Chapter 2

My Goddess Lili er…Rei

Dark Shinji looked at the unfamiliar ceiling, he smirked inwardly. He was new to this dimension and all ceiling were unfamiliar to him. He scanned his memories for an answer to his question, he found one among the borrowed ones. He was in the infirmary in Nerv headquarters. He closed his eyes to feel something bang against his head. He grunted he looked up to see a blue blur strike him again.

He felt this strange nostalgia when he realized that his pinned down. He rose his head with the intention to look up but accidentally butted heads with his assailant. His mind was more concerned with the soon to be corpse that hide the gull to attack him while he was resting. He reached for his fetish…. 'shit it is still inside the Eva Guard' he could simply battle without it but…his power lacked a focus…it was to chaotic and the fetish served as a guide. He stood up only to find a red set of eyes ready to pounce on him.

"You don't belong here." a mild voice emitted from the quiet girl.

"Whatever. I am not going back…" he roared in his usually manner…cold heartless emotionless manner.

"I see…I will kill you false Ikari." She said beginning the sequence to activate her A.T Field.

"I wouldn't do that. I have enough of Shinji's memories to surmise that you are who I seek. And I know that you would be exposing yourself and ruining Gendo's precious scenario if you killed me. On the other hand, I don't think you have enough power to pull it off it would only serve the commander as a waste of time…having to revive a new Rei Clone after I killed and defiled your body over a hundred time before the stench would get to me." again spiking his words with his attitude. Rei thought about it…she stopped.

"I intend to make my own abridge version of everyone's scenario." 'and this one you didn't die.' he thought giving her the puppy-dog eyes that seemed to weaken her somehow.

Rei blushed slightly, she was of conflicting thoughts. This being clear looked like Shinji but didn't act like Shinji but he acted like a mixture of the Ikari males she had come to know and a whole new personality thrown in the mix to keep it to together.

"What are you called?" she quizzed him hoping to get a response that revealed more about his personality.

"Shinji the Dark or Dark Shinji."

"Dark Shinji…um…" a voice came emerging out of the shadows. Rei looked but didn't speak nor Dark Shinji he simply looked at Rei.

"You don't change to do you Gendo? Always sending your dolls to play."

"Are you so sure that I couldn't kill you third child." the voice came bouncing at him from the shadows, "I am a good shot even without the targeting scope." Dark Shinji followed a red beam to his forehead. There was a faint smirk on his face, "I am guessing this is the part where I beg for my life. Right or I normal cower in fear of offending the Great Gendo Ikari…listen I kill you and my own mother to escape the womb. I have no problems killing you just to get into Lillith's." The gunfire and it instantly struck in the forehead…after a quick splatter of blood on everything close to him including Rei. The commander emerged from the shadows to check on his own son. Rei looked dismayed.

"Sir?"

"Do not worry Rei we will simple classify him as being possessed by Leliel. Therefore proper steps needed to be taken in removing him." He then turned to her. "Rei you will now pilot unit 01 understood?" Before she could expect the charge she felt the side of her legs being gently stroked. Causing her to blush slightly. The commander instantly noticed it turned and fired his gun six more times at point blank range at the exact same location. The clip empty…the victim motionless…the assailant happy…the eye witness still blushing. The touching didn't cease only intensified like he was trying to dig his way into her skin by lightly rubbing her. After a second to recompose himself Gendo turned around and walked away.

"I see. You can't be killed." he said clearly angry but not revealing it.

"Bingo…now you will take me to see Seele or else I will kill you." he thought for a second. 'That would serve him more than hinder him…this is the man that took in death made love to it then strangled it to gain it's power. He may not be the same as I am but he is the same Gendo through and through.'

"I don't respond to idle threats." secretly trying to egg him on.

