Inuyasha is totally OOC in the last part. Extreme fluffiness from Inuyasha but not extreme-to-the-max fluffiness.

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.

19 of August

Hmmm, Souta just gave me a note, but he said that I couldn't read it until I get outside.

Whatever that is supposed to mean. Well I guess I have to go outside to read this thing. I don't know why I can't just read it here.

Kikyo's box is really nice.

Love Kagome

Later

I can't believe what just happened. I am never going to Feudal Japan ever again. I really mean it this time. Inuyasha thinks that my love for him is a really big joke. Doesn't he know that my heart is breaking into tiny little pieces as I write. I will never love again. Never.

Boys are so dumb. Who needs them?

I'll tell you what happened.

I was sitting on the bench not far from my home holding the paper that Souta had given me from Inuyasha. I hadn't read it yet and I was going to. I got the feeling that someone was watching me, but I pushed that feeling away and unfolded the paper and it said:

I'm in love with you too

I breathed really hard. I couldn't help it. Inuyasha thought that my love for him was a really big joke. Oh yes Inuyasha I don't have any feelings like Kikyo.

Anyway, I'm wearing a green jacket with a hood so I threw the hood over my face to stop anyone from seeing me cry.

I bounded up from the seat and started running from the bench. Just at the moment Yuka pulled up. She saw me crying, "What's wrong Kagome? Kagome, what happened? Are you upset about Hojo?" ­­­­She asked "Oh Kagome," She said giving me a hug, "Its okay,"

"No it's not, you know how I told you about Inuyasha," I said, she nodded, "I love Inuyasha," I cried, "And Inuyasha thinks my love is a joke, look at the note he wrote me!" I showed Yuka the note.

I bawled my eyes out while we were freezing our arses off because of the cold. This doesn't help my misery. I looked over near the well when I saw red. Inuyasha and Souta were watching me. Inuyasha took a step towards me. I shrieked. Yuka looked over and saw Inuyasha. She looked at him while I yanked her to her car.

"That's him isn't it?" Yuka said, "The guy with the pointy ears. That's Inuyasha"

"Yes," I answered wiping my eyes with my sleeve.

"I didn't think that he was human from the way that you described him, I mean, how can someone have cute ears,"

That made me cry even harder, "Can we just go back to your place?"

"Sure," she said.

Lucky enough the car had tinted windows so I could look behind. Inuyasha was standing there, just looking at me. I couldn't read his facial expression.

So I asked if I could sit out on her balcony for a while, just to be alone for a little while. Yuka said to go ahead and she said to take all the time I need. Yuka sat out with me while I babbled on about my whole story. You know about feudal Japan, Naraku, the jewel shards, Inuyasha and everyone. When I was done she said, "I thought there was different reason from why you were sick all the time. I believe you Kagome," then she got up. I grabbed her and said, "Thank you, but please don't tell anyone about this?"

"Of course," she smiled at me and walked inside.

So I'm out here on the balcony, on a deck chair writing in you. Yuka's mother gave me a blanket and said I could keep it as long as I want just as long as I put it away. I thanked her and wrapped it around me.

I've stopped crying now. I'm sure that I have some snot on my chin.

Oh my god, you would not believe who is here!

Later

Sango can be scary when she wants to be. I don't know how she found me. Sango sat with me for half an hour, on a deck chair (which she said was really weird to sit on), and talked to me.

Anyway, Sango came through the door and sat down next to me on a deck chair, "Kagome what are you doing out here, come back inside. It's freezing cold for god's sake!"

"I'm not coming back inside," I said

"Look from what Miroku told me about you and Inuyasha. I understand that -," I cut her off.

"You don't understand anything Sango. You and Miroku are together, you two love each other and you have put a cake in the oven," I said pointing to her belly. "Only a little while back did I realise that I love Inuyasha all along and I told him the night just before I left but only today did I get an answer," Sango looked at me softly, like a mother. "What did he say?" she asked then she looked at me weirdly, "We have not!"

