Regrets
Author's Note: This is just a short one shot sequel to "Secrets" … Hyde's POV. Please review…I hope you enjoy.
Disclaimer: Not Mine.
So your plan is working, damn you. You unload all these little "secrets" expecting me to feel guilty, expecting me to miss you.
And I do. And you know it. And I hate that.
I suspect you also know that while you've had some secrets, I have had some regrets when it comes to whatever it is we had. However, I think you might be surprised by what they happen to be. And I'm going to let you in on them, take them as you want.
I regret getting together after Kelso ran off to California….
Because really, we should have been together from that first date on.
and I regret saying "I love you"…
Because it was at the time when I'd hurt you deeply, and it should have been said long before that, so that I could have seen you smile when I told you.
I regret teaching you to be Zen…
Because it was so much better when you taught me to feel.
I regret ever letting you change the station on the radio in the El Camino…
Because now every time I hear "Dancing Queen" I smile and think of you singing along, bouncing in your seat beside me. And that's so damn Forman like.
I regret telling you that you could have better than Kelso…
Because I should have told you that you could have me. And I'm not sure I'm better, but I tried to be. Whether you believe it or not.
I regret going after you to Chicago…
Because damn it, I should have known better than to let you go in the first place.
I regret ever saying "I don't know"…
Because I did know. I do know.
I love you.