Alright new fic time. Hehe I will be making a sequal to A New Destany, A New love. But for now I wanted to do something new. Anyway I don't own sailor moon. I don't own the Title. The title comes from Avril's album Let Go. So I have disided that this will involve betrayel. This fic will be shorter then the last one so it will go by quick. I will need a beta if any one is interested. This of coarse will contain may contain myinfamous pairing of Usagi/Michiru. Takes place after stars. Anyway here is chapter one enjoy.
'…' inner thoughts
Usagi was heading to park to meet her long time love Mamoru. Today was there anniversary, and after saving up for weeks she managed to buy him new watch. She arrived at their spot which was in the middle of the flower garden. When she arrived she saw something that would forever change the future. Her Mamoru was kissing another woman. She just stood there in shock unable to move.
"Mamoru what about your girlfriend" said the girl.
"Don't worry about her. I have never loved her. I mean who could. She is a total ditz, loves to pig out, andis anairhead, that will amount to nothing" said Mamoru as they went back to making out.
Usagi stood there a few moments longer. She then turned around tears streaming down her face. Usagi then proceeded to run home. 'How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me.' Her mind just plagued with all of the memories of them together. This caused her to cry harder. She walked into her home.
"Usagi. Your teacher called again. You failed another test." said Usagi's mother in a furious tone.
"Mom…I..I just can't deal with this right now" said Usagi with tears in her eyes.
"You will make time do deal with this Usagi" said her father as he walked over.
"That's fine but not at this moment" pleaded Usagi.
"You better apply your self. You'll end up a whore on the street" spat her dad.
"Who care's what happens to her, she is good for nothing" smirked Shingo from the living room.
"Go up stairs and study. You won't believing this house, other then for school, until your grades are up" said her mother as she walked back into the kitchen to fix dinner.
Usagi padded her way up to her bed room. Once up there she got out her books and tried to study. It wasn't long until she broke down again. After a while she regained her composure and began to study. About half an hour later Chibi-Usa walked in. "You're wasting your time. You're too stupid to learn anything. You will never become anyone. There is no way you can become Neo-Queen Serenity because you're a hopeless cause" said Chibi-Usa.
"Shut up" spat Usagi.
"Why are you being so mean to me" sobbed Chibi-Usa.
"Usagi be nicer to your cousin" said her mother as she walked in to comfort Chibi-Usa. "There, there, Chibi-Usa how about we go and get you some ice cream. Usagi no dissert tonight. You are to stay up here and study. I will bring dinner up for you" said her mom as she and Chibi-Usa left her room.
A few hours later after studying her communicator went off. "Usagi there is a yoma attacking at the crown" said Mars.
"Alright I'll be right there" said Usagi as Mars left the communicator screen. "Moon Eternal Make Up" yelled Usagi as she transformed into Eternal Sailor Moon.
She began to run to the crown. She was half way there when two yoma sprung out of now where. "Stop right there. I am Sailor Moon and in the name of the moon I shall punish you" yelled Sailor Moon.
The yoma's laughed and charged at Usagi. She barely missed one the attack form one yoma. The other's attack had made contact and sent her flying back into a wall causing her ankle to make a sicking crack. The other yoma then picked up Sailor Moon and rapped it self around her, digging its sharp claws into her back. Sailor Moon screamed out in pain. She finally managed to get out of the hold and dust both Yoma.
Sailor Moon then ran as fast as she could, ignoring the immense pain in her ankle to the crown. When she got there Uranus, Venus, Pluto and Jupiter were fighting, Mercury was on her computer trying to find a weakness, Tuxedo Mask was looking over Mars wrist with Chibi-moon, and Saturn used her wall to protect them. Cutting threw all the bullshit Sailor Moon just attacked even though she was already drained from her other battle. "Starlight Honeymoon Therapy Kiss" yelled Sailor Moon. Her attack destroyed the yoma. "Sorry I am late. I was atta" said Sailor moon but she was cut off by Mars.
"Sorry doesn't cut it. Thanks to you, my wrist is sprained. How is it that you are our leader" spat Mars.
Everyone then turned to Pluto. "Hey don't look at me I no surehow this nit-wit became our leader let alone princess" said Pluto.
"Let me explain" pleaded Sailor Moon who was now leaning against the wall for support from her injuries.
"Explain what how you were sleeping instead of helping us out. You are a poor excise of a princess. A princess is supposed to help her friends" said Venus.
