i see none of you god damn assholes reviewed my last chapter ...grrr... well i know it sucked, but you could of at least review to say 'hey it sucks, heres what you can do to make it better.' wahla. but nooooooo. anywayz heres chapty 10 or whatever number it is

RAIN

Do you ever have the sense that something is just not right? I've been walking for a while and I've seen animals and I know animals are here but yet I can't hear or feel them. But not only that, it feels as if someone is watching me. As if on cue a branch somewhere off to the side broke. I pretended not to hear and kept walking. It kept on going like this for about a half hour, when I just decided to fight.

"Show your self." I looked to where I thought the person might be and to my surprise Daren came out. I couldn't believe it, how did he know? Probably because of our connection. I ran towards him and threw my arms around him.

"Oh Daren you shouldn't have come, Daren please. What about Lilly and Rain drop?" (Lilly wife)

"Well when I found out what happened I told her that I needed to go to you, she is like Haru in many ways and we got into a fight. I left Rain Drop at your house with Haru. I told him to wait a few days before he tried to fallow you but I don't think he heeded my advice."

"Daren. Thank you, I love you with all my heart but I must try and do this alone, please? Go to Lilly say you're sorry, get Rain Drop. On your way back if you see Haru, tell him not to come. Please." I couldn't take it anymore. I loved Daren and Haru, really I did, but I couldn't have them with me, what if I lost control and something happened? I would never forgive myself. I buried my head into Daren's shoulder, taking in his scent, taking in all the memories we had together, all the good and the bad. And I started to cry,

Haru and Kyo

They woke up and started to gather their things, not once looking or talking to each other, for fear of remembering what had happened earlier this morning.

"Come on, lead the way." With that Kyo headed through the trees, trying to pick up Rain's scent. Haru walked in a daze behind him.

Haru

"She will look far and wide, but still not get what she must find, for it is here, right at home, a home of strangers and a home of love. If he's with her, he'll bring her pain; if without he'll bring distain. So it's left to you whether you go or stay, for daddy already went away."

What did she mean? What must Rain find? What was in that letter? Is it at the house like she said? If who's with her? Me? Daren? Daren…damn him. Why the fuck did he go after her? She's mine!

3rd point of view

Haru was fuming now, Kyo, unawares; kept on walking till he reached a clearing. He stopped dead, not really sure what he should do. At times Kyo can be really smart.

"Um Haru, we have to go around the clearing come on."

"Why can't we go through?"

"Um, because it would be quicker." and sometimes he falls a bit short.

"No. Going through would be quicker. What's wrong?" Haru eyed Kyo suspiciously. Not after he heard a veeerrry familiar voice.

RAIN

I stood crying in Daren's shoulder, I felt his arms slide around my waist to pick me up bridal style and sat him self down so we were leaning against a tree.

"Why me? Why does this have to happen? Why did I have to leave? Why why why!"

"Rain calm down, calm down. You're going to get through this don't worry, I'll help you." He started to run his fingers though my hair.

"Daren, no. You have to leave; you have to go to Lilly, to your family. I have to learn to do stuff on my own."

"But you do, you do shit on your own. Remember how you would take most of the blame when we were kids? How about when you defeated Frost? You don't need to do everything alone. You have me."

"And Haru." I whispered.

"Yes of course, and Haru." But he didn't sound as if he totally meant it. I sighed. ­

" Daren, why don't you trust him?"

"Why do you?

"Cuz I think I love him, and he has done nothing that would make me believe different." Truth was, sometimes I did get suspicious, like when he would go out late, or not talk about his past, or our relationship. " Do you believe I shouldn't trust him? Do you truly believe?" but he before he could answer.

Haru and Kyo.

" Do you believe I shouldn't trust him? Do you truly believe?"

"That's Rain!" Haru burst through the brush, only to see Rain in Daren's arms, his fingers running through her hair, her head on his shoulder. So this is what Kyo wanted to keep me from seeing. "Rain?" she flew out of his arms and looked straight at me.

"No, no, no! First Daren, now you and Kyo. No I can't do this. You guys have to leave. Leave leave leave! It wasn't supposed to be like this." I could see tears coming out of the corners of her eyes. I momentarily forgot about Daren. I ran towards her and picked her up.

"Rain I need you, I'll do what ever you want me to. Except leave you. Why can't I be here for you? Would you rather Daren stayed here?" that sentence held as much venom as a snake ready to strike. I set Rain down again, refusing to meet her eyes. Kyo popped out from behind me.

"Both of you are acting like idiots. Why don't you guys just sit down and let her talk then you can comment and shit." And sometimes Kyo can be a genius.

Rain

This wasn't supposed to happen, they're going to get hurt.

"Haru, Daren why did you fallow me? you guys no perfectly well that I can take care of my self, I need to do this alone. I don't want to hurt you guys." Daren was the first to answer.

"Rain you are my best friend, I'm not going to let you go through this alone. I love you, you know that. And we can take care of ourselves, and I know you can too. Let us help you." Before I could say anything, Haru spoke.

"I love you Rain, how dare you think that I'm going to let you go what ever your going through alone. I know your tough, you're stronger than any of us put together, but you need to lean on someone once in awhile. Stop being stupid, we're going to be here, with you, no matter what you say, so get used to it." I think he purposely left out anything about Daren cuz that would start another fight. I thought about what he and Daren said, and I realized that they were right; I looked at all three of them in turn. And I realized that I did want them here, that I did need them. But I loved all of them, and would kill my self if anything happened to them. So what is a girl to do? Let them stay, and run the risk of them getting hurt? Or have them leave, and have my heart die a piece at a time. This was too much; I looked at them again, and fainted.

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