiss she would still be looking at his ocean blue pools. His thrusts had been soft the entire time, "I want you to love this, Yuna. I want you to love this because I love you." Her name…he had repeated it in ecstasy so many times, and every time he did a spark of glee grew within her. He was making her feel good, and it was amazing. But she was also making him feel good; and that thought was mind blowing.

She looked north from where she was standing. Far in the horizon was the star in which she always relied.

"Father…"

'Love is forbidden for me' Why did that thought seem unjust at the moment? She knew perfectly well the why she couldn't fall in love. It would interfere. It would give a reason for retreat from the death trip that she was in, and that option could not be afforded.

Every summoner had a chance of giving Spira The Calm, and every single one should be given that opportunity. But the how …how could you choose not to fall in love? How when it had happened so fast? How when it was with the most perfect man in the world?

The girl bit her lower lip in worry. She would put these thoughts away. At least for now. There was a big chance that she wouldn't be the summoner that would defeat Sin. If that was the case, she could live a normal life from then on. She could go back to Spira and spend her days helping everyone in the village and she would have another ten years of peace just to herself. And during that time…she could maybe be with Tidus….

She clung to that last thought, as if holding on for her life.