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thank you na-chan for reviewing i looked at some DN A pics and Dark is really hot... but the story line sounds kinda stupid. are you sure its good?
well this is my last update for awile...my computer is fritzy and i have tournoments up the ass. but christmas break is coming up in like 16 days and i'll have 3 weeks off so i'll definitly put some in then...if i have reviews!
RAIN
Looking up at the sky I realized that it was still early in the morning. I have to try and figure out these powers as fast as I can, I just have to. Sighing, I got up and looked out over the mountain to see the little town. Well here goes nothing. Slowly I started to walk towards the town.
"Now where do you think you're going?" said a chilling voice to my left. I looked over and saw a man with black hair and black eyes.
"Away from you?" I started to walk by him but he caught my arm.
"You know pretty things like you really shouldn't be out alone, you might get hurt." Ok this guy was realllllly annoying me.
"What makes you think I'm alone?" doubt crossed his eyes for a second but he just came closer. Ok I warned him. Kinda. I brought back my arm and jammed it as hard as I could into his stomach. He doubled over as I ran towards the village.
"Ok creepy, creepy, creepy old man…god what is with guys and their ewwiness? God I need to stop talking to myself." Slowly I stumbled into the village, I guess it was kind of early because no one was there. This is supposed to be my next stop so what am I supposed to do? God damnit where's that little girl when you need her? I decided to go over and sit somewhere.
I wonder how things are going back home? Home, I never called any place my home before. When I talked to Tohru that one day, that was the first time I ever thought of that place as my home. What's Kyo, Yuki, Tohru, Shigure, Hiro, Kisa, everyone doing now? What is Haru doing? He must hate me, he came out looking for me but I just ran off, again. Oh Haru will you understand?
God what the fuck am I supposed to do! UGH! Then, as if by magic, the girl with white hair appeared.
"Find the man that smells of Lily's, he will help you, even though you were incredibly silly" sweat drop " he will help you control your mind, but only if you'll pay the fine." With that she left, is it just me or did she look a bit cheery? Crrreeeeeepy. Rolling my eyes I went deeper into the town, in search of the lily dude.
RAIN DROPMomiji was helping me into the house when I had another vision. But this one was for Rain. Slowly I turned into my other form and disappeared, not even explaining to Momiji. I appeared before Rain and gave her the message. Why do I only get messages for her? Why not anyone else? I'm not complaining I love Rain, infact I'll probably tell her about me so that way I can figure out what to do. Slowly I came back to my senses to see Momiji hovering over me. Funny he reminded me of an over protective mother.
"RAINY! Oh god are you ok? I saw you start to change and then you disappeared then you reappeared! And oh!" I couldn't help it, I started to giggle. That was the first time in awhile that I have ever laughed. And you know what? It felt good.
"Oh Momiji, I'm fine, but did anyone see me?" I was a bit worried.
"No, no one."
"Good." I got up and followed him into the living room, where Kisa and Hiro were. I didn't look at either of them, mostly because I was embarrassed, but also cuz I was still pissed. I saw the chick whisper something to the dude, he didn't look happy though.
"Look I didn't mean anything bad about what I said earlier ok." I didn't look at him; I just went to go sit by Momiji.
"Fine, what ever." I watched as the girl began to whisper something else in Hiro's ear. He grumbled but did what she asked.
"What I mean to say is that we all have secrets, so it's no big deal." I kinda get the feeling that he doesn't want to say this. I looked over at Kisa.
"Thanks."
"Its nothing." She said, hardly above a whisper. I smiled, and turned to Momiji,
"What do you want to do?"
RAINI started walking through the town, trying to figure out how to find a guy that smells of lilies. Do I have to smell all the guys to find this out? Cuz believe me not all guys smell nice. I was so deep in thought that I didn't see who was ahead of me and ran into someone. We both fell to the ground but I got up first and gave him a hand. Looking down I realized that it was indeed a he. He had blond hair and deep green eyes; he must of only been around 20 or so.
"Um, sorry I wasn't looking were I was going." I have him my hand. And he accepted.
"Its ok, happens all the time." He said smiling. He reminds me of Momiji so much. I must of gone blank or something because he asked if I was all right.
"Hum? Oh yes of course. Hey I was wondering do you know of a guy that smells of lilies? I'm looking for him." he looked at me a bit strangely.
"The man that smells of lily's; the man that smells of lily's; hum, I think he owns a shop on the out skirts of town, do you wish for me to show you?" I should say no, but I needed help fast, so I agreed. "Great, come on then." Well at least he acts kind. Hopefully I didn't screw this up too. Sighing I followed him.
"So what are you in town for? Just to find this guy or what?" God people are so nosy.
"Pretty much."
"Good, oh and by the way; my name is Niko."
