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Chapter 2

Jude set down her pen and closed her notebook and shoved it inside her purse. She watched as Kat and Jamie approached. Once they were at her side, Kat pulled Jude to her and gave her a tight hug.

"I'm so sorry Jude." She said, pulling back and sitting next to her friend. Jamie sat down on the other side of Jude and offered her a sad smile. "Jamie, go get us a drink." Kat said, and Jamie looked like he was about to protest, but Kat's pointed look made him leave the girls with a sigh. "Wanna talk?" Kat asked, running her fingers through Jude's red hair in comfort. Jude turned to Kat, tears welled up in her green eyes.

"I don't feel anything." She said, letting the tears fall down her cheeks. Kat pulled her to her again and Jude cried into her friend's shoulder.

"It's ok," Kat whispered to her friend as she sobbed, "Tommy's a fighter…besides, he wouldn't leave you." Jude pulled back and stared at Kat questioningly. Kat smiled slightly. "He wouldn't leave you. First, he loves you too much and secondly, how would he kick anyone's ass who tried to hit on you?" Kat said. Jude smiled through her tears. And let out a small laugh. Kat smiled at her.

"Thanks Kat." Jude said, and Kat wrapped her arm around her friend's shoulder and Jude laid her head down on it, letting her best friend comfort her.

March 22, 2008

1:43 am

Dear Diary

Jamie and Kat just left. They both offered words of comfort, and looks of sympathy, but I couldn't deal with them right now. Kat doesn't really know Tommy; she knows I love him and she supports it, and Jamie…well, he's not fond of Tommy at all. There's no love lost between the two, and I couldn't have him around right now. I appreciated the presence and the condolences, but I just need to be alone right now, even though what Kat said earlier made me feel better, I just need to feel. To think.

I don't know what I'd do if he didn't make it. He's helped me so much and has become a big part of my life. I feel like part of me would die along with him…please don't let that happen. Tommy's going to be ok…he'll make it through this, I know it.

It's been almost two hours and still no word about Tommy or Kwest. I know Tommy's alive, at least, for now. I can feel it in my soul, but I'm still worried about him. I know that the longer the surgery is, the more extensive the injuries and what not and it increases the risk.

Georgia tried to get me to go to the cafeteria just now, but I declined. I can't eat when Tommy's somewhere in this hospital, needing me. I didn't want to be off, enjoying a meal when I could be at his side. I told Georgia I wasn't hungry and she left me alone.

God, I never knew an ER could be so busy. There's a constant line of people hustling about. I just had a kid ask if I was Jude Harrison! With my blood-shot eyes, puffy face, and tear stained cheeks. I said no, I didn't want a bunch of people bombarding me right now. I can't deal with that right now. I just want to be left alone.

What's taking so long! All of these doctors and nurses, and not one can tell me anything! I want to scream, cry, something. I just…I feel so useless sitting in this uncomfortable plastic chair. I want to do something, but I know I'm of no use. I hate this. I hate not knowing. I still feel slightly numb to the pain…I wonder when I'll be able to feel again…

Georgia just came back. She said she called Tommy's parents. I guess they couldn't make it. Georgia says his mom's some hot-shot attorney in the States and his father is some kind of Senator or something. Apparently, they're both too busy to see their son, who is in the hospital! Arg! I can't imagine saying "I'm too busy, shame" when my kid's in the hospital and could possibly DIE! What kind of cold-heartless people did he grow up with! I mean, I know Tommy isn't close to his family, but come on! They have to care about him!

I haven't met them yet, and I already hate them. Is that wrong? I don't care. I mean, Kwest's whole family, and Monica's here! I also found out what Kwest's real name is. Apparently, it's Kevin Weston…ya know, Kwest for short! How cool is that!

Oh my god! I feel bad! I'm getting excited over Kwest's real name, and my boyfriend could be dying in the same building! I'm such a bad girlfriend:-( Oh! There's a doctor coming towards us! Gatta go, could be about Tommy!

False alarm :-( the doctor was Kwest's doctor. He said he's still unconscious, but the prognosis looks good. I guess he has a broken arm, and a cracked rib, one was broke and it punctured his lung, which was what he needed surgery for. I guess it looks like he'll be fine. His family is fighting over who's going to see him first as they walk off to his room. It's just Me and Georgia now. Everyone else from G Major has already left. EJ went on a coffee run to Starbucks. Apparently, hospital coffee is as good as their food…or so I hear.

Georgia just got up to greet a young…couple…there's a older woman, she's probably in her early 30's. She's got light brown hair with blonde highlights. Her eyes are a familiar blue, and she's dressed like a hooker. The boy is probably about my age, maybe a little older, and he is an exact clone of Tommy…does Tommy have a brother? A twin? Cuz, I think I'm looking at him!

Um, Georgia's leading them over, I'm sure I'm about to be introduced, more about the evil twin later.