Chapter 4

Grant Me The Benefits

Dark Shinji walked home alone, his conversation with Rei made him drained him of any hope at he would get to have his Lilith again. She was right she wasn't her she didn't act like her, she didn't move like her, she didn't look like her. She wasn't the same person, she was completely different from his love. Only thing that she shared a soul. A soul that intangible thing separated him from the rest the world around him. He slowly made his way up the stairs he just wanted to sleep off the rest of this horrible day. He slowly twisted the key into the correct keyhole and walked inside. Leaving his shoes in there usually spot, he walked passed Misato's drunken form on the table and seven open beer cans and Asuka's staring form on the couch. Her heart had skipped a beat when the door opened and revealed black haired green eyed boy. She wanted to run to him and beheld but her plan for the night was in effect.

"Shinji is that…hic…you?" Misato asked as she picked herself off of the table.

"Yes." was his reply without the control he placed over his emotions. Misato too drunk to full hear his emotionally charged answer, Asuka heard it…instantly her hatred took her captive the doll had been playing with his emotions.

"I am going to be working late tomorrow."

"So?" he said sliding the door to his room close. Misato looked over that Asuka who's facial expression wasn't usual one. That was the face that Misato wore during her many emotional issues Kaji she knew that face well. Misato would have a talk with her before she went to work. Shinji didn't bother put up any wards on his door, he just collapsed.

Shinji slept uneasily, it wasn't the cold like the previous nights…he was warm. Incredibly warm, he shrugged it off. He went back to sleep, that was until a loud scream awoke him two hours later.

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?" the shocked voice of his guardian screamed.

"Misato what are you talking about…" the black veil keeping the sun and all other images from his eyes and his ears barely registered anything.

"ASUKA WHERE THE HELL IS YOUR CLOTHING?" Shinji's ears registered that, and he parted his hair to see Asuka in bed with him. Wrapped around his body holding tightly.

"Oh." He replied laying back down trying catch a few more winks. Asuka tossed a bit pulling the covers off of him. He shoved her out the bed onto the floor revealing the fact the curtains match the rug. Asuka looked up at Shinji and Shinji looked down at Asuka. Misato split her gaze between the two of them.

'Which on to yell at first?' Was the only thought running through her mind as she stared at the two wards. Shinji made the first move, he looked up at Misato with the same blank lifeless expression.

"Asuka please leave my room. I thank you for your warmth but…" Asuka mind didn't register the last part of the sentence but made up it's own conclusion. "You aren't a real doll…you aren't Rei. You can't please me…I don't want you. I want Rei. I want to play with porcelain doll not a rag doll." Asuka got up and ran out of the room bowling over Misato in mad dash. Shinji looked at Misato, walked inside and sat on the edge of his bed.

"How are you going to handle that one?" he asked braiding his hair back in it's usually style.

"Why should I go fix it?"

"Because for once in my life I didn't do anything to the girl. I actually invite her back as long as she wakes me up first."

"You should get ready for school."

"Not going today."

"Why is that?"

"Because I have something I need to take care of."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I want to see someone."

"When you return you and I need to talk…"

"I agree."

As Misato left, Shinji mind drifted back barely ten hours ago.

Dark Shinji stood before the tank of Rei clones…they smiled at him. He walked closer to the tank and they all moved closer to the glass. He pressed his face against that very glass they pressed their face against the glass. That was until one swam to the very bottom of the tank then swam at amazing speed to the top leaping from it like a dolphin. Landing on top of him, her bare chest pressed closer to him. She was laughing…he simple stared and notice the laughter of the others. He looked at their face…their mouths emitted laughter, the eyes resembled sadness.

"Are you pleased?" he asked her. She kept laughing but nodded. She positioned herself overtop his groin however his pant prevented them from unifying as a single being. That fact didn't stop the clone from grinding into his groin happily as the sensation overcomes her. Shinji just laid there and notice the reaction of the other clones from how their eye brow were inverted they were not as happy as their laughter may have suggested. Their eyes look murderous. He begun to enjoy himself…not the fact with she was rubbing against a very hard very happy appendage, no he was happy at the fact he was dry humping Rei while a collection of angry Reis looked on. He begun to move with her. Her laughter grew louder and more happier as Shinji brushed his tongue across her nipples. Suddenly the clone let out a loud gasp as she climaxed on top of him. Soaking him in her juices, she collapsed panting and laughter mixed. The footsteps came against the hard floor.

"Enjoying yourself third child." the harsh voice of Gendo cried out as a handgun found its way to Shinji's forehead. There were no words exchanged between the two. Only the sound of Shinji's brains hitting the floor. The clones shattered as Gendo tossed extremely happy clone back into the tank with the pool with the sharks. The clone was ripped to shred, orange liquid now red with blood. Shinji sat up…pissed at Gendo who was gazing at the carnage of clones…they devoured her flesh leaving nothing.

"I have a request of the third child."

"Are you wondering why they killed her?"

"Enlighten me."

"They are angry that she touched me…that she satisfied herself instead of satisfying me. They are mad that she defiled the honor of the sister Rei and touched me."

"They have a social structure?"

"They are clones of a human and an angel after all…you can only dumb them down so much. They are same being but different at the same time."

"I assuming that the one that was just killed is over zealous. I am in need of your assistance."

Rubbing the bullet wound that he just received, "you have the funniest ways of asking for it."

"Yes or no third child."

"I am bored with my existence as it stands I will help you."

"Good because it requires someone to die." Shinji smiled widely and walked over to Gendo.

"I wish the Gendo that spawned me was half the bastard you were and maybeI wouldn't have kill him."

A/N : Sorry I cut this one short….I been under the weather. But I promise the next Dark Love update will be in two days and 5 pages of Asuka and Rei….Shinji and Kaji. And the battle with Unit 03. Be sure to review. And Innotal if you don't make an update to I Do… I will destroy you. Jk J