A/n: Hiya guys! I've been updating like crazy these past few weeks. Sex scene in this chapter. If you don't like it skip over it. You know what happens.

Chapter 6:

Logan sat on Michael's bed, running his fingers through his hair for what felt like the billionth time that night. Tonight was Diamond's last night at PCA. He hadn't spoken to her all week. Yet she was all he could think about. Everytime he saw her, sat at the table with Zoey, signing an autograph for the first graders, or just smiling andreading a magazine... he felt it. The spark that he thought had been extinguished when he'd missed her that day at the airport became a dangerous flame once again. And he couldn't stop it.

She had clearly said 'It's over' She no longer wanted anything to do with him. And that's why it hurt so much. Logan had lived his life seeing himself as better than everyone, now he wasn't good enough for her. Logan had never done that. The only person he'd ever had to try hard to live up to was his father. Fame changed people. He could cope with his dad. But when Dana had transformed into Diamond. He now knew nothing about Diamond. Yet he still loved her.

"You ok?" Asked Zoey softly. It was 11pm, and Michael was out. Logan knew Chase and Zoey wanted rid of him.
"Do I look ok?" He mumbled.
"Dude, tonight's your last chance with her."
"I don't have a chance. She said so." He shakes his head and sighs.
"I happen to know she still cares about you very much." Zoey said, taking her seat on Chase's bed.
"She's a super star! She cares about everyone. She's the sort of girl who'll run up to someone. Kiss them. Sing song 'Love ya mean it CIAO!'" He growled.
"If you don't say you love her. If you don't tell her we're going to have a repeat of last years decline aren't we." Chase asked. Logan sighed.
"But she doesn't want me." He said. Zoey sighed. She crossed to him and knelt down infront of him, taking his hands.
"You have a few hours left to fix things. Then she's gone." She whispered, looking directly into his eyes. "You know you gotta go talk to her." Logan bit his lip.
"You only want me gone so you and Chase can get it on."
"Well there's that. And I do want you and Diamond to be happy." She said earnestly. She took something from Logan's bedside table.

It was Diamond's necklace. 'Love' and 'Truth'.
"You know it feels right." She hands him it. He nodded reluctantly and stood up. He didn't say a word as he left, instead he walked quickly, with his hands in his pockets and his head facing the floor. He raised his hand and knocked on her door shakily.

She bobbed her head around the door but not her whole body.
"Hi...Logan..." She said cautiously. "Is something wrong?"
"Can I come in?" He asked, his mouth suddenly feeling very dry. She looked apprehensive.
"I'm kinda busy." She said, shaking her head.
"This'll only take a minute." He begged. She sighed.
"Ok you caught me... I'm not busy. I'm kinda indecent." She confessed. "And all my clothes are pretty much packed." She bit her lip. She saw how desperate he looked right now, and she knew he really needed to talk to her. She reluctantly opened the door and stepped back, allowing him in. He walked in still looking around. Anywhere but her. He didn't want to see her eyes.
"So..." He said, surveying the boxes against the walls. "All set for tomorrow."
"Yeah..." She said awkwardly, closing the door behind him. He turned to face her.

His jaw almost dropped. She was wearing something that had to be illegal in some states. A silk and lace nightie, if it could be called that. It had two silk spaghetti straps and the body came to just below her cleavage. It clung to her gracious figure, accentuating the perfections. It stopped just at her thigh. Logan suspected she was wearing nothing below it and the thought made him queasy. She walked a little past him and grabbed something from her bed. A black silk dressing gown. That too came to only her thighs, and didn'thave a tie, soshe had to hold it closed across her bust.He gulped.
"So... why're you here?" She asked cautiously. He paused, trying to cleanse his mind of the dirty thoughts running through his mind, but he found he couldn't. He sat down automatically, to hide his shame so to speak. He was most definitely turned on by that. Diamond seemed to realise what was happening and hung her head to avoid his eyes.

"Um... look. I gotta leave early tomorrow. So..." Logan nodded.
"We never said goodbye last time." He mumbled. She nodded.
"Nope... but that wasn't my fault. And so far it hasn't been my fault this time. You're avoiding me. Not Vice Versa." She said earnestly.
"The reason I'm avoiding you is... I want it to go away." He admitted, clenching his fists over her
"Huh?"
"I still love you ok."
"Logan!" she said in angry shock. "No! You don't!"
"Yes, I do." He drew his eyes slowly up from her ankles. Hesitating in certain places. He saw Diamond squirm. He caught her eyes.
"We were only going out for a week! And that was last year! And you didn't even know my name! How can you sit there and say you love me?" She demanded.

