Chapter 15 New

Later, at home, I found out mother had to go out, probably to meet some friends, though it's better when she's not here because we can call each other by just of first names. And let's just say saying the middle names is really stupid.

I went to do get a snack.

The cook now lets me go freely in and out of the kitchen. She says as long as I clean up my mess I am free to do as I please. I think I will keep it up just in case I need something or other.

Then I went and did my home work, my school journal, which she decided she was going to look at this page. Great. She was also going to reply to any questions.

Hi, it's me again, I think I actually like writing in you. It's kind of like therapy except no one will ever read this. Anyway here are some thoughts.

This whole thing is so new to me it's frightening. Well I guess I'll have to live with it. I can not believe I didn't know about this stuff sooner, though I do sometimes miss my old life. You know the one where everything is not at my disposal.

You must think I'm crazy, don't you? Well, I'm not, its just I sometimes think it was more rewarding when you had to work a little to get what you want, not just ask for it. You know?

The Jay thing is so not working out. I mean he didn't talk to me at all, after study hall, and let me tell you, that sucked. It makes me wonder if he really cares about me or not. I mean if he did he would have talked to me. Right? Oh well I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Oh yeah, you wanted us to write about the shooting and why it affected us and on top of that what actions did we take that resulted in disaster after it. Fun. It's not like I'm glad it happened it's just they keep making us relive it, and I really don't want to. Well here goes nothing.

I sighed it was hard writing down everything that happened especially after a year. Oh well what am I going to do?

Ok, the shooting affected me because the crazy psycho aka, Rick, decided to kill me because I didn't love him. Big deal… NOT. The actions I took that resulted in disaster was having ORAL SEX with Jay, against my better judgment, and getting an STD, that is currently cured, thank you very much.

The funny thing, Mrs. Kwan, is that I decided I had to like him. Now that sucks, liking the guy who almost ruined your life, doesn't it? Well as I mentioned earlier he is kind of ignoring me. Lucky me,

'Till next time,

Emma Rose.

Now that that's done I decided to go and explore the grounds. I found an Olympic sized pool, a tennis court, a Jacuzzi, and a garden.

I walked through the garden. There were lots of flowers, roses, daffodils, pansies, and a bunch I couldn't name, even if I tried. It was beautiful though.

I decided to go swimming so I went upstairs and to my room. I had like seven different swimming suits. I chose this pink string bikini one with flowers. I then braided my hair in one braid and walked down to the pool. That's when I had an idea.

I called Manny.

"Manny do you want to come over?" I asked.

"Sure but I don't know where you live."

"Oh don't worry about it. I'm coming over in a limo to pick you up… along with Spinner." I teased.

She squealed. "You'd do that for me, because I know you aren't too fond of him?"

"Yes, I will as long as I can bring Jay too."

"Defiantly, but there has to be a catch I can feel it in your voice. What is it?"

"It's a pool party, just the four of us." I explained.

"Oh my gosh, I got to go get ready." She exclaimed. I laughed.

"Ok I've got call the guys. I'll be over in ten." I said and hung up. I called the guys, both are coming.

"It's going to be an interesting night." I said to myself and called my limo to the driveway.

A/N: For me to contuinue this story, I'm going to need more that three revews per chapter. Thanks to my reviewers hat have reviewed for like all chapters.

-Liz-