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When I arrive home I found the biggest surprise ever. Jake had the small apartment full of white candles; he was standing in the middle of the room with a small velvet box between his hands. I walk towards him, my brain my empty, I knew what was coming but I didn't know how to stop it.
"What are you doing?" I manage to say
"I've been thinking about this...and the only way you can forget about this man is..." he opens the small box; there was a beautiful golden ring inside "Faith, would you marry me?"
"What? Jake..."
"Your baby needs a father, you need a husband"
"My baby already has a father!" I walk around the room "Jake I can't do this...I can't marry you just because you need you ought to"
"But Faith, you need help. Having a baby alone is hard, I know it is"
"I'm not alone...I have Bosco"
"But I can give you thinks he can't...a future for your baby, a happy home." he says, there's something about him that makes me hesitate about Bosco but I don't know what it is "think about it."
yeah, I will.
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The next morning I wake up with a huge sadness inside of me. I don't know how I'm gonna look at Bosco´s eyes after what I've done to him, to us...I broke my promise. One last cry...there's no such thing.
"There you are!" Bosco says walking from the locker room, he try to kiss me but I walk away "what's wrong?"
"There's something I need to tell you" I say looking at my hands, I can't look at his eyes
"What? What is it?"
"It's about Jake...he...last night he proposed" I look at his eyes, his face. He is numb "and I said yes"
"You what?" he more mad than disappointed
"I'm sorry! It was an impulse" I say even thought I didn't even believe it
"An impulse? You came to me the same day saying how much you wanted to work it out! Faith, how..." he can't say anything, he walks away from me "I can't..."
"Bosco, please let me explain it..." I take is hand
"There's nothing you have to explain. It's pretty clear to me"
"You have to understand, I didn't know what else to do!"
"Yeah you did!" he says walking towards me again "you said you loved me, Faith. You said...how can you do this to me?" he was really hurt and I hate myself for causing all this pain to him.
How? That was an interesting question and I honesty don't know. Jake is a great guy, almost perfect...he is not Bosco, he is not the man I love. Then why on earth I say yes to Jake? That's the one million questions. He didn't force me but he did say thinks were true...I need a husband; I need someone by my side. What about Bosco? Well, he needs to make up his mind. Really fast!
By the end of the day I had more things in my head than I ever thought I would. First, Jake and his proposal. Second, Bosco and...Well, you know? Bosco...and there was just one thing I need to do. Broke a men's heart as cruel as it sounds
TBC!
Sorry!