Chapter 10

i'm happy i got 15 reveiws that may not seem alot to some of you but this is the most reveiws i got for a story...or maybe its because i got bored of writing my other stories..o well i won't on this one. my goal is to finish this story because every story i've written on paper or comp i have never finished. anywaz i'm writing this on thanksgiving morning right before i have a big turkey dinner so HAPPY THANKSGIVING though by the time you read this it will already be over.it'll take me a couple dayz to finsih this chap. right anwaz here goes

Sawyer lay on the tree his heart racing.The flare dropped from his hand clattering on the floor way betneatn him.He began to regret his decsion as soon as he had fired the flare showering in red spark s above him. He stared at the sky,the sparks as they slowly disingrated into nothing..his eyes deadned..his legs deadned..the blood pooled out ever more.If you were to touch his face( i wish i could thou not in such bad condition) it was ice cold.Slowly sawyer's eyes closed he knew he was going to die soon,that is untill he heard the whispers of people around him.It changed his perspective completely.

Now he was going to die sooner then soon or live rather then die.It all depended on this moment.

oh please..god please...he pleaded in his mind.

but if there was a god he would show me no mercy. i killed a innocent man...i'm not innocent...if i survive it will be on my own choices, my own insticnts...He hoped they were right.

The people were below him.He turned his head in a jerky movement trying to see below.Hoping to see sayid,charlie,anybody friendly.His body was shivering and finally he managed to look down.

Sawyer's face froze in shock.

It was them.the others. He did'nt know them, they were'nt his friends or flight mates.

"no"he whispered.

But he could'nt do anthing.He had used all his power in his last move.Walking,falling,guilt and getting shot and now at the most trival point he was helpless.He just watched.

Sawyer pictured kate.Then everyone on the flight he had gotten to know.They may have disliked him but he had gotten used to them.

His mind was filled with pictures and memories.Some were happy making him smile weakly,others were sad making watery eyes.

And then they were there.They were beside them...he tried to focus but he could'nt...something pinched his arm and he fell asleep...

When he awoke he was on the ground and people were around them.Five of them including one he knew...one he recongized..

"ethan" he whispered

"ah,so your awake"

"why did'nt you kill me already,or are you going to torture me?"he asked instantly

"now,now we'll answer that later.now for something to eat."

Pieces of boar flesh were desposited on his lap and one of them wrenched him up into a sitting position.He gritted back a snarl.Instead he looked at his chest were the gun shot wounds were He.was wrapped tightly in white sheets.The blood had seemed to stop.All in all he was in better condition.

"we took the shots out" ethan commented

"right after you plunged them in me" he said angerily and shook his wrist getting the blood flowing.

"eat" one of the others said. He was a black man with long black hair tied in a pony tail.His eyes were blood sh ot.

"you've probably poisioned it"

"if we wanted you dead sawyer you would be dead already"

Finally sawyer bit into the fleshy boar.He would need his strength if he would fight this lot.

"now that's better isn't it?"

"why a re you keeping me alive? to torture me?"

"no,no we have a better use for you.You see we were going to kill you but we decided you might be a help to us"

"i'd rather die then help you!" sawyer spat on the ground on ethan's feet.Immediatly the man with the ponytail wrenched sawyer's blonde hair back making sawyer look upward.

"we'd figure you'd say that.so now i have a question for you.what if it's someone eles's life"

The man let go fo sawyer's hair.His head was ringing.

"what'dya mean?" he snarled angerily.

"what if it was...well...kate's life?"

"WHY YOU!" with a roar sawyer pounched on ethan spraying him in the mud, in the ground but ethan was grinning.

"if you hit me i will kill you and kate."

Sawyer sat frozen ontop of ethan his breathing heavy.Sullenly he pushed himself off him and sat his back against the tree.

"that's better" ethan panted" i knew you'd see it my way"

"what'd you do to kate?" sawyer snarled." and jack? where's jack?"

jack must be going crazy...that is if he's alive., if he is i'll save him,i will

"i'm suprised you acutally care bout jack being the cold hearted person that you are"ethan said, anyway jack's find tied up at the moment,you must imagine he is in frenzy after kate and well you being shot"

"what you do to kate? tell me!"

Ethan studied him for a minnute.His angry eyes, his posture.

"yes,yes, he whispered,you'll be perfect"

"for what?"

"all in due time and to answer your first question.Kate is alive for now.we injected her with a lethal injection and would die if we would not give her the antidote every hour. If i give her a cup full she will be perfectly normal but rihgt now since i only give her tea spoon she's on the point of hovering between life and death.all the desicion lies with you.i will give you the antidote,cup full if you furfill my wishes."

"and if i don't?"sawyer asked.

Ethan laughed "i don't think you'll be saying no with kate around.no i think we got you wrapped around out little fingers"

Sawter resisted the urge to punch and fight and instead asked quietly

"what do you want me to do?"

"yes,yes...want i want is for you to betray and decieve"

Sawyer stared his hear thudding.

yah i'm done. hoped you liked it.i tried to give it a bit of a twist.so byebye and EAT TURKEY ( unless your a vegi) byebye