Warnings: Yaoi (boy x boy) Language, encounters of a sexual nature and whatever else I want to throw in later. This is really not a fic for the homophobic minor, know what I mean? So if your can't rent porn and buy your own cigarettes leave now. . You have been warned. (Specific warning on the top of each chapter)
Props: Ummm...I claim no rights to World War II or any movies about it! None! Though I did pick out which war to use in the movie by re-reading ThreeAlls TT.TT Such a great fic! -sobs- Damn religious misunderstandings! IT SAID ADAM AND STEVE! -walks off crying- Sorry I forgot who wrote it so I can't tell ya, but whoever it is...I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!
Disclaimer: ... -- As if you don't know.
Pairings: Sasunaru, Kakashi/Iruka, (slight)Kiba/Hinata, the others will be revealed throughout the story.
Stuff for this chapter: Bad Language, Depressed Ukes and Kakashi! (You should always warn people when Kakashi will show, especially Maskless -droolz-)
A/N: Okay, this is my apology for the incredibly late update, it got pretty hectic there for a while. My little sister had her baby two months early by an emergency C-section, she had a beautiful baby girl, her name is Caden Marie. -proud sister/aunt- Anyways yeah, so I had to go stay with her and Caden for a while to help her convalesce. I couldn't get near the net while I was there so I couldn't update, don't hate me! -ducks flying garbage- So to make it up to you all I will put up two chapters! That's good right!
Unfortunately...or fortunately if you're an optimist,we're getting down tothe last four chapters! Anyways I love you all, I am almost sorry to finish it! -sobs- well Have a happy read!
Yours,
DOA -chu!-
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Carpe Jugulum! (Seize the Throat)
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Over the course of around 3 weeks since Naruto had experience more everything from embarrassment, to arousal and hatred and a fluttering feeling he hadn't wanted to name. He'd seen everything that was once in black and white in shades of grey and sparks of color. He'd looked at another boy, felt another boy, and not been disgusted. Naruto had never done so much in so little time. And he owed it all to Sasuke.
Though right now he wanted to kill him.
Naruto yawned for almost the 10th time that morning as he dragged his heavy feet up the stairs from exiting the train. Naruto was exhausted, he'd been up until 3 in the morning waiting for Sasuke, but there was nothing, not a word, not a call, not even one of those stupid notes he always wrote. He'd finally lay down and attempted a angry sleep but ended up simply glaring at his alarm clock until 5 in the morning. Finally he fell asleep thinking his bed was much too big and his apartment much too quiet, only to be awoken 2 hours later by the alarm clock.
He knew he was being stupid, it had only been one day, it was completely stupid to flip out after only one day...but he also couldn't help the feeling gnawing at his insides like a hungry animal...he missed Sasuke. On top of that he was going to be late to school, he hadn't set his alarm clock in a while because Sasuke woke him up, so he forgot to set it last night. He'd thought about not going, but it made him sound too much like a heartbroken girl. Ultimately he decided to forgo ditching, besides at the rate he was going, he wouldn't ever graduate.
He made it to the school just after lunch break and cursed, he was going to get his ass kicked by Iruka and Tsunade. The woman would probably make good on her threat to walk him to class too. Cursing his luck/curse for having such caring/obsessed guardians he pushed open the double doors, entering the empty hall. His mind was spinning with the cycle of feelings and thoughts, all centered around a certain raven-haired boy. If Sasuke was in the class he could confront him, ask him why he hadn't come over. Of course one answer the boy could give was twisting inside Narutos heart making the boy feel ill...If all he'd wanted was sex...Naruto didn't know what he would do. He would get pissed, but probably more so at himself than they Uchiha, because he fell for it. Kami-sama he hoped that wasn't the case.
Entering the room of his 5th hour class, physical Education with Gai-sensei, he saw everyone already dressed out. Scanning the locker room he noted the absence of the spike Uchiha-do. HE wasn't sure if he was relieved or what. However his was jerked from his thoughts as Kiba reached out, flinging an arm over his shoulders as he spoke, still shirtless as he hadn't finished getting dressed.
