I don't understand.
How could she do this to me?
To everyone.
Sure,she said she was unhappy sometimes,
but she never told me she felt like this.
Why didn't she tell me?
I would've done anything to help her.
I love her so much.
She's been there my whole life.
How can she expect me to go on without her?
I.DON'T.UNDERSTAND.
You are so beautiful!
So FCKING BEAUTIFUL!
Do you have any idea how much I looked up to you?
How much I depended on you?
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you!
I can see you sitting on my bed smiling right now.
I hero-worshipped you.
I would have given so much to be you.
You made me feel so good about myself,
Like I didn't need anyone.
And now you've gone,left me here on my own.
I can't function as half of a pair.
I can't look anywhere,go anywhere,or think because I just think about you.
You were the fabric of my existence.
My soul mate.
If I had to spend the rest of my life with one person,
it would have been you.
I love you.
I love you.
So much.
How could you do it?
I...I...I can't let you leave me.
Don't leave me here.
Please.
I need you.
You make me go on,make me live.
You are my better half.
You can't be gone.
Any moment now,you'll walk through my door,
Start singing along and dancing.
Swing your beautiful hair.
Smile that amazing smile at me.
And I'll smile back cause I can't help it.

Why?
Why did you do it?
I want you to come and wipe away my tears and hug me
and tell me I'm being a big silly.
Please.
Come back.