Hi, this is my first songfic/published fic, so please be nice! Reviews would be great but you don't have to if you don't want to. :). This is Nickelback's song 'Far Away', and I think it's perfect for a bit of angsty TATE.
Disclaimer: Don't own NCIS, or anything affiliated with it. Nor do I won Nickelback or the rights to this song. But hey, I'm using them anyway.
"Far Away"
This time, This place
On the rooftop after Ari
Misused, Mistakes
I didn't treat you how I wanted to
Too long, Too late
I waited so long to tell you how I felt, Kate; I feel stupid because now I never can
Who was I to make you wait
I should have asked; three simple words I should have said the minute I met you
Just one chance
Just one breath
Is all it would have taken to save you
Just in case there's just one left
I could have saved you in that moment; instead I stood there
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
I'm sure you knew, everyone else did.
And I miss you
I miss you already; Kate, how come I didn't even try?
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
I'm an agent, Kate, I save people all the time; how come I couldn't save you? You were the person I would have saved above all
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
And now that you're gone I won't be able to live. Wihtout you, Kate, I'm nothing.
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
I would give anything to have saved you; a second chance to be with you
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I should have jumped, Kate; taken the bullet, it would have been worth it, just so you would know for sure I loved you with everything I had, all of me, each and every depth of my heart
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
I never gave up hoping that you loved me too Kate; I'd have given everything I owned to have a chance with you, just to spend even a minute with you in love with me
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
And you're not coming back, you can't come back
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
I wanted you to stay with me; you were taken from me, and it's my fault
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
And I would've Kate, if you could've stayed, I would've held you and never let go, I've wanted to do that since I met you
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Hold on to me and, never let me go
