Harry slept all that day.It was the first good sleep he had had in a long time despite the aching all through his body.
He awoke that night to find his uncle starring at him, a stupid grin on his face.His uncle had never given him this look before and it scared him.
"well looky here"his uncle said "the freak is suicidal"
Harry looked down to find that the razor blade was still in his hand along with the bloody bedsheet that was still over his cut.
He quickly tried to hide everything even though his uncle had already saw it.
"no you don't" his uncle said taking the razor blade from him "I will not have your kind blaming me for your death."
His uncle grinned as he held the razor blade up "you wanna bleed boy"his uncle asked "I'll make you bleed"
His uncle walked towards him as he curled into a ball in the corner.
"give me your arm boy"his uncle snapped.
Harry shook his head "no please" he muttered
His uncle ignored his pleas and grabbed his arm pulling up his sleeve
"nice handy work"his uncle said with a grin "but no one makes you hurt unless it's me"his uncle snapped "do you understand boy"
Harry nodded "I'm sorry" he whispered
"you will be"his uncle snapped as he brought the razor blade down on Harry's arm dragging it across the fragile skin.
Harry hissed at the pain his uncle's incision had brought.The cut was bleeding quickly.His uncle had cut much deeper then he had.
"stop" Harry muttered as his uncle made another cut on his arm, this one even deeper.
"Are we having fun yet boy"his uncle asked "I'm bored now" he hissed as he rubbed Harry's shoulder affectionatly causing Harry to shake with fear.
"you've had your excitement now it's my turn" Vernon whispered in his ear
His uncle grabbed the hem of Harry's shirt attempting to pull it over Harry's head
"what are you doing" Harry asked suprised
"shutup boy" he said as he shoved Harry to the floor pinning his arms at his side
"no"Harry shouted realizing what his uncle wanted "stop"he whispered trying to wiggle out of his uncle's grasp.
"you will enjoy this boy" he laughed "you like pain right" his uncle carefully reached down to unbutton Harry's pants
"no"Harry yelled tears now streaming down his face
"shutup"his uncle shouted letting go of Harry's arms to slap him across the face.Harry used the freedom of his arms to punch his uncle.
His uncle fell backward rubbing his mouth where his nephew had just punched him.
"you want it rough huh"he said as he pushed himself off the ground.Harry immediatly picked up the pipe that was in the corner.
"no"he shoted as he brought the pipe down on his uncle's head before Vernon even realized he had it.His uncle fell to the ground with a thud and Harry didn't bother checking for a pulse as he ran past his uncle's unconcious form and to his bedroom.He quickly packed his trunk and grabbed Hedwig before racing down the stairs and out the front door.
He couldn't stay there anymore.He had possibly just killed one of his only living relatives.He knew Dumbledore had told him to stay there but Dumbledore was dead and he could no longer follow a dead man's orders or Harry would become a dead man himself.
He quickly rushed out into the street dragging his trunk behind him.He wondered where he could possibly go.
He soon came to Magolia Crest and remembered that was the first place he had ever saw his godfather.How he wished Sirius was still alive.Sirius would know what to do.
Tears streamed down his face as he stood there, the bloodloss finally getting to him.He fainted right there in the middle of the street.