Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha.

11 of August

Big fat load of bull that movie was. I want to see a nice, soft chick one, but Hojo had to have his way and we watched a scary one. He so did it so I would cuddle up to him! I'm serious, you'd think that I would have learnt my lesson from Silent Night, Deadly night, but no, I had to go along with watching a frickin' horror movie.

I can't tell you about the movie because I don't know anything about it, I just sat there the whole time with my eyes closed listening to people scream as a big arse sword hacked them to pieces (not that I know that this happened during the movie, I just thought I heard someone say "EWWW! That dude's head has gone flying!" during the movie).

You know, it's really strange because I'm not scared of Inuyasha but I'm scared of scary movies. This is most likely because of the fact that Inuyasha knows that if he comes at me with the Tetsusaiga, I'll sit him and when he gets up I'll knee him where the sun don't shine!

Anyway, when Hojo picked me up, Mom stood there with a camera jumping about taking photos. That was really embarrassing. She was going, "Oh, Kagome, you look totally gorgeous! My little baby is all grown up!"

Then just as we are about to leave Souta goes, "Kagome, you go a lot better with Inuyasha,"

Luckily, I don't think that Hojo heard that remark, but if he did then he hasn't said anything about it.

I'm in the female toilets as I write, only because this is the only place where I can go without Hojo looking deep into my eyes and going, "Kagome what are you thinking?"

Oh right Hojo, I'll just go, "I'm thinking about the one and only man that I love: Inuyasha. Not you Hojo, I don't love you," Then walk out leaving him to a broken heart. That would be someone else, so I just go, "Um, I'm just thinking about stuff,"

"What sort of stuff Kagome?"

Kissing Inuyasha.

"Oh, about the movie. You know that kind of stuff,"

Then Hojo looked at me, "Do you know what I'm thinking of?" Jumping out of a window and leaving me alone? "I am thinking that I would like to kiss you,"

Then he closed his eyes and reached forward and I shrunk back into my chair. I looked around for a fish; for you know, like they do in the movies where when the guy is about to kiss the girl and the girl uses a fish instead of her own lips? But there was no fish so I tripped the waitress. That got him to pull away fast. The waitress got up really quickly, apologized for her clumsiness and walked away really quickly.

I said that I needed to go the toilet so I could write in you and laugh my head off. It was so funny!

Oops, been in here too long.

Love Kagome

(Six days till the dance)

12 of August

I told Sango about my date with Hojo and how I hated it. She looked at me really weirdly, "Kagome, you don't want to be with Hojo do you?"

I looked down at the dirt, "No, I don't, Sango. You know who I want to be with,"

"Miroku?" Sango joked

I laughed, "Oh yeah, I want Miroku," Then I got serious, "What am I going to do Sango?" I was really desperate.

"Obviously you need to tell this Hojo person that you don't love him and that break things off with him. Then you need to tell Inuyasha that you love him and then you two can be together. He loves you, I can tell," Sango said thoughtfully

"He loves Kikyo,"

"He loves Kikyo because he believes that he owes her his life because she died for him, but he forgot how easily she was tricked into hating him. Kikyo wants to drag him to hell with her," Sango said bitterly

"Either way, I'm not going to be with Inuyasha, because one of us will die, or we'll both die Kikyo will die because she has to collect souls to live until I die and she gets her soul back," I reasoned

"What happens if Kikyo dies?" Sango said

"Then he'll spent the rest of his life moping around pining for Kikyo and I'll be die by the time he forgets about her,"

"Wow you really have thought this through, haven't you," Sango said softly. I just nodded, "Do you think that there is any hope?"

"I'll know that there is a chance to be with him until he dies," I said, tears threatening to spill over my eyes, so I put my head down.

"See Kagome there is always hope," I smiled at Sango and see smiled back, "Come on lets go to the hot springs, I've been sweating all day!"

I grinned at her, "Kay, but wait till I have get my towels," So I ran over to Kaede's hut and ran inside to see Miroku and Inuyasha talking with each other.

"Hey guys!" I chirped

"Hello Kagome," Miroku said pleasantly, "Have you seen Sango? I want to tell her something,"

"Yes, I have, but we're going to the hot springs, I'll send her over once we are done there," I said before grabbing the towels and skipping out, "See ya guys! And no peeking Miroku!" I giggled like a little schoolgirl as I ran until I felt a jewel shard come closer. There were two jewel shards, so it could only be Kouga!

I almost ran back to Inuyasha, but I could take Kouga on! He wouldn't hurt me because he loves me.

Kouga stopped about three meters away from me. "Hello Kagome," he said with a smile, "How are you?"

"I'm good, but um, Kouga, what are you doing here?" I asked him

"I was passing through to see some of my brothers in the east, and I smelt your scent so I stopped to say hi,"

I stood there for a moment. What could I say?

"Um, Kouga maybe you should go Inuyasha is just in that hut over there," I said pointing to Kaede's hut

"Ha, as if I would be scared of mutt face," Kouga said laughing. Before I could defend Inuyasha, some one jumped over me.

"You should be flea bag and you better go now," Inuyasha growled, "Before I have to hurt you but then again, I wouldn't mind if you stayed,"

Kouga narrowed his eyes and stepped forward. I couldn't let a fight go on here, innocent people could get hurt plus this wasn't the time to be fighting.

