i went bowling yesterday! it was fun, my first time too...i don't know why i'm saying this but i feel at least to make so conversation before i start my story though probably half of you don't even read this part. anywaz i won! i got 60 pts..WEEE!

anywaz i am tired cauz i waz up all night last night for a sleepover((well not all night maybe till threeish)) and i have school tommorow cries christmas vaca already!

CHAPTER17

Jack stood trembling on the spot.He clenched his hands behind his back so sawyer would'nt see them shaking. Jack stood right under the other's camp.Above him were the trees,houses and camp.

The place where he had been captured...the hated place where ethan was...where sawyer betrayed them...where kate was hurt...where darkness and evil awaited him...where he was going.

Jack gulped and sweat poured down.He mositioned his lips, it was the only way to save kate...,that gave him courage.

what am i going to do? the others are'nt stupid...if i shout out at them they will be susupicious..i have to attract there attention pretending i don't want to attract there attention...

Jack swayed,feeling sick,more thoughts were rapping through his brain,it was a miracle he was'nt spotted yet.Jack's eyes grew blurry as his mind raced,he could barely see sawyer through the corner of his eye.

how's kate? what if she's hurt? it'll be your fault!you left her there! and what about sawyer? what if he gets caught? it was my plan and--and--everyone's counting on me!--what if i die? then non one will be able to heal the wounds and sickness and--no one will no what to do! it'll be chacos! and what if while i'm saving kate that the others kill the survivors! that'll be my fault to! what am i going to do! i can't save everyone! and if i die it won't matter for me but for everyone eles too!

Jack closed his eyes and drew a long breathe.He started to count under his breathe.

one...two...three...four..five...

He let the fear churn around him till then but when five was counted he opened his eyes.They were'nt desperate any more they were logical like a doctors should be, like jack usually was.

"alrigh then" jack muttered grimly."god help me"

Jack pretended to sneak through the bushes,right past the others camp, yet trying not to make it to obvious.He went through without a shout or cry of disturbance.

great.when i want them to notice me they don't

He walked back again,retracing his steps,pretending to hide.

"c'mon dammit" jack whispered.

"what the hell is he doing?" sawyer said to himself.He wished he could go into the doctor's head and see what idociy was going on there.

He wants to be noticed so why's he hiding.

"watta moron" sawyer shook his head,waiting.

Locke,sayid and Jin followed the track and reached the cave where jack,kate and sawyer had been before.. It had taken them days, to locke's annoyance, jin had twisted his foot and it was to late to backtrack and jin did'nt want to go back anyway--shaking his head stubbornly when sayid gestured to there camp--so they stopped every half hour for a five minutes break.

Locke sighed with exasperation when he found the cave empty but with human signs inside.The smodered fire, more blood,unwrapped bandages,footprints in the dirt--they were so obivous.

Locke stormed around the cave leaving jin leaning against sayid breathing heavily.

damn them...we're never going to catch up! we're always behind!

Locke cursed,stooping low against the ground, his back to the open when he suddenly stiffined.He stood up,trying to make it appear causal, and walked towards sayid and jin--his ears sharp, his eyes making quick jabs into the forest around them.

"so sayid, how's jin?" locke said in louder then nessecary voice.

Sayid raised an eyebrow but did'nt comment, going along " he's alright needs a minutes break"

Jin mummbled in chinese.

Locke slowly reached into his pocket,still talking.

"why don't you guys sit down so jin does'nt get hurt"

Understanding stood in sayid's dark eyes as he lowered jin and himself onto the cave's ground.

Locke grasped his knife and slowly drew it out,waiting motionless.

He turned around,his eyes boring into the forest, his ears listening with all his fiber.

"got-cha" locke mummered and with a roar and quick reflex threw his knife into the woods.

It whistled through the forest,speed's light and locke heard as pummled into something.

There was a groan of agony and then silence.

Sayid stood up alarmed,glaring at locke-leaving jin on the floor.

"locke! you never said you were going to kill the person! what if it's kate? or jack? or sawyer? you could of killed one of them! maybe you did!"

"or maybe i killed the enemy" locke said calmly back.

"you---" sayid was interruptted.

"relax sayid, i'm not a fool--i knew it could be one of our men or the enemy so i aimed for the foot.Nothing major i assure you, fixed in an hour and able to walk again-with a limp of course--but you see if it was the others..." locke let his voice trail and walked into the forest,sayid following him.

They pushed past brambles,and evergreens.Locke in the lead,sayid following behind scratches bleeding on his arms from branches.Both breathing heavily,sweat driping as they made there way into the interior of the forest...

Locke stopped stock--still and sayid pushed past him with a gasp.

Jin was sitting in the cave unaware and wondering...

Sawyer was scowling now.It was jack's fifth trip back and forth and no one had spotted him.

What kind of watches do they have anyway? firecrackers could be exploding and they would'nt notice...stupid jack...

Sawyer clenched his fists.He could'nt take this anymore.His muscles were tensed ready to spring into action amid jack's warning,pleading glances.

Sorry jack.

"HEY--HOOOOO" sawyer yelled loudly.He did'nt care if it was obvious.He just wanted it to be done with before he chickned out.

Jack glanced at him, if looks could kill he'd probably be dead by now.

"too bad it isn't" sawyer muttered grimly.

Sawyer was shaking.He wanted to go out there and help jack but it would ruin jack's plan.

Then it started.Sawyer knew it.Heclosed his eyes as he heard the mummering and whispering in the trees,enough to drive you mad.He saw the others or felt them as though burning through his eyelids pointing at jack...jack frozen in fear...

Sawyer whimpered and crouched down his fists in his ears,hiding in the underbrush.

Run was frozen,visibly trembling.The voices circling around him. He pulled out of his fright and ran.Ran with desperatness.Ran with fear.Ran from death.

There was shouts in the forest and sawyer could hear the other's leaping from tree to tree or creep through the bushes on the ground.Sawyer pressed harder against the bark, crumbled into a smaller heap.

Run were gone then.Jack was gone.The voices were gone and Sawyer was left to go find the antidote.He stood up.

"i can do this.i can find this.for kate and...jack" sawyer mummered.

Sayid stood stunned,locke beside him equally.Then sayid let out a shout of joy.

"SAWYER!Sawyer your alive!"

"Sawyer!sawyer we found you!" locke said sagging against a tree in relief.

"your alive...your alive..."

Sayid glanced at the ground,at the crumbled heap.

"kate! what happened!"

"i found her...she was hurt so i was going back to camp,jack--jack went ahead to find you guys...i was just bringing her to camp"

Done.

i added a twist i made it confusing!

so here's the question

who is the other sawyer?

and plz people who have'nt given me your vote of jack/sawyer plz give me

thanx for the reveiws

have a merry christmas if you celebrate it

and i probably won't post anthor chapter till after christmas! i'll be to busy playing with my presents!

bye for now.

venis--navidad