"I'm … Tanith." Ok so I lied, sue me.
"What a pretty name." He smiled down at me as we continued to walk. Soon we reached a set of shops, he pulled me into one intilled "control your mind" . god damnit. "Well here it is, hold on he should be in the back." He left me to go to the back and see if he was there. God 'control your mind' nooooooooo. I'm doomed. I might as well sing the doom song. Doom doom doom doom. Ok I really got to stop talking in my head. I looked up as Niko appeared with someone else. I drew in a quick breath as I glanced over him. He had bright orange hair (more extreme then Kyo's!) and his eyes were a soft grey, like Haru's. He was probably as old as Shigure. I must have been staring because he had to clear his throat.
"Oh, heh heh. Um are you the guy that smells of lilies?"
"Niko, you can leave us now." With that Niko bowed and left.
"Good bye Tanith." I smiled and waved good-bye. I turned back to the dude waiting for his reply. He motioned me to follow him.
"I have only been called that name a couple times before, and mostly when my help was needed. My name is Hayku. What can I do for you?"
"Well um, I don't really know. I guess to help me control my mind?" how the hell was he supposed to do that though? He couldn't get into my mind, he didn't know my mind.
"Who sent you here?"
"A friend."
"What is your name, I know it is not Tanith." I stared at him strangely but he just waited for my reply.
"My name is Rain." I said to him. He stepped into one of the rooms and looked at me.
"Rain?"
"Yes?" what was so interesting about my name? He shook his head and took a seat in the middle of the room and motioned for me to do the same. Hesitantly I sat in front of him.
"Close your eyes and begin to meditate, I'm going to search your mind, not going in it, but observing it kind of." Freaky. I began my mediation. In 1-2-3-4 out 1-2-3-4-5, in 1-2-3-4 out 1-2-3-4-5, slowly I calmed down and instead of appearing in my mind, I just floated in a black emptiness. I was still inside my mind, I just wasn't were everything was at. This is where I go to get away. It helped me when I used to live with Frost. Slowly I started to concentrate on calmness.
"AHHH! What the fuck!" my eyes snapped open as I saw Hayku fall backwards.
"Are you ok?" I asked leaning over him.
"You're going to be harder then I thought, you have too many emotions bottled up in there, and for some reason there seem to be in the form of animals, the fox for cleverness, the cat for tranquility, the wolf for cunning, then the darker side for each of those animals, hatred, fear, and death." I never looked at it that way, the animals are my emotions? That's just wired. Which animals are which for the darker emotions? But before I could ask, " you need to come to terms with all these emotions."
"What would happen if I don't?"
"Death."
"What would happen if I do?"
"You'll be able to control your emotions and power, if you have any, and most likely there won't be any animals in your head." What! No Fox, Cat, or Wolf! Does he mean kill them? No I cant do that to them. I had them my whole life, they're family. But I'm inflicting pain if I don't get control of my emotions and power. I'll think about the consequences later, first I need to figure out how.
"How do I do it?"
"First you need to know how to use your emotions properly, the good ones, then you would need to come to terms with your darker side. Then that should be about it."
"That's it?"
"That's it? That's a lot to do. It takes some people Years to figure this out! Some don't even accomplish it. But I believe you will take less time, you already have a good handle on your emotions, you just need to control them to your advantage, so I say about 2 or 3 weeks." 2 or 3 weeks! It was better then years but still. Can they keep up the shield that long? Is this one of the obstacles? Should I trust this guy?
"Can I get back to you on that? I just need to think about it a little while longer."
"Of course you can."
I walked back out of the shop and took a seat on the curb. Was this what the little girl meant? 'He will help you control your mind, but only if you'll pay the fine'? is the fine having to lose Fox, Cat, and Wolf? I don't think I can live with out them. I've had them forever. I need to talk to them. I looked around for a safe place, but just ended up back in the woods. Slowly I began to meditate. I opened my eyes to see them gathered around me.
"Do you know what is asked of me?"
"Yes" cat replied.
"What do I do? I can't lose you guys!"
"There is only a chance that you may lose us, but besides, we aren't real anyway, we're just your emotions. Your guides." Fox yipped.
"I don't care! You guys are my family; you've been with me through everything. I can't lose you guys! I don't even want the chance of losing you guys."
"Hold yourself together! Learn how to control your mind, your not going to be a baby are you?" Wolf sneered. I knew she was just saying that to make me do it, but I of course fell for it.
"Fine! I will control my emotions! Just you wait and see!" I started to come back to reality but not before I whispered. "Thank you." And I opened my eyes.
"Have you made your decision?" asked Hayku.
"I have deiced, I will learn to control my mind, and my emotions." Sighing I followed him back to the room.