(I hope you like this chapter...and to those whocouldn'tthink of who the blue haired pink eyes girl was you'll be kicking your own ass. It was so easy. UM...something else besides me saying I don't own the yuyu gang...oh yeah if any boys do read this...it can get into the curse of all women...just wanted to warn those people out there. I don't like many surprises, and I don't think that's a good type of surprise for guys. So I know I'm babbling now sorry enjoy the chapter.)
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Chapter six
"Botan (Told you it was easy.)what was that about?" Yusuke asked her. She just stared at me. "I know I'm scary but did you have to scream? It's not like I just jumped out of a horror movie, or like I'm chasing you around with a butcher's knife trying to kill you. But if you want me to I will?" I said coldly.
She shook her head. "Good I don't want to kill you right now...though if you keep staring at me I'll kill you no the less." She went over to the girls and introduced herself. I was going towards the hallway feeling a little faint. All of a sudden I fall to my knees. "You okay Phoenix?" Shadow asked me. "Quit worrying Shadow I'll be fine!" I said trying to get up leaning on the wall to get to my feet. I then felt some place their arm around my waist helping me up. I looked at the person to see Kurama helping me up. "I'm fine!" I growled. "NO you're stubborn...and paler then you were yesterday." Kurama stated.
"Good I hate having color in my skin." I said pushing Kurama away from me. I ended up leaning against the wall again. "You're sick." Kurama said looking at me. "Tell me how and I might just say thank you." I said holding my stomach. "Sick as in puking sick?" Kuwabara asked him. "Yeah...she's colder then ice." I shrugged, "Who cares." I said starting to walk towards the hallway again.
But I ended up falling again. "Let us help." Kurama said helping me up. "I don't need it...I need to be alone!" I growled again. "No you need medicine...and to be in bed!" Shadow snapped picking me up bridally. "I gonna kick your ass! Just wait...Your ass is gonna be dead!" I screamed trying to push him away from me as Kuwabara started laughing. I tried to conjure fire, but I was too weak. "I hope you all fucking burn in HELL on the seventh level!"
Shadow soon reached our room Kurama behind him. He laid me on the bed, and told me to calm down. "Fuck you!" I said spitting on him. He smacked me in the face. "Fuck you sideways!" I screamed spitting on him again. He smacked me again, "Shut the fuck up!" I growled at him, "I hope Satan fucks you up the ass!"
"Shut the hell up, or I'll make sure you go to Hell!" I smiled, "Good you'll just give me what I want more then anything! That's very good I want to die!" I screamed at him as the others came to the door. "Fine I'll make sure you live in a cell for the rest of your unnatural life." I shrugged. "Either way as long as I'm a way from all of you." I said coldly. "You don't mean that." I smirked, "I meant every fucking unnatural word that came from my unnatural mouth. You're a no good fucker who can't stop nagging for one fucking day!"
Shadow was shocked. "I don't care what you say...I'm still your friend, okay bitch? I put up with more shit from you then a lot of people do, and I'm still by your side...I'm the only person who's ever been by your side...besides those assassins. So how about you shut the fuck up." That did it. I sat there quiet pissed off as the heat in the room rose. "What's goin' on?" Yusuke asked.
"She's pissed...the temp. goes up like this when she's pissed." Paige stated. "Now we're goin' to help you...then we're goin' to get you a soul." I began fighting again when he said that. "Fuck you! I don't need no mother fucking soul!" I screamed trying to get off the bed to run, but Shadow held me down. "Kurama get her to stay still!" I had just punched Shadow in the nose. "I hate you all! God I hate you all! Leave me the fuck alone fox boy!" I screamed kicking him in the jaw.
"You're getting a soul! Like it or not everyone needs one." Shadow said over my ranting. "Fuck all of you!" I screamed fighting trying to get away from them all. Soon Kurama got me to stay still, but not by choice. He knocked me out.
