Hi! This is my second story. Hope you like this one. Feel free to comment.
Blind Love
It's so hot in Tokyo. I hate summer. I hate it even more when I'm sitting here alone on the same roof top without you by my side. This roof top used to be our hang out place. This is also the place where I confessed my love. This is also the place you told me about him. You said you only treated me as friend and never more than that. You also promised that we will still be friends. Do you know how much tears I had shed for you that night? But at least we are still friends.
You never knew the pain I felt when I saw you and him in front of the shopping mall a few days later. I followed the both of you and you looked so happy. And when he holds your hand while waiting to cross the road, you looked at him as if there is no one except you two were on this earth. How I wished you would use your beautiful golden eyes to look into my blue eyes like the way you looked into the blacks. How I wish that I am the one you loved. Not him…
In school, there were rumors saying that he is dating you because of a bet with his younger twin brother. They used you to entertain themselves. When I told you that, you smile calmly and said that it is not true. You said they were just jealous that you were going out with the cutest guy in school. Why are you still protecting him when he used you? Why do you trust him so much? You said he really loves you and you felt his love is true. But is it true?
I still remembered that time; we bumped into him and Lyzerg in the changing room. They were making out. You ran all the way home crying. It was the 1st time I see you cried. My world came crushing down when I saw your tears. For the whole night, I am the one who is holding you while you cry. I am the one who is there for you. Do you know how happy I was when you said you are not going back to him? Next day, you intend to break up with him. You gave him the cold shoulder for the whole day and I am always besides you giving you moral support to ignore him. But, I know in your heart, you had already forgiven him when you saw him in school. And when he knelt down in front of the whole school to beg for your forgiveness, you run to him and hugged him. Do you know that a sword keeps stabbing into my heart with every step you took when running to him? Why are you always so ready to forgive him whatever things he had done to hurt you? Does he love you as deep as you loved him?
I know you will never leave him no matter how deep he hurt you. Even though I know that, I'm still waiting for the day of miracle to arrive. Until that day arrived, then you will know that the one who truly love you are enduring pain and sadness in loneliness.
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Hope you like this one.