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3 of August

1 A.M

Guess what I just figured out. I'm butt crazy in love with Inuyasha. Oh yeah, sorry I haven't written in you for a few days. School and T.V. That kind of thing.

3 A.M

I can't believe. They were all right from the start. I do love Inuyasha.

4 A.M

Can I be? Is it possible? Am I really? But how am I?

6 A.M

Alright, I have been up all night thinking it over and yes I'm in love with Inuyasha, but how to tell him, I mean I can't just go 'Oh and Inuyasha, my heart yarns for you. I love you'. NO! It has to be more subtle than that maybe 'Hey Inuyasha, how are you today? Did you know that someone is in love with you? Well that person is me. I love you'. AGAIN NO! NO! NO! NO! He must not know. He loves Kikyo. Yet how would he have kids with her? Would they be clay as well? With little clay Inuyasha ears! I'm so confused. I want someone to talk to. Mom? No, mom wouldn't understand my burning passion and desire for a demon. Wait I know who. Sango…

10 A.M

That was a big fat load of help I got from Sango. Wait, what would you expect from a demon slayer? Advice on how to tell the demon you love that you love them? NO! You would go to her to ask how to slice open their head (or heads. Which ever demon you're up against)! She totally gave me advice. The one I've been thinking over for the past couple of hours: Just tell him. Um how bout NAH! I can't tell Inuyasha that I love him. How awkward would that be? Especially for the rest of the journey to defeat Naraku. I'll have to wait until we destroy Naraku before I tell him.

Hmmm, I have to go now.

Love Kagome

4 of August

OMG!

I came back from the hot springs to find Inuyasha holding my diary in his claws.

"Ha Kagome!" He said once he saw me, "You can't stop me now!"

So I did what anyone would do when someone (who you have just announced your burning passion for them inside of the diary) is about to read your diary: I did the slow mo dive, but it wasn't slow mo it was really fast I grabbed it before he opened it. I even did the whole "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" thing. Sango and Miroku were laughing their heads off as I did it.

Of course, Inuyasha, being a Hanyou, just stepped to the side but I did manage to grab onto the diary as I jumped past.

I wouldn't let go either.

"INUYASHA LET GO!" I screamed as I held on tight

"Just let me read one page!" He shouted. Miroku and Sango just stood there and Shippo came past and he stopped, "HEY KAGOME YOU STILL NEED TO LET ME READ YOUR DIARY IN EXCHANGE FOR NOT LETTING EVRYONE KNOW HOW INUYASHA FELL INTO YOUR BREASTS!" He shouted at me

"Oh. My. Good. God," Sango shouted. Miroku just shook his head and looked at us. Inuyasha had just stopped struggling to pry the diary out of my hands, "You little bastard!" Inuyasha yelled at Shippo

"Shippo! No one was supposed to know about that!" I squealed

Sango turned on me, "I'm your best friend! You should have told me!"

"It is really embarrassing!" I yelled, still holding onto my diary. I saw my chance as Inuyasha wasn't holding very tightly onto my diary.

"Ha!" I yelled as I ran into the forest with my diary.

"Hey!" Inuyasha yelled as I ran as fast as I could. I told myself 'Just breathe Kagome, just breathe' but it didn't work, he caught up to me.

So I screamed for a bit, hoping to warn him to BACK OFF! But no, he didn't get the hint.

He put his hand over my mouth at one stage so I licked it. Tee hee! "Yuk, Kagome that's disgusting!" He said as he wiped his and on a tree.

"Well don't put your hand over my mouth, I don't like it!" I said

"Give me your diary!" He then yelled

"NO!" I then stuffed the diary up my shirt so he couldn't get it. I love being smart!

"Kagome, how am I going to read your diary now?" Inuyasha said

"You won't, that's the good part!" So I pranced around for a bit all the while I had my hand up my shirt.

Suddenly Inuyasha gets this very sly look on his face, "So Kagome, how hot do you think I am?"

Gasp! I immediately stopped dancing and looked at him, "I'm not saying,"

"Well your diary says different," By this time, I was having a heart attack.

"As if,"

"No really. You think that I'm hot. Oh and, what's a shot gun?" Inuyasha started to laugh at my face. It was pure red, (mind you I am already red because of my sunburn) I swear!

"How far did you read?" I asked

"To the 31 of July," I could breathe easy again. He doesn't know that I love him. So I got angry.

"HOW DARE YOU READ MY DIARY!" I screamed, "ITS PERSONAL! I COULD SUE YOU FOR INVADING PRIVACY,"

"What's 'sue'?" Inuyasha asked

Oh yeah, they don't sue people in feudal Japan: they slice people's heads off.

"Don't worry about that, Inuyasha. But you wait till I get my hands on you! You're going to regret that you ever touched my diary!"

"Oh yeah, what are you going to do?" He sneered at me

I thought of something so evil, "I'm going to live with Kouga," That got him going.

"WHAT!" Inuyasha yelled

"Yes, and I think I might be his mate as well," I said as I started to walk back to the camp, "We'll have so many pups together. I'm thinking, maybe ten or eleven. How fun will that be," As if, I wouldn't touch Kouga with a ten foot pole, but Inuyasha doesn't have to know that.

