Chapter Six
My
shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the
only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will
find me
'Til then I walk alone
Boulevard Of Broken
Dreams- Green Day
"Sean, are you sure you want to do this? What about you and Ellie? Plus you have a history with this place." I said. I didn't really care if he came or not. I just wanted him to know what he was getting himself into.
"Yeah, I'm sure. Now, can we get on the bus?" Sean asked and pointed to the bus. I nodded and moved to get on.
Sean and I didn't sit together. It was for the best. I needed to write some anyway. The person beside me was asleep, so now was the perfect time.
I got my journal out of my bag and proceeded to record my thoughts.
So I believe that I am over the whole I-blame-myself phaze. But I can't face these people anymore. That's how I ended up here. On a bus with Sean Cameron to Wasega Beach.
I don't know how Sean ended up here. He keeps on sending me all these mixed signals. I mean, one minute he's telling me that he hate me. Then he's saving my life.
Maybe in the time we'll spend together, I'll get to know more. I know it'll probably take a little while, but hey time is of the esscense.
I really liked the new me. I think I'll try it out a little while longer. See how it goes.
I sighed and closed my journal. I slipped it back into my bag and glanced at my watch. We had another hour. I could get some sleep. I sighed again, leaned my head back against the head rest, and closed my eyes.