Angel spent days trying to find Buffy. She'd just disappeared. He felt horrible. If anything happened to Buffy it would be his fault. He'd spoken to the gang and they all said the same thing. They hadn't seem her since the morning she'd left. She hadn't even called Oz. Right now the man would not talk to Angel. No reason he should, I'm the reason his little sister is missing.

Angel threw himself on his bed, the bed he'd shared with Buffy for two weeks before she left. Buffy where are you honey? I miss you. Come back to me. His mind called out.

There was a knock on the door. "Come in."

Angel looked up when the door opened. "Buffy!" He said standing and running to her. He picked her up and hugged her tightly against himself.

"I heard you were looking for me." Buffy said looking down at the floor when Angel placed her back on her feet.

"God Buffy, where did you go? I searched everywhere for you." He said to her.

"I…I didn't think you wanted me around anymore. It's my fault that Kathy… I've caused you so much pain and problems, I just thought it'd be better for me to leave. I thought that's what you wanted." She told him, still looking down at the floor.

"No god Buffy…I just…I'm so sorry for the way I treated you at the hospital, I should have said something, I should have stopped you. I just…I was so worried about Kathy. I… god Buffy none of this is your fault, I don't blame you…I just didn't know what to do. My little sister was in some hospital room, cuts in her arm…she tried to…I couldn't think. I was stupid and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry if you thought I didn't want you around baby. I would never, NOT want you around me. I love you baby. I love you so much." He said, tears freely running down his cheeks. "I'm so sorry Buffy." He said falling to his knees. He leaned over and grabbed her, laying his head on Buffy's stomach.

"Shh Angel. It's okay, she's okay. We're all okay." She said running her hand through his hair.

Angel calmed a little and looked up at her face. "I'm sorry."

Buffy pulled him up and looked him in the eye. "There's nothing to be sorry for. I'm sorry. I should have stayed, you needed me." She said hugging him.

"I love you." He said kissing her softly. The kiss soon turned into a passionate need to feel each other. "God Buffy I love you so much."

He said between kisses.

"I love you. Angel. Please." She said as they moved closer to the bed. Angel's knees hit the bed and they fall on the bed.

Buffy climbed on top and continued kissing him. She moved from his lips to his chin to his neck and sucked on his skin there.

"Buffy. Maybe." He tried to get out, but Buffy's lips on his stopped anything he might have been saying.

Angel flipped them over so that he was on top. He moved from her lips to her earlobes to her neck.

"Angel. Please. Don't stop." She said panting.

Angel pulled away and looked at her in the eyes. "Buffy maybe we shouldn't. I don't want to make you…"

"Please Angel. I want this, I've wanted this for so long. I'm done taking it slow." She said pulling him down for another kiss.

Angel left her lips and traveled down her neck, sucking on the delicate flesh there.

Buffy had been with other men before and never had she felt this…this overwhelming sense of passion, need and love.

"I love you." She moaned out.

"I love you."

Buffy and Angel in bed holding on another. "Ummm… that was…amazing." Buffy moaned as she kissed his chest.

"Yeah that really was." Angel agreed running his hand through her hair.

Buffy yawned softly. "I'm tired now." She said with a giggle.

"Take a nap, when we wake I'll make dinner in bed." He told her.

"I love the way you think." She said with a smile.

AN: Hey guys I wrote a ADULT version to this so if you want to read it let me know. Because of the ratings I can't post it here. Email me and let me know.