A/N: Hey, Here's another chapter for you guys, the italics are flashbacks.

Chapter 11 Meet

Nine fifty five, almost time to meet Jay. I snuck outside actually it was remarkably easy. All I had to do was creep down the stairs and out the door. I then got my limo driver to drive me. I pleaded slightly for him not to say anything to Shelli Ann. But it didn't take much convincing, he didn't mind.

I was in the limo almost to Jay's house. He lives close to where I used to live, only a few streets away.

The car stopped and the driver opened the door.

"Thanks, pick me up at eleven." I said than walked up the steps. I heard the limo drive away. I rang the doorbell.

"Hey, you showed I was getting worried." He said.

"Um can I come in?" I asked.

"Sure, sure, I put Sky to bed already."

"Oh ok," I really didn't want to tell him but I figured it would be best if I told him rather than Alyssa or Jessica. We sat on the couch and I told him everything.

"Well say something."

"Um, wow…"

"Nice," I replied sarcastically, "I'm going to go. And don't tell me not to, because that's not how you feel. Oh and I was going to give whatever we had a chance but now that doesn't seem like such a good idea so don't tell me you love me eathier. It won't change my mind." I said as I shut the door.

I decided to go to the ravine. It was the first place to pop into my mind. I walked there. It wasn't that far actually.

I went to that way to familiar picnic table. I sat there and visions of the past came to mind.

"You're tense." He remarked.

"I'm always tense." I told him.

"Snap in half if you don't relax." he replied.

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"What's in the van?" I asked.

"What do you thinks in the van?" he countered.

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"There are a lot of girls down that ravine Emma. I picked you." He said.

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"Why did you do this to me?" I questioned.

"I didn't do anything!" he yelled.

"You gave me a social disease!" I responded angrily.

"You said you didn't care. Even this morning you said that," he shouted.

"Just leave me alone okay!" I replied.

"Look I never told Alex about you Emma. I liked how you had virtue or whatever." He explained.

"I don't. Not any of that." I whispered, and simply walked away.

All that time I had thought I hated him but really I didn't. I just thought I did. It was easier to call it hate than what it really was. Love.

"How long have you been here?" I heard. I turned to see Alex.

"I don't know, awhile." I responded.

"What's wrong in your life?" she asked.

"What makes you think there's something wrong with my life?" I questioned.

"You're crying." She pointed out.

"Oh that," I wiped away the tears, "It's nothing just love."

"Oh," she said and went silent.

"Why are you here?" I inquired.

"My father's an ass." She simply stated.

"What'd he do?"

"He beats me all the time." dhe said cooly.

"I never see any bruises."I remarked.

"That's because he does it in places I can cover."

"Oh I have to go." I told her.

"Answer this first,"

"What is it?" I wondered.

"What's up with the limo?" she asked.

"Oh, that is because Spike and Snake aren't my parents, Miss. Harrison is." I explained.

"That is screwed up." She commented.

"I know." I said and rushed off. I called my limo driver and told him to pick me up at the ravine.

Once I was home I went up the stairs and to my room. I slept the rest of the night.