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Chapter 5:
"I'm watching Bloopy, what are you doing?" Wan cradled the phone, lying on his Bloopy toy.
"I was writing, but I took a break." Yuki replied. It was funny that Wan had actually taken him up on the offer and called several times. Yuki slipped into their usual routine. "so what shall we talk about today?"
"Um…let's make a story! I'll be a big whale and you can be any kind of sea animal." Wan yelled happily.
Yuki frowned a little, this was new. So far they'd been knights, samurais, actors, cardboard boxes. That one been fun. "What kind of whale do you want to be? If you say Bloopy, I'm not talking to you…its hard to make a story about a singing blue whale." Yuki said. "I'll be a…killer whale."
"I'll be a killer whale too! And we can swim around looking for yummy seals to eat!" Wan was delighted. "I'll begin. A seal went swimming around in search of yummy fish, when suddenly she turned to face a big killer whale! The killer whale Wan circled his food…"
"You call it prey Wan." Yuki interrupted. "ok then! Circled his prey and dashed in to eat it. The seal swam around the sea through every hole she could find when…I'm putting you on speaker, the phone is too hard to keep holding."
"The killer whale Yuki blocks the seals exit, and growls at the seal and signals for his apprentice to catch her…" Yuki made growling noises into the phone.
"Yuki…what's a trenship?" Wan asked curious. On the other end Yuki laughed. "Apprentice, not trenship. It means a student or assistant."
"Ok. Crazy killer Wan catches the seal in his mouth and bites it, leaving the other half for his teacher. Grrrr….we rule the ocean." Wan yelled. Yuki heard the door open on the other end, but continued as it was his turn.
"Killer Wale Yuki is suddenly hit by a shark. He turns around and with the help of his apprentice battles the shark. There's lots of noise. Pow! Bang! Grrrr. Roar! And at last the water clears and the mean old shark is swimming in Yuki and Wan's tummy!" Yuki yelled to get caught up in a moment of enthusiasm. "We rule the ocean! We are the greatest whales alive. By the way Wan…killer whales are called orcas."
Shuichi stopped as he entered the room. He heard Yuki's voice coming from the speaker phone making noises and telling Wan a story. Then he heard Wan giggle. "Then they swam into the blue ocean and we crowned lords of the sea!" he heard Yuki agreeing very solemnly on the other end. It couldn't be Yuki!
"Wan, who are you talking to?" Shuichi asked quietly. He heard the maniacal laugh on the other end stop abruptly. "Yuki! He's so much fun. Say hi to him dad. He's my bestest friend in the whole world! Can I go to his house tomorrow? Yuki-san please ask him if I can."
Yuki hesitated for a fraction of a second. He hadn't seen or talked to Shuichi since the other day. "I thought you were calling me Yuki, Wan. Aa…Shuichi, can Wan come over tomorrow please…it wont be like last I promise." He added as an after thought. Wan gave his dad a puppy dog look. Yuki grimaced on the other end waiting. At last he said. "look, Shuichi, you can come and check the place out. Wan's a kid for god sake, it wont be like the last time. I haven't done anything stupid for a while."
Shuichi looked at his son's face. He did seem to be doing Yuki some good. "Aright. I'm coming with him to look around first though."
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The apartment was spotless and clean, when Shuichi walked into it. Wan jumped into Yuki's arms the moment the door opened, reminding Shuichi of himself when he had jumped onto Yuki…forget the arms when moving in with him.
Yuki smiled down at Wan before depositing him on the couch and looking up at Shuichi. His smile slid off his face with out him noticing. "Satisfied?"
Shuichi just nodded, noting how good Yuki looked, he was wearing his button down shirt unbuttoned till the middle of his chest, it was maroon and black trousers. Shuichi swallowed. "bye Wan.
"Bye daddy!" Wan hugged Shuichi close, Shuichi hugged him back watching Yuki all the time. Then he turned and left…when Yuki stopped him. "would you like to come and get him, or shall I drop him off?"
"I'll come for him."
Yuki turned to Wan. "so what shall we do now?" Wan smiled gleefully.
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Shuichi stared at Yuki, who had opened the door. Slowly he burst into laughter…Yuki was wearing Bloopy pajamas and the shirt was too small for him, he looked like he was wearing Ryuichi's frilly shirt. But damn he looked good, though Shuichi's experienced eyes could see the scars that marred his abdomen. They were actually unnoticeable, but Shuichi was so used to knowing every detail about Yuki that the scars almost glowed neon to him.
He stopped laughing and went in. "I'm sorry I'm this late. I got held up at work. Where's Wan?"