When I woke up Shadow was lying beside me again holding me close. It was in the middle of the night. I wasn't facing Shadow this time. "You feeling okay?" I heard Shadow ask. "Hurt but other then that I still hate you all." I stated coldly. "Well we weren't going to put a soul in you after the fight we had with you...not yet anyway." Doesn't change a thing, I thought. "I'm sorry we had to do that Rin...but you weren't giving us any choice. And you are giving me no choice but to make them give you a soul. You never wished to die around me before, and I'm not goin to let you." I rolled my eyes, "I'll hate you even after it...SO just shut the fuck up, and let me sleep." I closed my eyes. I then felt Shadow get out of the bed, and go to the bathroom. Once he was in the bathroom, and couldn't watch me I got up and went to the balcony.
No I wasn't going to jump, and run away...but I wanted to. I just didn't have the time. Shadow came out of the bathroom and found me on the balcony. He came over and stood beside me. I sighed, "Why is it so important to have a soul?" I looked over to the garden and tried to understand things. "Because the things you feel will most defiantly put you in the Nether land...and I don't really want that for you." I looked at Shadow, "Why do you care...I've never been nice to you." I stated coldly.
"Because...Now's not the time to tell you." Shadow turned and started to walk back into the room when I understood what he was trying to say. "Are you saying you love me?" He stopped in his tracks. He turned to look at me. "How would you know?" He asked me coldly. "I've studied the way humans act when trying to tell the other...you forget I am a very observing assassin." He nodded. I walked past him into the room, and to my corner. "NO...you're still sick you should sleep in the bed." Shadow said before I could even sit down. "I'm not lying in a bed with you." I stated. "Well you're not sleeping over there." He came over to me, and picked me up. "Shadow I don't want to get pissed again. Just let me sleep where I want if you're goin' to make me have a soul!" I said loudly. "No even if you are cold most the time...when you're sick you should stay warm." I sighed. This man was hard to work with at times.
"Fine...Just for the sake of not burning this place down." I stated as he laid me on the bed. He got on the other side and laid down beside me. I turned towards the balcony to find him facing me. "Why do you like to torture me so...I tell you I don't need a soul, and you say I do. I tell you to leave me a lone, and you don't. Why?" He smiled, "Because I care." I didn't know how to take that, or the fact he was trying to tell me he loved me. Before I could ask something more Shadow gave me a small kiss, and turned over to sleep. "I do love you Phoenix." I just turned from him and went back to sleep.
The next time I woke up was to the sound of voices out side my bedroom door. Shadow wasn't in the room. I got up, and opened the door. It was Shadow and Kurama. "What the Hell! God a girl can't get sleep around here." I then turned slamming the door behind me, and getting back in bed feeling worse then ever. They then came in to check on me. "You feeling okay?" Oh God just shoot me now! Hiei then came to the door. "Do you always ask such obvious questions?" I smiled weakly. The telepath spoke my mind. "Can I not get any peace and quiet! No I don't feel good...matter of fact I'm in pain, and I'm starving. And who in the hell rang the asshole bell...who called for you?" I asked Hiei.
He growled at me then left the room. "Well you haven't eaten in two days so of course you should be hungry. But for the pain...I can't explain." I rolled my eyes, "I can give you two different reasons...but I think I won't." Shadow got my drift. "Oh...okay...Kurama go get her something to eat, and some pain killers, would ya?" He nodded, and walked out of the room. I got up, and went to the bathroom. "I hate being a live." I actually hated being a woman. The monthly curse decided to come early this time. "God I hate knowing your little secretes...I'm goin' to go get Botan okay?"
"Whatever!" I screamed doing what I could do so I wouldn't bleed on my self. For me this just made things worse on me. A second later I heard the perky voice of Botan. "Shadow said you needed me." I rolled my eyes, "Not really you...I need a tampon or a pad."
"Oh...okay hold on."
"Botan!"
"Yes?"
"Don't let the guys see it...I mean I don't really like other people knowing." I heard her giggle, "Who does?" I then heard my bedroom door shut. "God help me." I can't feel embarrassed because of my lack of a soul, but if I did have one right then and there I would have been so embarrassed. I couple minutes later I heard my bedroom door open and close. "Botan?"