"That's just it. My point exactly. I know I shouldn't love you.But I know that every moment I spent with you since your first day at PCA... felt wasted. Until we got together."
"Logan..."
"No shut up." He snapped. "You are the ONLY thing I've ever done right... I always make mistakes. I'm a walking screw up. Then you walked out on me... Without even saying a proper goodbye."
"It wasn't like I had a choice in the matter." Diamond whispered.
"You ran away!" He growled.
"No I didn't." She started to cry. Logan didn't move. "I didn't. I wouldn't have. Honest."
"You ran away. Zoey told us."
"No! I lied." She mumbled. "I wouldn't run away. Ever again. I only ran away the one time. From Diamond. To be Dana. I didn't run from Dana." She swore.
"Yes you..." He stood up to his full height, which had grown a considerable bit since Diamond had last seen him. He had always been taller but now was ridiculously tall.
"NO I DIDN'T!" She screamed, stepping closer to him.
"WE WERE THERE!" Diamond slammed her hand across his face.

The resounding slap echoed through the empty room. She raised her hand to her mouth.
"No you weren't." She whispered. "Were you there! When they held me at knifepoint and told me they'd kill me?" She demanded. "Where you there when they made me take all my worldly possessions from a girl they told me they'd shoot?" She was shaking. "When they said I had to go back to being Diamond Clarke or they'd slit Zoey's throat? EXCUSE ME FOR NOT SAYING GOODBYE LOGAN!" Logan listened with wide eyes.
"Oh my god." He whispered. She nodded.
"So you see, I couldn't say goodbye properly. You had your chance at the airport. I've NEVER switched my phone number. You know my email adress. You're the one who lost contact Logan. Don't go pinning this on me." She hissed.

"I am..." He started.
"A jerk? A complete prat? A total hypocrite? Take your pick."
"Sorry. Ok I'm sorry." He placed his hands in the air. "Forgive me?"
"Yeah. I gotta get up early tomorrow so..." Logan shook his head.
"No..." He whispered. Raising his hand to the side of her face and brushing a stray strand of hair from her face.
"No! Logan stop!" She shook her head free of him and turned her back. "No!"
"Why?" He asked eventually.
"Because I gotta go tomorrow." She said. "I'll be in Miami. It won't work..."
"Look..." He turned her round slowly. She had her eyes closed.
"I don't want to." She whispered. "If I keep my eyes closed. I'm back to last year... the two of us... never Diamond. Never. But I gotta go tomorrow Logan. We can't be together."
"I know..." He mumbled. He kissed her forehead lightly.

"But I gotta say goodbye."
"You're not seeing me off from the airport tomorrow?" She asked in shock. He shook his head.
"I can't I don't wanna be in the middle of a media circus." Diamond nodded. She understood. She also understood she was with the boy she was madly in love with, but could never be with. Her lifestyle forbid it. It made her want to scream. She was stood in his arms and anything she did would be forgotten tomorrow. There was a very long silence. In which neither said anything. Then he tried again. He placed his fingers under her chin and brought her face up to him. This time she didn't protest. She stared at him. Their eyes said it all.

She flung her arms around his neck and kissed him roughly. His hands however didn't touch her. Instead they fiddled with each other. He slid the necklace up to her neck and fastended it.
"Logan I..." She shook her head. "I can't."
"Please?" he begged. She bit her lip.
"But after tonight that's it Logan... Us over... Forever." She shook her head.
"Then take it." He whispered. She sighed.
"Tonight's our lastnight Logan." He nodded.
"I know." He said. "I know."
"I don't wanna waste it." She whispered. She kissed him again. He slid his hands to her waist. She pushed him so he was sat down and she kneeled on him, stradling him. He broke the kiss.

"Diamond should..."
"Dana..." She whispered. "I'm always Dana to you." She promised. He nodded. He understood. He placed his hands to her cheeks, cupping her entire face. He leaned across and kissed her. She slid her silk robe off of her shoulder and slowly dropped it onto the floor.
"You sure?" He whispered in slight shock.
"Yeah. We were supposed to on our last last night. And then I sorta got, kidnapped." She smiled vaguely. "And this can be our goodbye." He nodded. he knew it was only a one night thing, but it felt right. He slid his hands down to her thighs and found the hem of her nightie. He slowly slidthe silk lingerieup and over her head. He had been right. She was wearing nothing underneath. He closed his eyes for a moment. She kissed him softly. He pulled her onto the bed and slid onto of her.
"I love you."
"I know, you've said." She whispered, her hands toying with a few loose curls.
"I don't like your hair like that." He mumbled, fingering the straight black curtain that was Diamond Clarke's hair.
"Neither do I." She shrugged. "But my manager says it suits."
"Your manager never saw you as Dana Cruz." He muttered, as Dana removed his shirt.

"I've missed you." He whispered. She nodded.
"I've been all around America this last year. But it's never felt likehome." She confessed. "Here feels right."
"Then stay?"He pleaded. She shook her head.
"I can't." She whispered. "I'm really sorry." He nodded in understanding. He slid his boxers down and slowly removed them.
"You sure about this?" He asked eventually. "Your last chance to turn back." He said. She nodded.
"I'm positive Logan." She kissed him lightly and he slid himself inside her, taking great care not to hurt her. She tilted her head back and moaned."I love you." She whispered. He nodded. and closed his eyes as he moved so he was more comfortable. He slowly rocked backwards and forwards, he kissed her gently.
"Logan..." She begged, arching her back. He nodded. "Deeper."
"I know..." He mumbled. "I know."