"Asleep." Yuki looked away. "he wanted me to dress differently. So we went out and bought the Bloopy pajamas the biggest size available but they were still too small." He pointed to the inches of ankle showing.
Shuichi smiled, "you would never have let me do that before…" he stopped abruptly, trying to control the urge to kiss Yuki. Yuki smiled wryly. "I can't seem to say no to the kid. He puts on that puppy face you used to have." But Shuichi saw the pain creeping into his eyes. He moved forward and put out his hand to touch one of the scars that led to other going down his abdomen. Yuki stiffened under his fingers…but Shuichi didn't stop. "Why Yuki?"
Yuki's kiss crushed the wind out of him, as he was shoved back into the wall. Shuichi grabbed a hold of Yuki's shirt as he almost slid down the wall when Yuki finally stopped kissing him. "Yuki…" he slipped off the other mans shirt, pressing soft kisses into his neck, but now Yuki was standing rigid…he was staring the wall like a statue. Shuichi stopped and looked at Yuki, who stubbornly refused to look at him.
Well, he'd better take the initiative this time. Shuichi continued to undress the older man, ignoring the fact that he wasn't moving. As he slipped off Yuki's pants, he smiled slightly…Yuki wanted him very badly. He slipped off Yuki's boxer-briefs and kissed him lightly. Yuki gasped, finally looking down at his ex lover…his only love in the world. He really wanted to tell Shuichi to stop, to tell him to go away before he hurt him again, but it wasn't any use. As Shuichi started to suck on him, Yuki gave in to the inevitable.
He grabbed the man and took him to the guest room, undressed him as quickly as he could and dumped him on the bed. Reaching over he brought out a tube of lube, and spread some onto his finger, before inserting it into Shuichi. His other hand was stroking the smaller man hard. The sound of Shuichi moaning on his bed drove him nuts. He thrust into him….
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Shuichi lay on the bed listening to the blonde's slow breathe. He wished Yuki would tell him what had happened…after all it was Yuki who had caused the whole break up…Shuichi shook his head, it wasn't his fault. He turned to look at Yuki's peaceful face; he had never looked that peaceful before, and wondered what was going to happen now. He wondered if Yuki would run again…he seemed to keep running away from facing his problems nowadays…and he seemed to be getting into more problems.
He sighed and got up, dressing quickly. He was on his way to Yuki's room when he saw the new set of drawers next to the sofa…in all the commotion last time he had missed it. He gave into his curiosity and went up to it and pulled open the first draw. He stared in horror. There were two blades, a bit of cotton and a bottle of antiseptic. A few bloody hankies lay forgotten. Shuichi wondered what he had to do…it seemed like this was Yuki's daily ritual…
A scream broke the silence of the night. Shuichi quickly shut the draw and ran to Yuki's room. Wan had sat up in bed and was crying quietly. He went over to him and hugged him close. "What's up, usagi?" he asked using his special nickname for Wan…it meant rabbit. "Did you have a nightmare?"
"I dreamed you were gone daddy…promise me you wont ever go away? Please don't ever leave me, I love you." Wan cuddled up to Shuichi sobbing into his shirt. "A big fish came and ate you up, and then it ate Yuki. It tried to eat me, but I killed it…I didn't kill it in time daddy."
"Of course I won't leave you, Wan-chan." Shuichi looked at his son and smiled. "I promise you if that big fish comes again, you and me will kill it together ok? Oh and Yuki too…the best thing to do when you have a nightmare is, imagine what would happen after wards…you could kill the fish and meet a god who could bring us back to life and we could live happily ever after." Wan looked at his father big eyed and then nodded, his fright wearing off. "Yeah! And then we could kill more big fish and live on a nice island forever and ever. I love you daddy! You're the best!" he kissed his father on the forehead and hugged him.
"We have to go home now Wan…and I have to get work early ok?" Shuichi picked him up and turned to see Yuki, standing there in his robe. He looked him up and down and said. "Well, Shuichi, looks like you've gotten a bit more intelligent…nice bit of wisdom that, about nightmares, guess I'll use it myself! See you close the door on your way out, it locks by itself."
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Nightmares? What nightmares did Yuki have?
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A/N: ok, I need to get Shuichi to stop screaming in my ear. (Pulls K's gun out and shoves into Shuichi's mouth.) God why can't he behave, I can't believe I'm making him out to be so mature…I just thought everyone had to grow up someday! I don't think Shuichi ever will. Handcuffs Shuichi and throws him into the dungeons! Yes! Yuki is all mine! (Evil laughs mwuahahahaha)
Taka.