Reclaimer: Characters are not mine, venues are not mine, terms are not mine.
Chapter 1, Saturday
Saturday, 9.45 am
First sight of him during breakfast. Ate a toast and an apple. Note that he was wearing a blue shirt under his cloak. He usually wears only black and grey. Suited him. Note also that he took two glances in my direction. Really not sure why that made me turn my head away fast and blush. Must have been anger. But why don't I feel angry then?
Saturday, 1.02 pm
Met him in library when trying to study. He threw a few nasty remarks of my unsuccesful potion at yesterdays class. I teased him of his blue shirt. Felt somehow bad after saying it. He sat few minutes there and watched me do my homework. Then left without a word. That's not like him at all. Don't know what to think.
Saturday, 5.02 pm
What is he up to? I caught him staring at me with a strange face at dinner. He didn't take his eyes of me even when I stared right back. He didn't even throw any nasty comments at Hermione when she dropped her plate and it broke with a huge noise. He left the Great Hall soon after that. He looked like he was deep lost in tought. It was strange, I almost run after him. What's wrong with me?
Saturday, 8.54 pm
I wonder what he's doing right now. He wasn't at the Slytherin quiddich-practise, I walked past the field with Ron and Hermione earlier. Might he be ill? I feel somehow responsible for it if he is, and only because of what I said to him about his jacket. I can't even do my homework. I'm just thinking about him and the look on his face on breakfast. Why does that bother me so much?
Saturday, 9.04 pm
I'm going to wisit the hospital wing to see if he's in there. I can't concentrate on anything in this state of mind. Don't know why this bothers me so much, this is Malfoy, he'd never feel bad for anything he'd said to me. But I must do this.
Saturday, 9.44 pm
I went to see if he was in the hospital wing. Madam Pomfrey told me he had been there but left just a few minutes ago. I ran down the stairs to the dundgeons and saw him walking in front of me. Suddenly I changed my mind and hid behind a statue. He didn't hear or see me. When he had disappeared behind the corner I turned around and half walked half ran the way to the Gryffindor tower. Can't believe I seriously tought I'd apologize to him. He'd have laughed at me.
Saturday, 11.57 pm
Can't sleep. I only think of him and how great that shirt looked on him. The reason I turned and ran away was that I suddenly felt really nervous when I realized that I was about to talk to him when it was just the two of us in the corridor. I couldn't do it. How much I regret that now.