Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. Or McDonalds

15 of August

So I'm back here in my era again with nothing to do except go to school, go on dates, and watch Television or play on the computer.

Though I don't feel like doing any of those things at the moment because I just couldn't give a flying about anything right now.

I'm too bummed out from everything that happened in feudal Japan. Mom, grandpa and Souta are trying to get me to celebrate with them because I was the one who killed Naraku, but they freaked when I told them that I had died and gotten wished back from my friends. Well mom did anyway.

"Ohmigosh! Kagome, are you okay? My poor baby! You aren't a zombie are you? Because I don't want to have to kill you, I couldn't kill my baby girl!" She sobbed as she cuddle me, then pulled away from me to have a look at me, then cuddled me again, then pulled away from me. By the time she was done shaking me, my brain was pounding in my head, telling me to tell mom that if she didn't stop shaking me, my brain was going to explode.

Souta just looked at me. I was tired, I smelled like Kaede's hut (firewood and that kind of stuff), I had blood on my cloths, and my hair was a mess because I'm afraid to brush it because of all the knots in my hair.

"So are you with Inuyasha yet?" he asked

I walked away from them all and patted Fatty (I have decided to call my fat cat 'Fatty' because he is so fat) then walked up stairs to have a bath.

While taking my bath I brushed out all the knots in my hair, washed it, then I had to scrub all around my wounds, while thinking what a fool I made myself in feudal Japan.

What happened between Inuyasha and myself? A big fat nothing! Well something...

As I slowly packed up to leave (while I had Shippo taking everything out to stop me from leaving), I tried to explain to him why I have to leave but he said that I couldn't leave because I was like a mother to him. I started to cry softly from that and Shippo said that he was sorry.

"It's okay Shippo, I'm not crying because I'm upset with you, I'm crying because I'm sad," I said wiping away my tears.

Shippo started to get teary, "I'm sad too Kagome,"

He sat the watching me pack my stuff. Sango came in and sat down with Shippo just watching me pack my stuff into my school bag. I ignored them hoping to block them from my view as I packed.

When I walked outside to say good bye to everyone personally before I left. I pulled Sango to the side, "Sango, you are like a sister to me. You were always there for me when I needed you. To help me or just let me cry on your shoulder about you-know-who. Sango you are my best friend, and always will be and I promise to come back and visit you when ever I have the chance okay," Sango nodded while tears were starting to come down her cheeks. I hugged her for like ten minutes before I went to find Shippo. I spotted Kohaku while trying to find Shippo, so I went to say good bye to him, "Kohaku, I know that we haven't known each other for long, but you're my friend as well and I just wanted to say goodbye and promise that you'll take care of Sango," Kohaku nodded and said, "You're my friend too Kagome and I promise that I'll take care of Sango," I smiled at him before I started to look for Shippo again.

I found him near a little steam, "Shippo,"

He looked up at me, "Hey Kagome," he looked so small and sad.

"I wanted to say bye before I went home again," I said. Suddenly he jumped up into my arms.

"I knew that this day would come! Please stay Kagome!" He shouted

I cuddled him for a while before setting him down on the ground.

"I have to go back to my time Shippo, I don't belong in Feudal Japan. But I will come back and visit every chance that I get," I said. Shippo nodded and looked down at the ground.

"Good bye Kagome," He said. There were so many things I wanted to say to him. That, to me, he felt like a son and that I loved him as a son as well. But I couldn't because he ran off.

The next person on my list was Miroku. Well actually it was Inuyasha, but I couldn't find him so I just went to find Miroku.

"Hey Miroku," I said as I sat down next to him. He was sitting on the edge of the forest just watching something.

"Hello Lady Kagome," He closed his eyes before looking up at the darkening sky, "Everyone is going to miss you, but you'll be back," Then he grinned, "No one can resist me!"

I shot him a glare before saying, "Don't think Sango would like that remark,"

He looked shocked, "How'd you know?"

"Sango and I talk," I said, "But Miroku, you're a great friend, at times you're a bit of a lecher, I admit, but you're still a really good friend,"

Miroku smiled at me. I got up and hugged him but before I did I said, "Miroku this is a serious hug, so no funny business 'kay?"

"Alright Lady Kagome," he said

We hugged for a little while then I went to find Kaede and found her in her hut chopping up some herbs for dinner that night.

"Hello Kaede," I whispered as I walked in.

"Hello Kagome," She said looking up, "I trust ye I ready to go,"

"Almost, Kaede," I said, "I just have to say good bye to you all first,"

"Ye make it sound as if ye is not coming back," Kaede said taking some more herbs.

"I am, it's just that I'm not coming back for a while," How about NEVER?