"Do it or I will destroy Yui's soul… and don't think I can't do it…" Gendo paused…this was an interesting turn of events….on one hand he had Seele old geezers with massive push and pull in the world…they were the life bread of his scenario and his operations here at Nerv when the time is right they will die. On the other he had this creature the without activate an AT field had withstood a barrage of bullets to the forehead at point blank. He both afraid and found intriguing at the same time. He clearly possessed some sort of power what kind of power was beyond Gendo's comprehension. He preferred for his opponents to reveal their hands to him. Served him well in the past…"Very well. Make your presentable Rei aid him." They mysteriously found clothes tucked neatly on the bed aside from him. He stood up and drained his hair of the blood into waiting hand…he sipped it…washed it around in his mind swallowed and smiled. He presented her with the blood…she looked puzzled. She was disgusted at first…the mere thought that drink a liquid that came out his body. But has she stared that the mixture of red and blue particles it was okay. The blood had gone through the second faze of the purification system of the S2 and was okay for consumption at least in her eyes.

"Rei…" Gendo yelled outside the room. He tossed the blood away that she didn't drain from his hand. Dropping the thin hospital gown, revealing nude scared and tattooed skin.

Keel sat angrily glaring at the three visitors, an expendable doll, a disobedient conspirator, his equally disobedient offspring. The council was outrage by this. Chain of events they had original expected Dark Shinji's presence when the scenario was original written however the branch on the scenario was deemed impossible. Keel sat there looking at the devil himself sending before literally scratching himself. Keel went to speak but…Dark Shinji took the initiative, "This is my ultimatum you loser will cater to my every and I empathize every whim. Or I will take my genetic superiority, kill all of your dolls, throw the lance into expanse of Guf, destroy the Eva guard thereby crushing all of your crappy dreams of Instrumentality." Dark Shinji said.

The committee remained silently as the facial expression of Keel begun to change. Dark Shinji counted in his head. 'Angry Pissed Super Pissed I aming to rip his head off…oh I am going fucking kill him unmercifully.' Dark Shinji turned to walk away…

"I didn't dismiss you." he roared.

"You right. You didn't." he snapped back.

"Where you are going?" Gendo inquired.

"I think that the old man need an glimpse of my power."

"What you planning to do?" Keel screamed at the top of his lung, he didn't worry about containing his emotions.

"I am going to defile Rei's body." Dark Shinji smiled grabbing Rei's arm and force her through the exit…Gendo looked at Rei who was trying her best to resist him. He gave her a glance and she stopped and complied with Shinji.

"I will see you worms later." Pulling Rei through the door. When it was clear he was gone, Keel turned to Ikari…

"You will examine the status of the Third Child in order to figure out exactly we weaknesses we exploit."

"I will see what I can do."

"Remember Ikari, Shinji no…Unit 01 is instrumental in our goal…should he become more of a liability then an asset." Keel spoke his usual calm came back.

"I understand."

Shinji found the perfect spot inside of Nerv Headquarters for his "activity" he had planned. After helping Rei down…he stared at her for a second. He was actually geared up to do it…he had the power to, the authority but when it came time he couldn't. He couldn't bring himself to force her into an action she didn't want to do….he knew where this conscious gain from, his pride cursed the being his heart thanked him. They were on the observation deck of the Eva Cages…directly near the window. His original plan was to force himself on her here to show everyone a remote fraction of his power but staring into the crimson pools with his glowing emerald ones. Dark Shinji felt lost inside them. "Are you a goddess?" he whispered softly.

"…." her blank expression started to interest him.

"Can I find heaven inside your soul?" he asked trying to lighten the mood.

"No you can't find it. Heaven doesn't exist." her usual monotone voice shining as she spoke.

"So I can't. Then can I find it inside your body?" he said coyly.

"What are you asking?"

"Heaven is that moment before ecstasy during unification."

"Unification?" she said tilting her head slightly in confusion.

"Coupling?" He received the same confused stare.

"When two beings…become one for a short period of time. They exchange bodily fluids and emotions are usually involved."

"Have you ever had sex?"

"Is that what is called here? Shinji had a lot of suppressed a lot of memories…I can't access them. Maybe he has as I haven't with anyone other than Lillith."

"Lillith?"

"My wife…my love…my goddess."

"How can you worship an angel when you claim to be a god? I thought that angels were beneath gods?"

"She is my goddess…I worship her…now I worship you."

Her heart jumped.