"I wasn't sleeping I was stu" said Moon as she tried to defend her self but was cut off by Mercury.
"Don't say studying. We all know that's a lie because no amount of studying could ever make you smarter. If you weren't sleeping then you were probly eating" said Mercury.
"Not that you should be eating anyway. Your getting pretty hefty as it is" said Jupiter. This caused the other scouts to snicker and Tuxedo to look away in embarrassment.
"Don't bother showing up any more. We can fight them our selves. Besides we don't need a pathetic fighter like you to get in the way" said Uranus.
"You are no longer the leader or a scout" said Luna bitterly.
Sailor Moon just stared in shock at everyone. She looked at Tuxedo Mask hopping that he would redeem himself and say something. Anything to show that he really did love her and that what she saw in the park was just a figment of her imagination. He said and did nothing except look away when she looked at him.
She began to tear up as she turned to Chibi-Moon. Surely her own flesh and blood didn't hate her that much. Sure they had there arguments but still. Chibi-Moon just staired at her and said the one thing that would forever change Usagi. "There is no way that a pathetic excise of a person, like you, could ever be my mother. You can't do anything right not even walk to feet without falling. You are not her and you never will be" spat Chibi-Moon.
Not being able to stand any longer from the shear emotional of physical pain she collapsed onto the ground sobbing. The scouts just stared at her, already starting to regret what they just said. They were just so angry and worried about her. They wanted her to become her future self, and thus ignoring the pain they caused her through there harsh words and actions.
"So that's it" said Moon as she regained her composure and stared to stand dispite the pain it cause her.
"Usagi" began Rei after she and the others de-transformed.
"Shut up. You all had your turn to talk. Now its mine. All you seem to care about is the future and who I should be. No one cares for who I am now. All you do is see my flaws and pick at them. Never once helping to fix them. Never caring about who I am and what I can do. Do you even care that there are some days that I wish I was dead. Do you have any idea how lonely it is. Do you know what it feels like to believe that you have people who love you and support you, but then learn that its all a lie because you are never good enough for them. No of course not. You just want me to be something that I'm not, and offering no help into getting there. You want some one who is perfect. Well I am sorry but I can't be her. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not or ever going to be anymore" said Sailor Moon.
"You have to think of Crystal Tokyo. Stop being selfish" said Artemis as the scouts, luna, and Tuxedo Mask nodded in agreement.
Sailor moon just gave a look of disgust and shook her head. She tossedher communicatorat Rei. "You can be the leader. You have always wanted to. Look after them but lead them" said Moon.
She then tossed something to Mamoru. He caught it and looked down at it. It was the engagement ring he had given her a few weeks back. "Usko" said Mamoru as he realized what this ment.
"Don't say anything Mamoru-san. Your actionsnow and earlierspoke it all. I was hopping you would redeem your self now but I see that is not going to happen. Do you even know what today is?" said Moon as she started to limp away. She turned back to look at him, and he just gave her a blank look. She turned around again and faced them once more. "I didn't think so." She then de-transformed and the scouts saw the horrible shape she was really in and realized what must of happened. "Oh by the way Mamoru Happy Anniversary" spat Usagi as she limped away.
It was now dark out and Usagi was about half way home. Realizing she was on the verge of collapsing she leaned against the wall to support her self and continued to limp home. After about half an hour later she made it back. Before turning into the driveway to go into her house she used the crystal to heal her self. She turned into the drive way and was about to climb the tree in order to get into her bed room when her parents came running out. "Usagi. What were you thinking. You should be upstairs you know you are grounded" said her mother.
"You will not be receiving dinner tonight as punishment. Now go back up to your room and study" spat her father.
"Why can't you be more like Shingo or Chibi-Usa. There perfect. Why can't you be like" sighed her mother he then went back to the dinner table.
Usagi just looked her so called family and then ran upstairs. Her parents went about there activities dismissing Usagi from their thoughts hoping that it would cool them down so they could speak reasonably well to Usagi tomorrow with out blowing up at her. They knew that they shouldn't have said some of the stuff that they did, put they over reacted and were concerned for there daughter.
Upstairs Usagi was a reck. Her boyfriend cheated on her, when she wanted comfort she went to turn her parents who just blew up at her not evening noticing that she was already in pain, then her so called friends turn there back on her. 'I can't do it any more. Everyone wants me to be some one I'm not. No one cares about who I am. They just see my flaws. Even my own family is like that. I can't be me if I have to stay here and be forced down a path that I really don't want.' With that Usagi packed some cloths wrote a quick note to her parents and set it by the her stereo. With that she used the crystal to get an ID card and grabbed her savings, which was about 4,000 yen. (A/N I don't know the exchange rate..yeah) After which she climbed out the window and took a cab to the airport.
