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Vermilion

"Ron! What are you doing?" Hermione asked in disbelief.

"Are you under Imperious or something?" Hermione asked

"Hahaha Hermione I really had you there for a second" Ron said nervously.

"What are you doing in the Heads corridors anyway!"

"I came because I wanted to ask you something."

"Well what is it?" Hermione asked feeling weird and uncomfortable.

"Well we've been friends now for over six years and I was wondering if you'd be my date to Hogsmede this weekend" Ron said blushing.

"Ronald Weasley if you think I'll go on a date with you after you almost gave me a heart attack forget it!"

"But Hermione!"

"Look Ron, I'll think about it OK?" Hermione then turned and walked away fast headed to the moaning mrtlye's bathroom.

"Oh what do you want? Come to make fun of me I'm sure! Poke fun at the see through girl!"

"I'll be just a minute!" Hermione said hurrying into a stall.

"Blasted white shirt! I'll feel better in just a second!" Hermione got the razor out of her jean pocket and began to cut herself she only allowed one tear to slip down her face. The truth was Hermione knew she could love Draco Malfoy but wouldn't allow herself to because of what happened over the summer. She dwelled on how different her life was now since last year.

"Why cant I just have a normal life and not be the daughter of a goddess wait if I am then how could she allow something like this to happen? Grrr I don't understand."

Hermione thought to herself.

"Oh my gods! She probably answered me because I am her daughter…ERIS! COME HERE NOW!"

Soon the stall whipped open "Well you don't have to be so fucking rude about it! What do you need?"

"Why would you let me get raped? Why did you make me live with the Grangers if you are my real family? Who the fuck is my father and why on earth would you just let me go through so much hurt what kind of mother are you!"

"Well first of all Hermionerisa dear," "DON'T CALL ME THAT!" Hermione screamed shaking with rage.

"Fine, well first off HERMIONE dear, I as a goddess cannot control a lot of things that happen in your life or it would mess up the pattern your life already has, besides I didn't know I'm not Zeus or anything! Secondly as I did one thousand years ago, I wanted you to have a normal life amongst normal people so you wouldn't act like you were better than everyone else. Thirdly you father is Mars…"

"But mars is the god of war, and one of the most prominent and worshipped gods. In early Roman history he was a god of spring, growth in nature, and fertility, and the protector of cattle. Mars is also mentioned as a chthonic god (earth-god) and this could explain why he became a god of death and finally a god of war at that. He is the son of Jupiter and Juno. According to some sources, Mars is the father of Romulus and Remus by the Vestal Ilia (Rhea Silvia). Because he was the father of these legendary founders of Rome, and thus of the Roman people, the Romans styled themselves 'sons of Mars'…."

"yes yes Hermione I know! You don't have to give me the textbook one who he is I could write that myself thank you!"

"But why on earth would you marry someone like… never mind, war and chaos continue"

"Look, don't cut yourself anymore it wont do you any good it's a bad coping method and I never claimed I was the best mother in the world. You are the one who put that silly spell on yourself to be reincarnated until you and Draconis finally got to be together. Why couldn't ya'll just come up there like the rest of us?"

"Up where? Heaven?" Hermione broke out into a hysterical laugh then suddenly stopped.

"How in the hell am I supposed to know huh? I can't REMEMBER, REMEMBER?"

"Oh yea sorry, anyway I was in the middle of something can I go now?"

"No tell, me something, will me and Draco be together?"

"Yes it is inevitable so you might as well give in, oh yea try doing things to make him notice you, you guys did always compete a lot."

"Fine bye!" Eris didn't say another word to Hermione she just left. Hermione decided to go up stairs and do more reading she fell asleep on the couch.

Draco woke up the next morning and saw Hermione on the couch. She woke up to the site of him staring at her arm.

"What the fuck do you want Malfoy?"

"Gods Hermione why did you do that?" "Do what exactly?" Hermione asked innocently.

"Why did you cut yourself?" "Because I wanted to now shove off!" Hermione went into the bathroom to take a shower.

In the great hall she really didn't feel chatty so she decided to sit at the end of the gryffindor table. Anna Carbon a 5th year said to her "Don't you belong at the Slytherin table? I mean look at you black lipstick pale face, skirt so short black no doubt that cant even be seen under your robes? And a dog collar on your neck" Hermione was barely listening she was watching Draco being attacked be pansy Parkinson kissing him all over his neck. Competition time Hermione thought to herself.

"Do you want to discuss this outside bitch!" Hermione said eyeing her.

"Fine" Anna, said not wanting to back down from a fight.

Once in the hallway Hermione smiled and leaned over and kissed the girl.

"What are you doing granger?"

"Why? You don't like it? I thought you were ya know… on the left wing"

"Its not that it's just." Hermione shut her up with another kiss and began playing with the girl's nipple under her robes and shirt the girl let out a soft moan and whisper her name.

So many emotions were ripping through Hermione she never thought she'd act on her impulse of liking girls but hey this was the new her right? She could do whatever she wanted.

"Follow me" Hermione, said trying to stay in control. She led her to the astronomy tower.

"Do you like my hands Anna? What about my fingers?" Hermione said with a grin then attacked the girl. Thirty minutes later Hermione got up and walked away without saying a word.

"Hermione… wait… where are you going?" "To class, sorry Anna we just wouldn't work out." Hermione gave her one last 'you know I'm smiling fake" smile and left.

Later that day in her common room she was bored so got up and went into her room to find some 'I'm on the prowl' clothing. She decided on her favorite skin tight black shirt that exposed her navel that read ironically 'Rape me' and a dog collar with a diamond studded chain that stopped right in front of her private area. With it she wore a black skirt that was 8 inches and it had skull in crossbones on the front she also wore black pumps that were only connected by a thin black string looped over her index toe connecting to her ankle to twist half way up her legs. She also wore snake earrings with diamonds on them. "Time to go hunting" she said to herself.

She decided she wanted to find a slytherin she spotted Blaise Zambini on the way to the dungeons "Hi Blaise"

"Hi Mudblood"

"Wanna play a game?"

Blaise was looking her up and down it was after hours so she didn't have to have on a robe.

"What game?"

"Hide and seek, a part of me is warm wet and slippery and my clothes are hiding it why don't you follow me and seek It." she smiled

Draco was in his room thinking about the one and only Hermione listening to music.

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
the song that no one sings
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't - No
I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)(x3)

I won't let this build up inside of me(x2)

She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)

Draco heard a noise in the common room and got up to see what it was.

Blaise followed her. Once in her common room she pushed him down on the couch and decided to get on his lap and make out with him she unbuckled his pants and started to use her hand on him. Just then Draco walked into common room "Granger what the hell is going on!"

Hermione got up and smiled "BLAISE!…"

A/N-

OK OK I know really hate this story now but I'm sorry I really like this chapter once again tell me if you like it or hate it and what needs to be fixed also, What do you think will happen next? Also I'm taking a poll that thinks Ron is up to no good?

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