"Inuyasha sit!" I said then I walked over to Kouga, "I sorry Kouga but you better go. You don't want to keep your friends waiting," I smiled sweetly, trying to get him to leave as quickly as possible. I looked over at Inuyasha and he was just getting up, "Inuyasha sit boy! Please Kouga go,"

"Alright Kagome, but if mutt face gives you any trouble you know where to find me," Yes of course I do, you kidnapped me and took me there.

Then he took off.

"Will you stop flirting with him!" Inuyasha yelled as he got off the ground

"I wasn't flirting, I was asking him to leave," I said coming over to him.

"Oh please, you were battering your eye lashes at him and you were giving him a smile,"

"Doesn't mean that I was flirting with him. Inuyasha, I do have a boyfriend!" That shut him up. He just turned back around and said, "Fine, but when he comes back I'm not going to help you,"

"Kouga wouldn't hurt me in the first place!" I sat down where I was and looked at him. He came over to me and sat down as well, "So what did you two do, you were standing close together,"

"INUYASHA HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WITH HIM AND EVEN IF I DID I DON'T HAVE TO TELL YOU!" I got up and stormed off to go to the hot springs where I told Sango everything that just happened. Now I'm calmer and happier since I love the hot springs. We've been in here for a while now and it's starting to get dark but Sango and I are happy here.

I hear a horse. And buzzing sounds. I'm going to check this out.

Love Kagome

Later

Guess who's here right now. Kikyo.

I walked out (after getting dressed of course) to find Kikyo riding on a horse from Naraku's poison insects. She looked really tired and hurt.

I screamed, pulled out my bow and arrow and shot down the remaining insects before running over to Kikyo to see if she was okay.

As I sat down beside her, I pushed back my hair and asked if she was okay. Kikyo was breathing heavily and she was whispering something over and over again.

It took me a while before I could understand her, "I must warn Inuyasha. Where is Inuyasha? I must get to him before Naraku," She repeated this over and over, until I screamed out to Sango to get help. Sango nodded before taking off to where Inuyasha and the others were sitting.

"It's okay Kikyo, Inuyasha is coming," I whispered to her as she kept whispering, "INUYASHA QUICK!" I yelled as I saw Inuyasha coming running to where I was.

"Kikyo," Inuyasha whispered.

"She keeps saying something about warning you about Naraku, Inuyasha," I said turning around to see if the others were coming. They were.

I ran back to my bag to get some bandages when Inuyasha came bursting in yelling at me to hurry up with the medical stuff. I didn't say anything because he was under a lot of stress at that time (Kikyo being the person he loves and all). I was just about crying. He thought it was because he was yelling at me, but it wasn't, it was because I love him and that you could see just how much he loves her.

I ran back to Kikyo to check her over to see what sort of wounds there were on her and what I should do to treat them. There weren't too many big wounds, just little ones because of running through the bushes and stuff.

After I had bandaged her Inuyasha carried her back to the hut where she lay for a little while. Her soul collectors came back a forth bring souls with them to help heal Kikyo.

Inuyasha sat with her the whole time. I was just outside the door, just in case Inuyasha or Kikyo needed anything.

It was a few hours before Kikyo woke up, where Inuyasha and she had a talk. I couldn't hear them.

I just got up, got you and walked away. Sango looked at me sadly, and whispered to Miroku. Miroku nodded while Sango got up.

I sat down near the stream. This is where I am now. Sitting by a stream.

Sango just kneeled down beside me, "You okay Kagome?"

I turned my head away from her; "Yeah I'm fine," Sango frowned at me.

"Kagome, are you really?"

"No," I whispered, "It just really hurts when I see them together. It's not supposed to work like this. I'm going out with Hojo, but I love Inuyasha," I said tears starting to come out of eyes.

Sango's saying something, "Kagome, you don't have to keep this all bottled up inside you know,"

"I know,"

Sango looks so sad. She's just looking at me. Inuyasha is here now.

Sango's going to meet him so he can't get to me.

"Hey Sango, why's Kagome crying?" HE CAN SEE ME CRYING? He wasn't supposed to! Oh krud!

"Nothing Inuyasha, she's just got," Sango looking at me with questioning eyes. 'PMS' I mouthed to her, "PMS," She said

"What the hell is 'PMS'?" Inuyasha looks so confused. He's so cute.

"Nothing, don't worry," I saying. I'm going to go see what he wants now. I'll write later.

Love Kagome

Later still

Well apparently Kikyo was coming to warn Inuyasha about Naraku, who was coming to kill him, but Kikyo got here first and everything was fine.

Kikyo treats me like her personal slave. I'm dead serious. "Copy, get me some water!" "Copy, I'm cold!" FREEZE BITCH! I WOULDN'T CARE! I AM NOT HER COPY! I AM MY OWN PERSON! SO SCREW YOU KIKYO!

No I'm just kidding. But please, as if I would be a copy of her, she is so emotionless. No smiling or frowning, just a blank look. That's what you get if you're brought back to life with only a bit of your reincarnations soul in you.
Kikyo is looking at me with a weird look on her face.

"What are you doing?" She asks me

"She writing in her diary," Inuyasha said coming in and placing fire wood near the fire. Kikyo could go without fire wood.

"What's a diary?"

"A diary is when you write your feelings into a book of some sort," But you wouldn't be able to write in a diary since you are incapable of feeling feelings!

"How stupid,"

THAT'S IT I CAN'T STAND HER! I'M LEAVING FEUDAL JAPAN!

Love Kagome