"You don't mind them being pads do you?" I sighed, "No...Wait your giving me a pack?" I asked her. "Yeah." She slightly opened the door, and I grabbed them quickly. "Thanks." I said coldly. "You're welcome." She then shut the door, and walked out of my bedroom.
Well I did what I had to do, and went back to bed. One half of my pain was because of the womanly curse, the other half was because I was sick. I knew they were right yesterday, but I didn't want help. I wanted to be by myself, and take of it like I always did; hiding in a dark but warm room. A couple minutes later Shadow came back in. "Are you feeling a little better?" He asked me. "Yeah...I think. Why didn't you let me take care of myself like I usually do?" I asked him. "Because you could stumble into a room that you aren't suppose to enter." I understood that, but it just made me so angry yesterday!
"You didn't mean it yesterday...I know you didn't." I looked at Shadow. "You never do...I told the guys you didn't really mean any of it...from there they thought whatever they wanted." I smirked, "Leave it up to you to spoil all the torture." I always played with people's heads, and let them believe what they wanted; but sometimes Shadow would just tell them I didn't mean it and they would think I was a good girl after that till I proved them wrong again. Kurama came in the door way with a tray of food, "You aren't going to throw this at me are you?" He asked that playfully before letting Shadow take it from him, and giving it to me. I grabbed the orange juice he gave me, and threw it at him.
"Now...Why would I ever do that?" I asked him. At first he looked upset, but then he started to laugh. "Just like the first day." He said in between laughs. I looked at him weird. I didn't know what to think there. "Okay...I'm goin' to eat now stay...leave do whatever." I said. Shadow stayed, but Kurama decided to leave. It was silent while I ate, and I hated it. About half way through my meal I couldn't take it anymore. "Please can you stop staring, or if you're goin' to at least say something." He looked away for a moment. "Koenma is looking for some type of spell to give you a soul." I closed my eyes. "That wasn't what I had in mind...can we talk about something else for once?" I asked him trying to remain calm. "Okay...What do you want to talk about?" I shook my head, "Forget it...Talk about what you want." I couldn't eat anymore, and I wanted to be in a dark room. This white was blinding me.
"Is there anyway to tone the bright room down? Or is there a dark room I can hide in?" I asked Shadow. "I'll try to see if the others might be able to help." I nodded as he left the room. I grabbed the pain killer pills that were on the tray, and went to the bathroom. I put the pills in my mouth, and took a sip of water from the faucet. I looked up into the mirror to see my eyes were glowing. "What the Hell?" I shook my head, and went back to bed. Shadow came back, "Kurama said you could stay in his room until you feel better." I nodded. "Can I change first?" He nodded.
I went to my bag of clothes and pulled out a pair of pajamas. Black with stars and moons all over the shirt and pants. I walked into the bathroom, and changed. I then walked out. "Why are you changing into those?" Shadow asked. "Because their comfortable and I'm goin' to be lying around all day." He nodded as I stumbled over to him. I about fell right there a foot away from him, but he caught me. "You really must not be feeling good." I shook my head, but something hit me. "Oh god what about my pads?" I asked him. "We could warn Kurama about what's goin' on...but that's if you want to." It would be the right thing to do, but who always did the right thing. Though if I did remember correctly the file did say that Kurama had Yoku Kurama's soul in him, I thought. .
"Yeah we might as well. But it would be odd if Kurama didn't know by now." I stated. "You go ahead sit back down, and I'll find a way of telling him with out the others listening." I nodded. Went back to the bed and lied down. All this light was making me dizzy. I felt horrible. I shut my eyes to drown out the harsh light only to have to open them because Shadow was already back with Kurama.