Once inside the Airport she walked over to the desk. "I would like a one way ticket to America" said Usagi.
"Alright let see. We have a flight that leaves in half an hour. We only have one seat left on that flight and its first class. But first I need to see some Id" said the woman.
"Sure thing" said Usagi as she pulled out her new Id card.
The women examined it and then nodded her head. "Let see. Rose Skywalker is it" said the women. Usagi just nodded. (a/n yeah I know I couldn't think of a good last name alright. I don't own the last name. Gorge Lucas does.) "Alright would you like the flight Ms. Skywalker?" asked the women.
"Yes please" said Usagi.
"Alright that will be 450 yen" said the women. Usagi handed over the money to her. "Enjoy your flight. Your flight is at gate 15" said the woman.
"Thank you" said Usagi. Usagi then proceed to gate 15.
After about a 10 minute walk she arrived and sat down near the window staring out the window. She was so busy looking out the window that she did not even realize that some one sat down next to her. "Usagi what are you doing here" said the voice.
Usagi turned around and saw that Michiru was next to her. "Michiru. I thought you didn't get in until tomorrow" said Usagi trying to avoid the question.
"I managed to catch an early flight back. Haruka should be out front soon to pick me up. But what are you doing here?" asked Michiru once again.
"How were your concerts in America" asked Usagi avoiding the question once again.
"They were fine. Usagi why are you here and don't try and change the subject" said Michiru sternly but then softened after seeing the pain in her eyes. "Usagi what happen. You have your prince and everyone here, why run" said Michiru coming to full understanding to why she was here.
Usagi then said the one thing that would forever change the future and any hope of finding her until she wanted to be found. "He is no prince of mine" spat Usagi. By saying this her conection to Mamoru was now broken. She then proceeded to tell her about what happened during the day. She finished by saying " They don't care about me, Usagi, they only care about their princess. No one cares about me. I'm sick of waking up every day and hoping that today is the day I die. I just want to be me. I want to find out who I am and what I can do. I want to do this on my own accords. But mostly I want some one to love me because of me not because of the future or the past. Just me, I want them to love just me" said Usagi finishing in a whisper.
"Usagi. I have and always will care about you. Sure I think you have the potential to become a great Queen but you have to do what you want to do. Sure I would die for the moon princess but I would also die for you, Usagi. Usagi I love everything about you. Your ability to make other's happy when they are glum, and the fact that you never give up" said Michiru.
"Flight 256 heading for Los Angeles now boarding first class passengers'" said a women over the load speaker.
"Your not going to tell anyone Michiru" said Usagi as she stood up.
"No Usagi. I won't. Just promise me that you will try hard and won't give up. Believe in your self like I believe in you" said Michiru.
"Thank you Michiru" said Usagi.
"Oh Usagi. Here. This is my privet cell number. Only a few people have it. Call me when you get to were ever your going. I would still like use to be friends" said Michiru as she pulled Usagi in for a hug.
"Thank you Michiru. I would like that too. By the way my new name is Rose Skywalker. If any one ask's just say that we met over in the states" said Usagi as she returned the hug and Michiru nodded with some tears in her eyes. After about a moment they broke the hug. Usagi then looked at Michiru and with out warning on both parts she leaned in and kissed Michiru on the lips. Surprisingly Michiru didn't pull away but deepend the kiss.
"Last call for Flight 256 to Los Angeles" said the women over the loud speaker.
The kiss was finally broken. And both blushed slightly. "Well I better go. Talk to you soon. Next time your in the states come visit me" said Rose as she left to boarded the plain. Michiru just stayed and whached the plain take off thinking of the blonde that now plagued her thoughts, causing her to blush even more.
Alright there is the First chapter to Let go. Sorry for any bad grammar and spelling. I need a beta if anyone is interested. If you would like to see a darker version of this fic let me know and I will do a rewrite. As it stands now, Usagi will most likely become a skater/suffer girl, rock artist, causing her to be famouse under her new name. Anyway the sequal to A New Destany, A New Love will either be up later today or tomorrow sometime. Butnow that i think about it, itcould be a stand alone fic right here. Anyway should I continue. Yes, no Review. Later peace.