"I know who you're looking for, Uchiha isn't here today either dude."
From beside them in his street clothes (P.E. is too tiresome) Shikamaru spoke up, "So he really ditched you huh?"
Naruto refused to show how that comment pissed him off.
"Who cares? He was just a stuck up asshole anyways."
He moved to his locker and twisted the combination lock trying to ignore the stares that were burning holes in his back, from his friends.
Naruto carried on the day as usual, well...sort of usual, if felt weird not having a pervert to fend off. Iruka-sensei must have felt that way too, Kakashi-sensei was gone for today, sick or something, the brunette seemed almost bored now. Naruto could relate. He didn't even get yelled at for his truancy for the first half of the day, at least not from Iruka though Kurenai-sensei looked murderous. After class he'd gotten a full lecture about graduating and not tacking this seriously. Thankfully he'd gotten out of detention by stooping low enough to use Sasuke leaving him as an excuse. Kurenai looked uncomfortable at the mention of the school open gay couple, but said she would allow it for now but not again.
Thankfully Kiba had been trying to con a date out of a very flustered Hinata while Naruto had been talking so didn't hear. However Naruto feared for Kibas health if he didn't lay off Nejijs cousin, the white eyed boy looked furious as he sent death glares from the corner of the emptying classroom.
They finally made it to Asmua-sensei's class and took their seats only to get a toothy grin from the teacher. The toothpick he was always chewing on in place of a cigarette (at least while in school) staying in place even as he spoke.
"Take out your notebooks, were going to watch a movie, I want each of you to write 10 things you learned from the video and turn it in at the end of class."
Shikamaru smiled to himself laying his head down as Chouji prepared to take the notes for and Shika. Kiba leaned back, boredom already apparent on the canine like features. Naruto fumbled in his bag and pulled out his notebook opening to a random sheet, ready to write down the first 10 things he heard from the movie so he could the rest of the time. The movie was about the World War II, there wasn't enough blood and fighting to make it interesting but too much talking and bombs sounds to make it good sleeping atmosphere.
Thankfully Naruto was saved from dying of boredom as Kiba slipped a piece of paper over his shoulder. Unfolding the note he opened it to see a giant picture of Kiba (very crudely drawn) grinning and a question written along the bottom.
'So who was the catcher you or pretty boy?'
Feeling a vein throb in his forehead he crumbled the note and turned the page from his work and drew and possibly even cruder picture of himself flipping Kiba off and scribbled on the bottom.
'Why do you want to know pervert?'
Tossing it back over his shoulder he heard Kiba scoff and felt him flick the back of his head. Remembering to hurt him for that when they wouldn't get attacked by Asume-sensei Naruto caught the noted flung back over his shoulder.
'You then huh? Figures you would be the girl, you do have a girly figure.'
Biting his lips to keep the anger in check Naruto flipped to a new page and scribbled down his reply.
'At least I have an excuse for my look, what's yours? Your mom know your cousin too well or something?'
To add spice to this note Naruto grabbed his eraser and put it in the note, folding it so it would stay and tossed it over his shoulder. He smiled when he heard a curse and tale-tale smack as it hit the dog-boy in the face. A moment later it sailed back onto his desk.
'You're an asshole dude.'
Naruto laughed and shrugged turning to a new page to continue their notes. However he paused as he saw someone had already written on this page. And it wasn't him. Leaning a little closer to the page to read the writing through the dark, Naruto noticed the rather pretty handwriting immediately.
'Naruto.
This was a shitty way to do this, I know and I'm sorry. I just knew I wouldn't be able to say it to your face so I hope this will do.
I was asked to come back to the states, and accepted.
I'm sorry, I know that probably won't help anything, and it's okay if you don't ever want to see me again. Actually it's probably better, because I don't suspect we'll be meeting again. I had hoped to spend more time with you but it's probably best this way.
I am glad to have had the chance to meet you, Uzumaki Naruto.
Yours Truly,
Uchiha Sasuke.