Diamond woke up at 8am the next morning. It was a Saturday, so nobody had to be in class. She screeched loudly. 8am! Her plane left at nine thirty! She got up and gathered her night clothes from the previous night. She pulled on a white sparkly polo sweater, and a pair of dark blue jeans. She fluffed her hair and tried to look a little more innocent. The fact was, last night she hadgiven her virginity, to a boy she may never see again. It was a depressing thought. She packed her final few pieces into her suitcase, and crossed over to him.

He was asleep on the bed.
"Goodbye Logan." She whispered, she leant over and kissed him. She was glad when he didn't wake up. It was easier that way. Less painful goodbyes or tears. She closed the door.
"You all ready to go Diamond?" Chase asked. It had been arranged that he would drive them down to the airport.
"Did um... not to be invasive or anything but... Did Logan stay with you?"
"Yeah, we got to talking, I started crying, I fell asleep. He's asleep on my floor. Don't bother with him." She shrugged.

And with that she was led away. Driven to the aiport while her lover slept. Hugging her friends goodbye as he started to stir. And as he sat up, saw the empty room and remembered what had happened last night, the plane engine revved and Diamond Clarke once again shed herself of Dana Cruz and became Diamond Clarke. As Logan pulled his clothes on, Diamond's plane was reaching 10,000 feet. And she was gone again.

"Diamond Clarke has been kidnapped? Reports are in that after the filming of her new TV show 'Through my eyes', starring Dreama Turner and Russell Sharpe,concluded, Sixteen year old Diamond Clarke has once again vanished,"
"Ah no!" Zoey said in shock. Logan raised his eyebrows.
"This time there is cause for concern as her parents have launched an appeal requesting info on her whereabouts." Zoey automatically hit dial.
"Diamond!"
"Hey Zoey." Diamond said.
"Are you ok!" She demanded.
"Yeah, fine why?"
"Have you seen MTV!" Zoey screamed. "They're saying you've run away again!"
"I have." Diamond laughed.
"DIAMOND CLARKE!" Zoey said using the motherly tone she was so good at. Chase clamped his hands over his ears. He loved Zoey dearly, but she was the scariest woman alive when she was frightened.

"Ouch, you trying to deafen me?"
"No! But... how can you run away again?" Zoey asked in shock. "And how can you be so calm about it? Are you coming back to PCA?"
"1) Easily. 2) because I have good reason to run away and 3) No. I'm not going to Malibu."
"Diamond!" She said in total shock. "Why?"
"Because... well... Just because ok." Diamond said. "I don't have to explain myself to you."
"Yes you do!"
"Put someone else on I'm not talking to you in this mood." Diamond ordered.
"GLADLY!" Zoey threw the phone at Logan.

"Hey D, what's the story?" Logan asked.
"I've run away because I can't be in the media spotlight right now Logan. I'm sorry."
"Hey, don't apologise for it. Must be hard for you." He said soothingly.
"It is Logan! Zoey has no idea... and she keeps yelling at me and..."
"Don't cry!" Logan said. It had been three months since she had turned sixteen, and he hadn't seen her in what felt like forever. But everything he felt for her was still strong. "Please, don't cry."
"I can't help it Logan. The world is against me right now." She sniffed.
"Well look. I'm not gonna ask you where you are. Because I know it'll upset you."
"Thank you!" She screamed. "Finally, someone treating me like I know what I'm doing!" She seemed very relieved.
"Well you're really good at running away. Not to be mean or anything it's just um..." She laughed. He loved her laugh. It made the angels cry.

"I know what you meant..."
"But I am gonna ask one thing." Logan said. Diamond sighed.
"What would that be?" She asked. Logan took a deep breath.
"Are you safe, you don't feel threatened in any way wherever you're staying?"
"No! I'm having fun. And I'm being taken care of and everything." He sensed the sincerity in her voice.
"Then by all means Dana, you have my blessings."
"She's called Diamond!" Zoey said irately. Logan ignored her. To him she was Dana.
"Thanks Logan..." She said sweetly. "I've thought of you a lot these past few weeks."
"You have?"
"Yeah... I love you." She said, lowering her voice. Logan got the feeling that she was being eavesdropped on.
"Yeah... I know..." he said softly.
"Well It's just I..." Beep beep beep.

"Zoey your credits died." Complained Logan, handing Zoey back her phone. Whatever Diamond had to say can't have been that important because she didn't ring back. And when the others rang her, she didn't pick up. So everyone assumed that she was ok. Logan received the occasional text just saying 'I love you xxDxx' but it was from a number he didn't recognise, and when he texted it back or rang it, nobody picked up.

"Oh well..." Logan said. "Now news is good news. It means she's not in trouble."

Logan did not know how wrong he was.

A/n: There you go No flames.