I had him so stunned, "You're not really are you?" He asked with a look on his face

I stuck out my tongue, "I might," Inuyasha got this really evil look in his eye. He came over to me and picked me up.

"Put me down!" I screamed (I do a lot of screaming)

"Nope, can't do," He said walking me over to the river, "That was a mean trick and now you have to pay," Inuyasha then dumped me in the river.

It was freezing. Luckily, I had dropped you when he asked me if I thought he was hot. I stood up and Inuyasha just laughed at me. And then I looked down and my shirt had see through like the time when I was in grade nine and the boys threw water bombs at us girls and our white shirts went see through.

I am wearing my best bra, so it was okay. It's a very nice bra. It's pink with little hot pink bows on each strap. Very pretty.

But it still felt really icky. I mean, my shoes were full of water, my socks were soaked, my skirt was sticking to my legs and my bra was showing.

"That wasn't very nice!" I said as I walked out of the water. I brushed past him and went to get you and go see Sango.

"Come on Kagome, it was just a joke," Inuyasha said, still laughing. I didn't reply to him. I'm not speaking to him!

After seeing Sango, I got a towel as she lit a fire to help dry cloths, then I'm going home and buying a safety lock for you (if I have any money left over, I'm going to buy a shot gun).

Inuyasha keeps trying to talk to me, but I ignore him. He read my diary and got me all wet. As if I'm going to talk to him! I'm going home for a little while. That will get him going.

See ya Diary!

Love Kagome

5 of August

My teacher says it impossible to die of a broken heart, but I think I'll prove that wrong. I was thinking over how I should tell Inuyasha when I saw these really pretty lights, so I went to check what they were.

They were souls and where you find souls you find Kikyo. And where you find Kikyo you find Inuyasha.

They were talking and when I saw them I hid behind a really big tree. Inuyasha was saying that Kikyo couldn't go confront Naraku by herself and that the only person that could protect her was him. He then wrapped his arms around Kikyo and hugged her.

Kikyo struggled for a bit and shouted for him to get off but she hugged him back. I could feel my heart break in two, no, into thousands of little pieces.

I felt tears come to my eyes and I ran out from behind the tree and into the forest. I didn't care that Inuyasha had saw me. I could hear Inuyasha call out to me, asking me to come back, but I wasn't going back. I didn't want to. Never again would I go back there. It hurts too much to be even around him.

So anyway I ran for a bit and the straps of my bag were starting to cut into me. My body was screaming at me to stop because of the bushes that I ran by had little thorns on them and they were cutting me and plus, I had never run so fast in my life. All I wanted to do was get away from everything and everyone. I guess I could join the track team when I get back to my era.

It started raining which helped me a lot. The rain was going with me so it was blowing my scent away from him. After running for half an hour I managed to hide out in an abandon house. That's where I am right now. In a corner, snuggled up against my bag for comfort. I want to go home now, but I can't not with Inuyasha out there looking for me.

Uh oh, Inuyasha came running by and moved right into the corner of the place so he wouldn't see me. Luckily enough he just ran straight by the house without looking in it. He's yelling my name. I can still hear him.

I'm going to sleep now, maybe when I wake up this will be a dream and I'm home, waking up and ready to go to Feudal Japan. Or maybe I'll just curl up and die. I could handle both.

I'm going back to Kaede's village tomorrow and giving Sango, Miroku and Shippo all of the medicine and bandages then I'm going straight home. I wish I was home right now. I would have my mom and my fat cat that I snuggle against for comfort.

Love Kagome

6 of August

I guess you can't blame Inuyasha for picking Kikyo over me. I mean she died for him. But I don't want Inuyasha to die; I want him to be alive with me. But that won't happen. Inuyasha loves Kikyo and I can face that. If I really loved Inuyasha then I would let him be happy. And if Inuyasha wants to be happy with Kikyo with me that's fine.

Wait, NO IT ISN'T!

I don't care if I'm almost an adult; I want Inuyasha to be in love with me. I wish Kikyo was never in our lives.

Did I really just write that? Have I become such a person? I don't really want that, Kikyo is Kikyo and I'll never change that. But I still have two of the jewel shards. I'm going to have to return them to Inuyasha and the others. But I don't want to face him. It hurts too much.

Maybe I should go and see if Inuyasha is there, and if he isn't then I'll go see the others, but that would be the coward's way out. I need to see him and tell him that if he wants to be with Kikyo then that's fine with me, I just want him to be happy.

You know, I just thought of something: even though I'm Kikyo's reincarnation, I'm nothing like her. I mean, we're completely different people. But there is one thing that binds us together: Our desire to be with Inuyasha.

Our desire to be with Inuyasha binds us together, even if we don't want to be bonded together. Inuyasha binds us together. I guess there are similarities between us. Only if there is only one (apart from me looking like her).

Strangely I feel better now that I have realised this. I have to go back and talk to Inuyasha. I'm going now.

Love Kagome

Sorry if it was going too fast. I just needed to get that out of the way.

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