hi i probably told you this already but i have 21 reveiws my most sucessful story.(thank you for all of them) it'll be taking me a while to write these chapters now thou because i just joined the swim team which is like 2 hrs 3 days a week so yah i'm pretty busy and i suck but hey it's fun. my legs are killing plus lots of h.w. ( i'm a freshman) but hey maybe your a sophmore and you get more then me..also i've been looking at other lost stories and there really good so i'm not going to get a swelled head because i still need to get better.thanx for the support thou and here's chap 13
chapter 13.
Jack pressed his hand on kate's brow, his own forhead creasing slightly at the fever her body emitted.She looked so vunderable and helpless and she was going to stay that way and he could'nt help her unless they could ecape.
He sideways glanced at sawyer huddled in the corner.He had done nothing but mope and yell since he had got back jack wondered what happen but the experience from an hour back kept his mouth shut.What annoished jack most was that,sawyer was--crying. If something had made sawyer cry,especailly in front of jack,since they were'nt exactly heart-to-heart men something most have happened.something big...
flashback
"sawyer,sawyer are you ok?" jack placed a hand on sawyer's shaking shoulder.Sawyer did'nt answer.
"hey,hey we'll get out of this, if this is what it's about----"
"no,it's not" sawyer said shortly his ragged blonde hair only visible.
"you don't have to cry----" jack was cut mid sentence.He had said the wrong words and he had made sawyer angry.
Sawyer stood up, his fists raised,chains clinking on his bloodied wrists, his eyes red making him a alarming sight. Jack tensed up and backed away stumbling slightly over the wooden planks under his feet.
"WHO THE HELL SAID I WAS CRYING DOC!" sawyer yelled,WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE! I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU BASTARD!"
Sawyer shoved him,pushing against jack who slammed into the wall.Sawyer was in a bad temper and he knew the wrong word and he would be nailed.Sawyer seemed guilty and that made shout out.Jack looked despertatly trying to find the right words.
"hey,take it easy! kate's here----" the efffect was instanteous.
Sawyer's face turned from pale to a deep shade of red.He let go of jack and he seemed to be visibly trembling."but,jack noticed, it's in a excited, anxious kind of way...not a chill down the spine..."
"sawyer?" jack called cautiously for sawyer was staring dazedly into space and jack did'nt want to fight at the moment.Not when he was feeling weak and emotionally drained,not from many sleepless nights plotting escape, besides they had to work together for-for kate's sake.At least he cared about her maybe that was the twist to getting him to help
"maybe not..." jack thought as sawyer walked into corner and tossed himself on some straw staring into the dim light of the flickering oil lamp.Maybe i'm on my own...
The kiss flashed over and over in sawyer's mind though how he tried to hide it. He was swarmed with guilt, first for kissing kate without her permission which reminded him horribly about the man who hurt his mother, and when he taken it out on jack...
But try as he might sawyer could'nt stop thinking about it. It made a ache down his bones, a chill through his spine.He did'nt know how he was going to face kate again.If he did...if he did...if he was alone with her again...sawyer was'nt exactly sure what his heart would do besides not think straight.Sawyer could'nt understand,grasp his feelings totally.It was the most he had ever felt for a girl usually it just left him drained not burning with fiery energy.
kate...kate...kate...would he tell her? would he get the nerve to look into her intense green eyes and speak the truth?
"that is if we ever get out of here...which is why,sawyer thought, i need to get down to business...
Sawyer cleared his throat and tried to speak as causally as possible
"ok,doc i'll help---i'll help you with your plan"
Jack looked up unbeliving " you,you want to help?"
"you want me to take it back and not help then?" sawyer snapped.
"no,no" jack answered hastily, i was just suprised"
"well done being suprised doc now time for some action"
and for betrayl...sorry doc it's the way it has to be, you'll understand hopefully and once we get out of this kate owes me...
It was all dizzy in her mind their voices in and out.Like she was underwater and hearing them talk...
she washed in and out of memories...ones that made her relax and others that made her tremble with fear.She did'nt know where she was or what she was doing but just becoming one with the dark...dizness whirled in her brain making everything confusing...
her heart beat was reasurring in her chest and also the voices...the voices that made her feel at home, that made her feel safe...She had figured it out now...after her mind blanked out and came back again so many times...she knew who the voices were and clutched on to them.Jack and Sawyer.
It was a whisper in her ear, a mummer in her heart...a warm hand stroking her brow that she wished it would never leave...or a gentle touch against her neck...Kate did'nt know what was happening to her and she did'nt try to but certain,waspish memories came to her brain a memonto or a halluciation...and when she was almost awake before they made her sleep again the memory was more visible then ever...
i love you...i love you...i love you...
The voice mummered in her ears.Soft,gentle caring but it kept slipping from her mind who it could be...but the touch,the touch was so extribbulant that it was as clear as day.It got her heart moving faster, and her body trembling as she remembered...the only thing that was vivid in her memory, more vivid then her name...
The kiss that showed all the love hidden in the heart as though she was drowning in it...the warmth...making her feel alive like she had'nt in days...the lips pressing hard on hers, open-mouthed and eager...she was to weak to pull away but even if she could she would'nt want to...she did'nt want it to end...dizness surrounded her as she went back to sleep...
i did it...i did it...it took hours but i finally got all the answers off jack every one...he was hard to offer information but in the end i got it...and i will save kate...and jack and the rest...but can i betray them? what if he does'nt keep his word?...but he stopped thinking he had to go with the flow...he had to stop thinking...he had to betray them...
i will betray them
Sawyer's face was firm as he whispered this before going to sleep.
there.it was kinda short and i now it was'nt an action packed chap but the next one will definately be! this one was basically memories...hope you enjoyed it and here's question's for the further chapters..
1. does sawyer betray them?
2.do they survive?
3.what are the experiments?
4.does kate remember sawyer's kiss that makes her ache inside?
5.who does kate love?
byebye for now