Chapter 9.

Hi again ( thanx for the reveiws orlando-crazy)

anywaz here goes anthor chapter... just so you dont forget...first kiss on chapter 11

Sawyer panted,staggering through the forest.The gun had slipped from his hand long ago and his feet were dragging.He knew he had better hid soon or they would find him.Right now wounded and injured he could'nt run never mind fight.

His feet were shaky and darkness welled at the edges but he fought.His heart skipped a beat as he relized with fear he might die.Really die this time.Three gun shots to his chest and he was still breathing was amzing but for how long?

He knew his legs were giving away so he went to a tree( that was far away from the trees with the houses) and started weakly pulling himself up.Veins pulsed in his neck and arms and blood slid unto the tree trunk.With his jean leg he wiped it off and coutined you to climb.Finally,satisfied for he had managed to reach one of the higest branch,he closed his eyes,wrapped his head around it and was'nt sure if he had fallen alseep or had fallen unconscious.

((Ok im writing about charlie now. i know it's been awhile.he was the one beaten really bad by the boars oh did you know in lord of the rings he plays merry?the little curly red haired hobbit?))

claire stood her eyes hooded watching over charlie.Her baby was in her arms as she soothed him.She was a terrible mess her hair was stringy and her face dirty but she did'nt seem to care.The only too things she did do was watch over charlie,feed him,clean him, or care for her baby.And thus the baby was spoltlessy clean.

Charlie though had'nt opened his eyes once after been stricken by the boar.He muttered some in audible words but that was about it.His chest rose and fell though lightly he was still alive

"it's all my fault" claire mummered.

Charlie who had saved her twice now, proctected her,loved her was dieing and she could'nt help him.how much more terrible could things get?

Tears slid down her cheek as she watched him

"please don't die charlie...please i can't bear it"

where was jack? she wondered he could fix charlie...but its been a week now since they disappeared and five days since the search parties left...they're in danger...everyone here's worried...hurley's trying...charlie's wounded...what's going to happen if the other's come here and try to take my baby...or hurt someone?...no one's here able to fight...it's hopeless...just hopeless...

She crumbled to the floor and started to cry.

Shannon lay on the beach of the sand but her eyes were filled with worry for sayid.The precious moments they had spent together whirled in her mind and she could'nt shake it away.

is this true love? what if sayid dies...dies like boone..no!no! it can't happen...a surge of guilt invaded her mind

how can ibe thinking of love when boone just died? he loved me and now i'm just forgetting him...she sobbed trying to picture him but it was hard so hard his face she could barely picture and hurley was not helping.throwing stupid jokes in the air when they left and could be in danger.what's wrong with ihm?

Shannon sighed and whispered" please come back safe"

When sawyer awoke the morning's light were on him and he lay there suprised.The sun was above him but he made no effort to move

i'm alive? he thought .after three gun shot wounds...or this is hell?

He tried to move but that little jerk made him gasp in pain.His chest was hurting beyond words and tears leaked from his eyes. He gritted his teeth till the pain faded for he was afradi to scream that the others might find him...were looking for him even.

damn,damn,damn,

He only unclenched his jaw when the pain had ebbed away and when he did he relized he had bit his lip.The blood spit out unto his dry lips and with his tongue he wiped it away.

kate i'm sorry i could'nt help you...your face...what happened? what happened to you?

am i going to die? their's no choice then...

Sawyer closed his eyes and slowly put his hand in a pocket and drew something out slowly. In his trembling hands he held a flare.It was a one-shot thing.IT was no or ever.

He was playing a risky game and he knew it.Either the others were going to find him if he gave out his location or the search parties ( if there were any) would. If he was found by the others he would die and if he was found by the search parties he would survive but if he just lay here he would die.

Sawyer closed his eyes and took a chance.

end of chapter umm 9

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