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Suddenly somebody's trolley crashed into her. She turned around to find her ex-fiancé Joshua Knox.

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Chapter 7- blast from the past

It was like somebody had hit Lily full force in the stomach. Joshua Knox was standing right before her. Her ex fiancé. So many emotions were running through her body. She was angry about what he did to her, she hated him for what he did and she was shocked to find him standing before her looking as good as always.

"Hey Lily. So… how are you?" Joshua said

"well what can I say… first you cheated on me and then my father died and now I'm an auror so I guess you can say I'm going pretty darn well, you still going out with that slut?" she said in a sarcastic yet curious tone.

"I can't complain and no I'm not going out with Samantha anymore." He replied

Lily just turned around and cursed herself that she chose the one supermarket that Joshua just had to go to. That idiot isn't making her life easier.

"Lily can we go to a café near here later after we paid for all our things, I really need to talk to you."

"Whatever but you better make it quick I don't have time for people like you I do have a busy schedule."

After both Lily and Joshua paid for their stuff they made their way down to the nearest café. It was called Flare café, supposedly the best café on the block.

They were seated in one of the tables near the door. They sat there for a while before Joshua tried to start up a conversation. "So…anything interesting happening in life?"

"What is it to you if there is and what is it to you if there isn't?" she replied

"Jeez Lils I was just trying to start up a conversation don't need to give me the cold shoulder and you know what I do care. I still care about you that's why Sam and I broke up. Cause I still love you, I still want to marry you, I still you want to be Mrs. Joshua Knox.-" before he could continue the waitress came over and asked what they wanted. Joshua answered for both of them and ordered 2 coffees and gave the waitress his trademarked grin which made all girls swoon at his feet.

Lily saw the grin and felt all this annoyance start building up. She thought that he knew her but he obviously doesn't know her at all they were together for how long? 3 damn years and he still don't know that she don't drink coffee. Even James knows that she don't drink coffee. Here he was trying to win her back yet at the same time flirting with the bimbo.

When the waitress went away Joshua was going to continue ranting on about how much he loved lily and how much he needed her but was unable to continue as Lily's anger flared at that point "how can you even say that you love me and then go flirt with another girl. If you think that we would be able to start all over again after all that you did to me you are very much mistaken. I can't believe you." Lily was getting close to tears. As if dealing with her father's death wasn't enough, now some cheating scum just had to walk back into her life. "Why did you do it?"

"Do what?"

"Don't play stupid with me Josh. You know what. Why did you cheat on me?"

"I don't know Lily. Sam she tempted me and you and I weren't starting having these arguments and she was just there. She listened to me and you know what all of a sudden she kissed me and…I don't know maybe just because. Does it really matter? I mean that is all in the past. Cant you just let the past go so we can be together again?"

"No I can't. You hurt me really bad. Now that dad has died I don't think I can even start a relationship so soon. Even if I was completely over the fact that my dad died I would never go back into a relationship with you."

Lily stood up to grab her bag and leave but Joshua got a hold of her arm and gripped hard on it. "Lily please just give us another chance." By now tears were forming in Lily's eyes, partly because of the physical pain but also because of the emotional pain.

"Let go Joshua. You're creating a scene and you're really hurting me." With one final tug she was free from his grasp and ran out of the café.

Lily stormed out of the café after that. Tears were streaming down her face. She felt so angry yet so alone and so sad. It was like everyone she loved had deserted her. First it was her ex-fiancé cheating on her then it was her dad passing away. She just stomped through the street.

All of a sudden someone grabbed her by the shoulders. She looked up and saw James.

"Whoa… Lily what's wrong? Here why don't I take you back to your house."

Lily just nodded as James guided her to her house; she was still in a daze when they finally got there.

(A/N: please review. I really need to know what you think so I can perfect this story. There is something wrong with my comp it won't allow me to update so I'm sorry it took me so long to update)