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There was something wet rubbing against my face when I awoke.
"Hey wolf" she didn't look like her normal self, she looked thinner, and sadder. "What's going on? What happened to you?" she sighed while curling up next to me.
"Kitty cat, something's going on, your emotions are getting the better of you. I didn't even think it would go this far. I know your powers are fading in and out, that's why you weren't bothered by the animals today, but you're getting to emotional, you cant handle your emotions and the animals. It's paying a toll on your body and mind. Cat's getting a bit delusional, Fox hasn't stopped crying, but me, I cant eat; I can only look at those two and feel sorrow." I knew she spoke the truth for she had no reason to lie.
"What am I to do? Not feel?"
"Yes, be like Cat, calm. Stay away from things that are going to get you emotional. You have to leave them behind." I looked at her and I couldn't believe it, she wanted me to not have any emotions? To leave Kyo, Daren, and Haru when I just seen them? I looked at her as if she was crazy.
"Don't look at me like that, you know I'm right. Don't worry it will only be for a little bit. But the sooner you leave and complete your mission. The faster you can be with them." With that I awoke to the people I loved.
"Rain don't scare us like that, what happened?" Kyo said bringing me up to a sitting position.
"I just fainted, I guess I was tired. Which reminds me, I think we should all get a good sleep tonight ok? So that way we can get an early start." It was only around 8 at night, but I knew everyone was tired; I can use that to my advantage.
"Yes I think we should all get some sleep, we can talk in the morning." Trust Daren to be the rational one. I curled up by Haru's side, while Daren slept on my other; much to Haru's annoyment, and Kyo, well Kyo slept as far away from us as he could, I wonder why? I'm going to miss them so much. I cuddled up to Haru as close as I possibly could without killing him.
"I love you." I whispered, my hand on his chest felling his heart beat slowly.
"I love you too." This is going to be too hard. I have to do it once they get to sleep. ' I call upon the glorious night, the lonely night I pray, allow my friends to sleep safe and sound, not to be awoken till night becomes day. Allow sleep to come swiftly to the ones I love, for leave I must, to the sky above. Please allow what I have prayed.' With this I could feel Haru's heart beat into a slow rhythmic pattern. I could hear Daren's doing the same. The same with Kyo. I waited another couple of minutes before I got up and gathered my packs. Silently I crept out of the camp. I looked over my shoulder and whispered. " Don't forget me." I switched into my wolf demon form and ran as fast as I could.
The boys.
Haru awoke to find Daren already awake, but no sign of Rain.
"Yo, where's Rain?"
"she left in the middle of the night."
"what! We have to go after her, why the fuck are you so damn calm?"
"Because I'm not stupid. She really doesn't want us with her. And I think we should listen to her this time. We don't even know what she has to do."
"You're saying that we have to just let her go! What if something happens to her?"
"Yes that's what I'm saying, you should know that Rain can take care of herself." By this time Kyo had awoken and was trying to figure out what everyone was talking about.
"Let me guess, Rain ran out on us again?"
"Doesn't take a genius to figure that out." Haru yelled.
"You want to start something you stupid cow!"
"Both of you shut up. I suggest you both go back to your house, I'm going to pick up Rain Drop and see if I can find my wife."
"No cause your just going to go after Rain again."
"No I wont, I'll go back to get Rain Drop, we can all go back together if you distrust me that much."
"I do, and fine we will all go back together."
"You guys are acting like idiots, if Rain wanted our help she would have asked, now we just wasted 2 days out here." With that everyone started to pack up and headed to where the house was, supposedly.
Do you know how hard it is to leave someone you love, not for your own benefit but for their own? Knowing that they might get hurt because of you? That by pushing them away for their own benefit, they might come to hate you?
Rain
Run run run run, don't look back, never look back. Too much pain, too much hurt. Run run run run. Don't think, don't think just run. Don't think about……Haru. Haru.
"Ahhh! God damnit! I can't think about this! I need to calm down." I started to slow down, something wasn't right. I closed my eyes and started to concentrate. A rabbit, its running, scared. A wolf, hungry. I fell to my knees, to tired to move. The rabbit was slowing down, knowing that there was nowhere to turn. The wolf saw this and sped up. Closing in, 4 feet, 3 feet, 2 feet, 1 foot, nothing. Teeth, fur, blood, Pain. I started to scream while holding my head.
I looked up at the sky, watching as the rain clouds roll in. Heavy with rain, waiting to let it go, to let it all go. Do you ever get the idea that you're the only one like you? That no one thinks like you do? That your alone, and you're the only one that knows. Slowly the rain started to come down, pit pat pit pat. I felt it wash over me as I lay on the ground, to exhausted to move. That was all I remembered before I closed my eyes. Never did I see their eyes, the eyes that can leave you with nightmares.