"He joked about. He thought that it was one big joke! He thinks that my love for him is one big joke! He loves clay more than me" I started to cry again. While I was sniffing I said, "Yes you have"

Sango hugged me, "I'm sure he doesn't. Kikyo's dead again remember?" she said, "And no we haven't"

I ignored the part about Kikyo. "He does too! I'm never going back to Feudal Japan again," Sango looked hurt, "Well while he's around. Just send me a note when he's gone and I'll come and visit," I reasoned, "Well at I know that you two have slept together," Actually I didn't know this, but I was about to find out.

"But that's not going to make it all better,"Sango said then she blushed, "How you know?"

"It does to me," I retorted, "I didn't, but you just told me,"

Sango looked away her face crimson, "I understand that you have a dance tonight?" she whispered

"Yes I do, but I'm not going to go,"

"Why not?" she turned back to me and looked surprised, "You've been talking about this dance for ages," I have.

"I'll be a loser if I go,"

Sango narrowed her eyes at me, "That's it, Kagome," she hissed at me. I looked up, "This is not the Kagome who I know. The Kagome I know never gives up! Now you march back home and get ready for your dance and you'll go to that dance AND have a good time whether you like it or not!" See I told you Sango could be scary.

I stood up, went through the door and said good bye to my friend and thanked her for letting me be here. Yuka asked who Sango was. I said that she was from feudal Japan, the one I had been talking about. Yuka nodded and smiled at Sango. Sango returned the smile.

I walked back outside and Sango marched me home and stood outside my door while I got ready for my end of year dance.

I put on the dress that my mom made. You know the one that is light green, low cut all the way down just above my belly button. It's really long, more than I expected. It also has a side split right from the top of my thigh all the way down from there. It's long sleeved so that's alright since it's really cold for August. It looks really good on.

When I walked outside, Mom was there with a camera, waiting for me. She took photos of me. Sango and I, Sango, me and Souta. By the time she was done, Sango was grinning at my red face.

"Kind of wish you still had your sun burnt face don't you?" Sango whispered to me

"Oh shut up!"

I'm in the car right now and I feel like I'm going to hurl. Sango's sitting beside me looking out the window at all the bright lights of Tokyo.

Oh god! I'm here now! I'm going to hurl!

Love Kagome

20 of August

I have a multi-answer quiz for you. When you first meet a demon do you:

A. Run into the hills screaming like a little school girl.

B. Climb the nearest tree, close your eyes and hope he'll be gone by the time you open them, or

C. Scramble back from where you came from, and never return

Well, those were the thoughts that were running though my head at the time I met Inuyasha, who was pinned to a tree at the time.

Last night was the same. I had the exact same thoughts that I had when I first met him. Except for the fact I wasn't scared of him, I was just embarrassed. Not that I was embarrassed to been seen with him, I just was embarrassed to SEE him because of my recent confession to him about my burning desire for him and him not answering until yesterday where I started crying thinking it was a big joke.

But last night was the best night of my life! I'm so glad that Sango made me go.

After I got out of the car Sango escorted me to the door to make sure that I didn't do a runner, but how could I? The dress was skin tight.

People teeming around the place looking for their friends and/or dates. So I went inside and found my friends, just sitting there chatting to their own dates. ­­­Yuka had told them that Hojo and I had broken up (but she didn't tell them why). They all greeted me and said how sorry they were and that they thought that we would last forever (as if! Not after what I said to him). I looked over at the door and there was Sango glaring at me. I quickly followed my friends to a table.

They all got up with their dates and I was left like a total tool. I was there for about half an hour before I got up to get some fresh air. I mean all the couples making out. It made me feel sick knowing the guy that I'm in love with would never want to exchange spit with me EVER!

I got outside to the balcony and stood there for ten minutes thinking how much my life sucked. I think I was crying at one stage. And I think that there was a giant shot ball running down my nose. I was about to go back in when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and who was there but Inuyasha.

"I thought that I would find you here," he said giving a very weak smile.

"What do you want?" I said feeling a lump in my throat rise. Please, I don't want to cry.

I couldn't help but notice that he was looking really hot. His hair was everywhere and you could tell that he had run really fast to get here. Sigh.

"I tried to find you at your house but you weren't there," Inuyasha said softly

Mom had told me that, "I know," I wished the floor would open up and I would fall into a lake and drown.

"Kagome, I didn't mean to make you cry today,"

Or maybe the floor could open up and I would fall forever. Yeh I could handle that.

