A/N: Hey I had time to write this so I did (obviously). I decided I need 5 reviews for every chapter of any of my stories (all EmJay's). So if you want me to update any story I need 5 reviews. Oh and I will be gone Thursday- Monday ok?

Acknowledgements

queenie12: It was a great start! PMSASAP!

I'm glad you liked it.

StonyCase65: The triplets thing automatically draws me in, and EmJay is always good, so yep, please continue.

I was walking on the trail by my house and was thinking 'wouldn't it be weird if I went home and found out I had two sisters' (I only have a brother). I usually write about things I think about so I was thinking 'why don't I write another EmJay.' not that you care I just wanted to say something.

caramelswirl11: MORE-SOON!

Here's more! Enjoy.

afamily123: Of coarse you should continue. This is awesome. ADD MORE

I'm continuing. I hope it's equally as awesome.

degrassicouples93: It's a good start so far! I luv it especially since it's a jemma. at least i think it is! It's ok if it isn't though.

It is a jemma. I hope it's a good one!

Chapter 2

Jay's point of view.

Love. It's something I have never had. Not with my mom, not my dad, not Alex, not Amy, but Emma… I really don't know. I guess I can't say its love. To be exact, more like lust. Though I'll never really know, I had pushed her away not to long ago.

It's not like I can drag her in while I fall down. It will break her she is so good natured. I, on the other hand, am entirely hateful, inconsiderate, and… well evil. Though I will never admit it I am not completely vile, I do have a soft side. But if you tell anyone…well, come to think of it, you can't so ha ha.

Ok, back to the subject. Love, such a simple word with such a complicated meaning, ok I guess I wasn't completely truthful to you. I do love one person, my daughter.

Who's the mother? You will ask. I have no clue. I was drunk one night and some lady raped me. Nine months later a baby had shown up on my front door with a note basically saying the girl, whoever she was couldn't take care of her so she had already gotten me full custody. Along with the baby was $5000 to buy her whatever she needed.

I was dumbstruck by this. I already live alone because my mom is in a mental intuition because she's… well mental, and my dad's in jail for murdering a coworker. So I take care of a 5 month old by myself. Nice right?

In my opinion live is a very rare occasion. If you ever experience it cherish it, because it can easily be taken away.

A/N: Was it good? Next post will have dialog. I just wanted to express their feelings.

P.S. I am really sorry about the bad spelling in the other chapter. I need baby names and hair and eye color it is a girl though.