After he read it Naruto blinked and re-read it but no matter how many times he absorbed the words and sentences it all connected in his brain to mean the same thing. Sasuke was gone. He leaned back in his seat and stared at the paper not even seeing the note anymore, not seeing his desk or the ugly orange and brown carpet that was on basically every floor of the school.
It wasn't like he hadn't seen this coming, he'd just really hoped it was otherwise...He'd been played. By a boy! Naruto had been fed some stupid lines and bought them all, god he was so disappointed with himself. The loathing feeling twisted inside him, melding with the hurt of it being true. He couldn't even properly hate himself for buying into the boys trick all he felt was the same feeling of being alone that he'd felt before he'd gotten friends and Tsunade and Iruka.
Damn...
Willing himself to swallow down the depression and urge to wilt to the desk and never get up again, Naruto closed the notebook and stared at the movie. Probably confused by his change in posture Kiba didn't even try to keep them note writing up. It was evident from the slump in his shoulders to the droop of his head that Naruto had just gotten really depressed.
The rest of the 45 minute class ended like a blur, it felt like everything around him had sped up, not noticing Narutos depression or not caring. More than likely the latter. His friends had noticed his suddenly change and didn't bug him, only Shika spoke to him, asking if he wanted the boy to turn in his assignment for him. Naruto only shrugged, not trusting his voice, he had this sinking feeling that if he opened his mouth a sob would come out. Depressed or not, he didn't want to cry, not because of this and not in front of his friends. He may not have Sasuke anymore, but he did have his pride..
They left the class with Naruto leading the silent group, he knew his friends were concerned, something he was grateful for, but he really just wanted to go home and shake the feel of Sasuke from his house. The note still in his bag seemed to weigh him down like a boulder on his shoulders making his steps heavy and the effort of walking down the stairs seem semi-godly. There were no plans shouted from the boys behind him, no whispers even of what was wrong with him, they all simply walked, he didn't know if the others were planning to come to his house with him, but he did know he didn't want to be around anyone right now.
Turning and preparing to tell them he appreciated the thought but didn't want the company he paused seeing a familiar form coming down the sidewalk behind them. Smiling and greeting him with a wave the others turned and cocked their heads in confusion.
"Kakashi-sensei?...Weren't you gone today?"
The man reached the group of youths and stopped nodding with his hands in his pockets, a ver Sasuke like stance that pissed Naruto off.
"Yup, I had to make sure of something today." Looking to Naruto he spoke sounding slightly more serious. "Naruto can I have a word?"
Noting the stare he was receiving Naruto reluctantly nodded, he didn't really want to be with this man, there was too much Sasukeness about him. Saying bye to his friends he followed Kakashi as the man walked him to a sleek black car.
Naruto looked up at the tall man, "You can't buy this on a teachers salary."
Shrugging and pulling out keys he smiled, "I've been a teacher for a while, the money accumulates."
Naruto didn't buy it but got in feeling small in the roomy inside and plush leather seat. Kakashi got in and Naruto watched him suspiciously. The silver haired teacher ignored him so Naruto finally decided to speak his question.
"Where are we going?"
"To Sasuke."
Naruto stared, didn't he go back to the states a few days ago! He was still in town! However a moment later he felt a complete emotional swing.
"I don't want to see him!"
Naruto began taking off his seatbelt expecting Kakashi to stop and allow him to leave, but the man didn't, he didn't even pause for a stop sign and coasted through as Naruto noticed they were headed right for the Uchiha mansion.
""You don't?"
Don't sound like we're talking about the weather asshole!
Naruto glared, "Stop the car, I don't want to see him ever again! Let me out damn it!"
Kakashi smiled, "Nope, not until you hear me out. If you do then still want to leave, I may let you."
Naruto weighed his options, He could hear him out, who knows, he may fill Naruto in on why Sasuke did what he did. Or he could demand the car be stopped and leave, never having to think about the Uchiha again.
"...Start talking."
-TBC!-
A/N: I swear I am getting to the end! Sorry I didn't expect this story to be so long XD