Lies.
It was all full of lies.
He was full of lies.
A relationship based on puppy love and hot sex,
oh and most importantly,
LIES!
I mean what kind of love is that?
I loved him,
I still love him.
He makes me,
he drives me crazy.
I want to get over him,
I need to get over him,
but I can't.
It's ridiculous.
You think he could have just casually mentioned it in a conversation,
Hey I love chocolate Ice cream,
oh yeah,
I have a WIFE!
Come on.
I'm moving on,
slowly,
I want to,
I don't want to,
I don't know what I want.
All I know is no more lies,
no more,
at all,
no more Derek.
Am I ready for that?
I have no Idea.
What so ever.