The last chapter. I have to warn you this won't be a happy ending but there will come a sequel if you guys want to. If you don't it ends here. The song is from James blunt not from me

Chapter 8 Goodbye my lover

The last few weeks had been the happiest out of her live. Of course there had been troubles. Adam returning to just name one. She had been angry at him but he had saved her together with Jesse.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.

Now she was walking trough sanctuary. She had just been told to bring Jesse in but she refused. Then she saw it happen. Brennan and Shalimar where kissing and started to make love. She just stood frozen. It had taken her long to admit her love and now after a few weeks this was happening.

It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

Lexa walked away and ran to the toilet to trow up. She took the pregnancy test out of her bag and opened it. She read the instructions and did as it said. Then she waited a few long minutes. She looked at the test and started to cry.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

The test was positive. She was pregnant. She had always said she wouldn't have children but with Brennan she wanted them. But now he had betrayed her. She had been planning to tell him tonight during dinner if she had been pregnant but now she couldn't.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

If she would tell him he would stay with her. For the baby but not for her. And that would always be between them. She had only one question for him and that was why. Why Shalimar a woman she started to see as a friend.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

She had thought he was happy. That their love would win all even the battle with the dominion. But now she wasn't so sure anymore and cried. She trew the pregnancy test in the garbage can and walked to her closet to get her bags.

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

She started to pack. With all the things she packed she also packed her memories and her love. She wanted to say goodbye to Jesse and give him a reason for leaving but she knew he would stop her.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

She had finished packing and heard Brennan coming. She quickly hid her bags under her bed and sat down. He came in "Hey hunny" he said "you've been crying" he then said worried. Lexa felt disgusted. He just came in like nothing had happened. "I have a headache" she said lying. "Just let me be alone I will be fine" Brennan nodded "Ok see you at dinner" he said.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

When he was gone Lexa fell down on the bed crying. She had wanted him to confess. She wanted to jell and scream to him and then make it up but he had ruined it himself.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

She removed her comlink from her finger and placed it on the bed. She laid the necklace that he had given her with it. Then she wrote a little letter.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Then she picked up her bags and went to a car driving away..

When it was time for dinner Brennan went to Lexas room to find it empty. He saw the comlink and the little letter. He cried. He had been so stupid. Shalimar had always attracted him but it was pure lust. With Lexa it was love. Then he saw the pregnancy test in the garbage can and picked it up. It was positive...