"Jake...we need to talk" he knows what I want to say.
"no...I don´t want to hear it..."
"Jake,listen to me...I´m sorry" I take his hand and he looks at me "this can´t happend anymore...I know you love me but..."
"you belong to him,don´t you?" he knows the answer. "I can´t believe I picture myself with you.together as a family"
"I´m so sorry" I hug him.I take the golden ring out of my finger
"let me know of he hurts you so I can kick his ass" he smiles
"I will"
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One last try.This might be the only chance I have...if he hates me,make it for good.There´s no much time,I´m five and a half months pregnant and I need him with me...I could run but I´m way to pregnant to do so.
I knock on his door.I come in not waiting for him to invite me.
"I can´t do this anymore" he says before I even got the chance to speak "I can´t keep having the same coversation with you,Faith"
"but I haven´t said anything yet"
"yeah,I know what you´re gonna say...I´m sorry Bosco.I´m sorry I broke your heart but you have to understand that I´m..."
"not getting married" I finish his sentence,he looks at me
"you what?"
"I broke up with Jake,so...yeah,I´m not getting married.I´m free as a bird" he stays there,looking at me...I start to freak out cause he doesn´t move
"you´re not joking,rigth?" he sounds scared
"how could I possibly be joking about something like this?"
"is just...it´s too much for me...you said you love me but then you got engaged with someone else" he says,I pay attention standing up slowly "you need to make up your mind,Faith"
"I already did...I want you" I touch his face with my hand while I put his hand on my stomach "I want us to be together,like a family.Just you,me and Angela"
"Angela? like ma?" he says with tears in his eyes
"yep.perfect name for a Boscorelli"
he smiles "so? no more cries,right?"
"right"
"and no more Jake?"
"no more Jake...poorthing had to take the ring home" I made a puppy-sad-face
"I like that...bet it wasn´t as big as the one I bought"
"you bought a ring?"
"slow down! one step at the time.baby first...the we can´t do the other thing" I cry softly,he wipe away my tears "you said no more cries"
"just one lasy¡t cry...before I leave it all behind" I hug him
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I did leave it all behind,all the bad things I said,all the mistakes a made before and now I´m the happiest woman on earth.
THE END!