Authors note: Ok this is another chapter that is really stupid and slow. It just is to tide you guys over until Thursday, since I missed last Thursday do to Thanksgiving!

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Reviewers:

Haldir's Heart n' Soul: Yup. Well he will get her in the end … or will he?

Luthien: If you get this far I whish to thank you so much! Yea it is my 1st story and it sucks but I am glad that you only had 4 problems with it. There have been so many people who have reviewed and instead of being nice and just pointing out the crap, they go all out and end up flaming me. Thank you for how strait forward and to the point you were. That is always a great help.

Cap'n: You have a beautiful country! I got to vacation in London last year, and now I cant wait to go back! It was so pretty. I stayed in a hotel across from Hyde Park. You are so right, I am American, and I live in Colorado to be exact. But I so want to move to London … everyone was so nice when we were there. I'm glad you liked the horse. He's based off of my own show horse, Dracula. See you next chapter! And thanks.

Legolasndcolorblue: Well this one should be the same speed, and it sucks but it is just a filler chapter until Thursday. I think that it will get better though,,, at least I hope it will.

Nevvy: You are great! You always bring a smile to my face! Yea Hal. Goes back don't worry about that. You so suck!!! I have always wanted to live in California!!!!!! It just looks like you guys have way too much fun!!! Do you surf? I so want to learn!! I live in Colorado so the closest that I have come to surfing is snowboarding … and I'm not too bad at that.

The Huntress: I love your name!!! It's so good to have more people review who actually likes the story. Keep reading and thanks!!!

Now on with the story!

Chapter 20: I didn't want to let you go

Naomie stumbled through the halls of the great palace, not caring where she was wandering to. For a brief second the elleth thought about visiting Arwen, who had become her closest confidant, but she thought better of it and continued down the hall towards the gardens. She stopped dead in her tracks when she hurd laughter floating to her from the gardens. Peering around a column, Naomie saw both of Elrond's sons.

They had also become Naomie's friends yet at that moment Naomie did not desire there non stop happiness. She watched as the eldest (A/N ok I have no clue which ones older Elladan or Elrohir?) Elladan raise a basin full of water above a door that was frequently traveled through. Naomie pitied the next elf that would walk though that doorway. Still feeling sick, the she elf drifted to yet another part of the great home. She thanked the heavens to see that the library was empty. Her feet drifted to where the broken blade of Narsil once lay. Taking a seat next to the railing of the balcony, Naomie stared out at the night sky.

'Haldir will be a first of the way home.' She thought as her eyes scanned the mountains opposite her. Silently tears drifted down her cheeks as she tried to see a hint of the March Warden, but not even her elf eyes could see that far.

Slowly the princess pulled the small ring from her robes; the one Haldir had left in her custody. Pain filled her chest as she could hear her heart beat. Naomie squeezed the ring tightly in her palm as she tried to picture her March Wardens face. Silently she prayed that Haldir would come back to her, but with cold irony she realized that he never would, for what she wanted, she herself had pushed away.

But before that pain of loss came to her, another emotion did. Cold anger. Rumil himself had told her that Haldir had been with Vanity all night.

Naomie closed her eyes and listened to the whisper of the wind. The speech that was lost in time came through the room as the wind rustled about. Everything ached. This was all Haldir's fault. He was the cause for all her pain and anguish. What had she done to him to deserve this? Her body began to shake as she fought back her tears. She would not cry tears for him … yet she did.

Ok I know it sucked but the next chapters longer.