She looked at me meaningful then she got up from where she was sitting, "Ye is a good friend to everyone, and ye is very kind to everyone," I knew that she was thinking of Inuyasha, "It be very sad that ye is leaving. But I want ye to have this as a gift from all of us," Kaede then pulled a box down from one of the selves, "Have this to remember us by,"

Then she gave me it. It's so pretty. It's painted white with soft pink cherry blossoms all over it. There's a little silver lock on there that Kaede gave me the key to as I left from saying good bye to her. That was everyone apart from Inuyasha.

No one knew where he was but they said that he would come as I left. They all walked me down to the well. I just talked about anything. I think I was talking about eggs yet again.

Reaching the well I placed my bag down and hugged everyone. I couldn't believe that it was finally over. Everything seemed so surreal.

Inuyasha came running as I sat on the well's edge. Everyone looked at each other and Sango said, "I think we better leave,"

As they moved off, Inuyasha just stood there looking down at the ground. I didn't know what to say to him but at the same time I did. Like there were loads of things I wanted to say to him but I didn't know which one to say to him at the time.

Five minutes we stood there in silence til I realised that I wouldn't be able to something to Inuyasha any more.

I grinned at him from under my fringe, "Inuyasha there is something I want to do,"

He looked up at me, "What's that Kagome?"

I started to grin evilly then I took a deep breathe, "Inuyasha SIT!"

He fell the ground with a soft thud. Oh being evil is great!

"Will you stop that!" He said. His voice was muffled from his face being in the dirt.

"Someday I will Inuyasha," I said helping him up. What say next?

I knew what I wanted to say to him, but I couldn't. So I hugged him. I could tell Inuyasha was surprised at him sudden hug but he hugged me back in any case. I didn't want to let go. I wanted to stay like that forever and just take in Inuyasha scent but I couldn't so after a few minutes of hugging I had to let go.

I went to take off his beads around his neck but he stepped back, "I want to keep them on, they look cool, plus I want to remember you,"

I could have cried but I had said to myself that I wouldn't cry when I said good bye to Inuyasha, "You're so sweet Inuyasha," That's when I knew what I had to do.

"Inuyasha, I want to tell you something, even though you may not agree with it, I still want to tell you it," I took a deep breath and got up on the well's wall to get ready to jump for my life, "Inuyasha, I love you," Then I kissed him on the lips for like five seconds then I jumped down the well.

When I got back to my era, I ran all the way to home.

Itold everyone about Naraku and how I died. Mom shook me, Grandpa hugged me, Souta congratulated me, and then I went up to my room to write in you about all of this. I placed the box that Kaede gave me on my desk. I opened it just before I wrote in you and do you know what it says on the inside? In large childish writing it says: Kikyo.

I don't think that Kaede meant to give me Kikyo's box, but she did and I'm kind of glad, because after all I am her reincarnation.

Love Kagome

16 of August

Hojo and I are officially over. In the most embarrassing way too. I (that's right. I didn't misspell anything) broke up with him while we were on a date in a café. Okay so it wasn't a café it was Macca's, but you get the same idea.

We were sitting there. Hojo was trying to make conversation with me but I couldn't talk. I mean who would want to if the person you loved (and newly confessed love) the most didn't love you back?

"Kagome, are you okay?" Hojo asked

I couldn't take it any more. I just couldn't handle being with him or leading him on anymore!

So I said, "Hmm lets see Hojo! The person I love doesn't love me even after I told them that I loved them, the boy I'm sitting across from doesn't get any of the hints that I don't like him and the reason why I went out with him in the first place, is because my so called 'friends' having been trying to hook me up with that boy and I didn't want to hurt his feelings by breaking up with him too early. Someone tried to kill you and almost exceeded in killing you if it had been not for the one you love, leading you to believe that he is in love with, causing you more heartbreak when they don't reply for over two days! So yes Hojo I am dandy!" That's when all of McDonalds looks around at us.

He looked at me for a moment, "You love someone else?" you could tell that he was heartbroken. Plus he was missing the point.

"Yes, I do!" I huffed then I stormed out of there, as fast as I could. Tears were pouring down my eyes as I said that. I just couldn't believe I had been that honest to someone when being that mean. I hadn't meant to hurt his feelings for anything, but it felt good to let it all out.

Now after all that the guilt is coming over me. Oh god, I feel so bad. I'm going to have to call him.

Later

Hojo and I are still friends, but he didn't mention anything about someone trying to kill me or about who I love.

I asked him not to mention any of that at school and he said he wouldn't. I thanked him and apologized for being such a bitch to him.

Well I'm going to be more depressed now.

See ya

Love Kagome