Chapter Four
School was the worst. I really don't belong there anymore. I don't belong anywhere here anymore. I can't do this anymore. I need out. I want out.
I closed my journal and put it back between the mattresses. I needed to take a break, and get out of the house.
I snuck out of my window again. I had done it so much lately that it now was a part of me. I had become the person who couldn't face her own family.
I walked to the Dot. It was really full though, so I left. I was walking back home when Jay's car pulled up beside me.
"Greenpeace, I'm digging the new look. But give me a break. Who are you trying to kid? I mean, Cameron already has a goth girl. Although you make a hotter one." Jay sneered.
"Jay, you can go to h. This look is all me. It's got nothing to do with you, Sean, or anyone else. Now, run along and steal something." I said and waved him off.
Jay drove off, leaving me all alone once again. Alone. I would always be alone. I always pushed people away. Either that, or pushed them over the edge.
I walked by the tv store just in time to see another story about the shooting. I was so tired of seeing them.
"It's been a week. You think they could talk about something else." I said to myself as I turned onto my street. Then it came to me.
I had to get out. I had to leave. I knew exactly where I was going to go. I just needed some clothes, and I had to make a pit stop.