"She just didn't want to surprise you." I heard Shadow say at the door. "Oh, it's quit alright...I'm glad you at least told me. I really don't like surprises." I knew what he meant. I looked at the door as Shadow opened the door. "I heard." I said before he could even open his mouth. "Okay...I'll get them for you while Kurama takes you to his room." I nodded, and got off the bed. "DO you think its okay for her to walk? I mean look at her Shadow she can barely even stand on her own two feet." I looked at Shadow, "If I do end up falling, or hurting myself I think Kurama would come running to you." I stated walking weakly to the door. "She's right...I don't think you're the type of guy to just leave her there days on end." Kurama nodded.
"I'm glad you trust me that much." He said smiling at me. "Smile at me again, and I'll rip that mouth of yours off. I'm not in the mood." I stated walking past him. "I understand." He said as we began to walk down the hallway.
Five minutes later we were at his room. He opened the door, and let me in. I walked past him, and looked around. It would do just fine, I thought. The room was painted a dark forest green, the carpeting was black; it reminded me of the forest when the sky held a new moon. "Why forest green?" I asked him going over to a corner. "It felt right...kinda reminded me of some things." I shrugged, and slumped down to the floor as Shadow came in. "Thanks Kurama...you can take our room for now if you want." Kurama nodded, "Thank you...I hope this is good enough." Shadow smiled and said it was. "I'll leave you alone now." Kurama said walking out the door. "He is very kind." I shrugged from where I was. "I won't sleep in here with you okay?" I nodded, "I don't care as long as it stays dark." He nodded, "You need to be in the bed." I shrugged. "Get in bed." I shook my head, "The corner is my bed." I stated.
"Don't make me put you in the bed like yesterday." I glared at him, "You can try, but I'll do the same thing I did yesterday." He growled, but this didn't hold just anger. "Fine as long as you leave I'll get in bed." He nodded. I got up, and got in the bed. He then left with out saying a word.
Once he shut the door I went back to the corner, and fell a sleep.
The next time I woke up it was because of a pain in my back. I didn't understand what was going on. I had never had back pains. I walked into the bathroom, and did what I had to do. I went to the sink, and washed my hands afterwards. I looked into the mirror to see I was a lot paler then usual. My eyes were glowing, and there were no lights on to cause them to look the way they did. I didn't feel warm, but I didn't feel cold either. I shrugged it off, and went to the bed.
For a change I wanted to be in a bed. It was weird, but I didn't care. I just didn't want to be in pain. I was used to being in pain, but this pain...this pain was different. It felt like someone was ripping my insides out. I wanted to scream, but I fought the urge to. I need the pain to go away. There was a knock on the door. "Phoenix, are you up?" It was one of the guys. "Who wants to know?" I asked getting out of the bed. "It's me Yusuke...Shadow asked me to check on you." Yusuke said opening to door.
The light hit me hard. "Shut that fucking door!" I screamed. He came in, and shut the door quickly. I walked over to my corner. "You okay?" I hissed at him out of no where. "I don't think so." I was creeping Yusuke out horribly. "I'm goin' to get Shadow to see what's wrong with you." I smirked, "The hell you are." I said causing shadows to darken the walls. "What's up with you!" I smiled at Yusuke. "I like it dark...that's the way it's goin' to be when you're around me! Or does the dark scare you?" I asked him as he looked around to find me. "It's okay Yusuke I'm not goin' to kill you...I just don't want the light to hurt my head." I whispered behind him.
Then the door had to open to ruin my fun. But the weird thing was I climbed up the wall. "What's goin...Shit?" It was Shadow. "I don't feel so good." I told him as the light hit me. I fell to the floor from the roof. The last thing I remember is darkness consuming me.
I woke up on Kurama's bed Shadow by my side. "You are one strange girl." He stated smiling at me. I sat up, "What happened?" I asked rubbing my head. "I interrupted your encounter with Yusuke...you climbed up to the roof, but soon fell to the floor weak. It's every odd you've never done this before...and you grew wings while you were out." I thought for a moment. "After effects of his energy in my body...bad thing is the wings will stay with me. But besides that everything else will go away." I stated. Shadow nodded, "But the question is, is can you withdraw your wings into your body?" I put my mind to it and tried. It was painful, but they withdrew. "Okay that works." I nodded.
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