"It wasn't that. It was something Hojo said,"

"Yeh, Sango told me about that," Inuyasha said looking up at the stars

Yeh probably the whole of Feudal Japan would know about by now. Shippo would have made little pictures of it (bless him).

"The thing is, Kagome," Inuyasha said, "Is that I knew that you loved me before you told me,"

That's when Inuyasha opened my chest, ripped out my heart, flung it into the streets of Tokyo and thousands of cars had run over it. It couldn't have hurt anymore than that. I could feel tears well up in my eyes again. Why didn't he just throw me over the balcony as well?

"You did?" It's one thing to have your heart broken. But to do it in front of all my peers, now that's harsh.

"Of course I did," He sounded impatient. "Sango told me,"

I looked up at his face for the first time. "Sango told you?" I cried, "That witch! I'm never telling her anything again"

He looked at me "And I also read it in your diary, but that's not important,"

"You read it in my diary?" I was so shocked. But I was also shocked because he could read? There's something for the memory book.
Inuyasha grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me gently, "Kagome, please listen, I meant what I wrote" Inuyasha paused and my heart started to pull back together. "Kagome I want to say something to you," He said quickly. You could tell he was going to say something meaningful so I stayed there for a moment and listened. "When I turned like a full-blooded demon, you stuck by me no matter what. I realised that I, well, loved you when you died. I realised that once upon a time I loved Kikyo, but what I feel for you is much more than I could feel for Kikyo. When you saw Kikyo and me, when you knew that I had chosen Kikyo. I had only chose her because I felt owed her for something. But spending time with her the other day made me think that I wasn't in love with her anymore and that maybe," He looked shyly at me, "I'm in love with you," My heart flew. He loves me. He loves me! INUYASHA LOVES ME!

I felt so alive when he said that. I told myself to breathe and that this was really happening. But it's hard to breathe when you're crying from happiness.

"I love you too, Inuyasha," I cried

Inuyasha looked at me funny, "Then why did you start crying when you read the note?"

"Because I thought that you were making fun of me,"

"I wouldn't," He said. I couldn't help it; I kissed him on the mouth. I kissed him! Not like in the movies where the guys kiss the girls: I kissed him. And he kissed me back.

And I found out then that kissing the guy you love gives you the greatest feeling in the world! Anyway, Yuka walked past and looked at us. She smiled and closed the door so no one would see us.

While we were kissing, he asked weather he could mark me now. I know its demon customs, so I told him if he could if I was to go under anaesthetic and not feel the pain or he could just rack off! But he knew that I was joking so he just laughed at me. Though at the time I was being serious, but I've died, so I can do anything!

After we were done kissing, I told Inuyasha that I wanted to go home so he picked me up, on arm around my shoulders and the under my knees then ran all the way home!

We stopped at my house and we would have made wild, passionate love if mom, Souta and grandpa weren't home. Just kidding. Souta was on his way to his bedroom with Fatty and a glass of water, "Hey Kagome, what are you doing back so early?"

"Inuyasha came for me," I said dreamily

"So you two are together now?" He said apprehensively. I nodded, "Then why did you cry when you read the note he gave you?"

"Reasons that you will never know of," I said, "Was it you who wrote it?" I asked him

"Yes it was, but Inuyasha told me what to write," I was satisfied. I put some stuff away and walked Inuyasha back to the well.

We kissed before he went back into the well. And I skipped all the way home. I kissed Souta on the head and called him a little star before I glided up to my room, but I was too excited to write so I stayed up half the night talking to ­­ Ayumi on MSN.

I have to go now. I'm going to Feudal Japan where Inuyasha and I can tell everyone of our love.

And plus, I can threaten and bash up Sango for ever telling Inuyasha that I loved him before I was ready to tell him! But I guess we'll have to wait for that since Miroku and Sango have something else to say too. No surprises there. Plus she really was the reason why I went to the dance in the first place… but never mind she told him one of my secrets! SHE WILL PAY!

Wait a moment. How could Sango go through the well? Only Inuyasha can. This doesn't make sense. I'm going to have to ask Sango about this. Maybe I just hallucinated that Sango had come and made me go to the dance because of the cold had some how affected me mentally? I don't know. My brain hurts.

I better get going other wise Inuyasha will kill me.

Love Kagome

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