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Azabaza- I just really want to see what people think. The most reviews I've ever gotten on anything was…7. And it was an original story on fictionpress
'DJ'DP'HJ'TF'- Thanks. Remember, Ginny took off the locks and everything once she returned. He snuck in while she was still asleep.
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Broken little girl
Sleeping on the bed
Lost little girl
Dreams running
through her head,
The hidden little
boy
Watches the girl he
loves
As she wakes up in a
sweat
And slowly cuts
herself
The hidden little
boy
Feels his heart
shatter
The broken little
girl
Falls back asleep
The hidden little
boy walks from the shadows
And he pets her head
As his tears fall to
the bed
And as he pets her
head
His sleeve rises up
And his own scars
from cutting
Begin to appear…
-IzzyG
Harry walked to the bed and ran his hand through Ginny's hair and he began to cry. He looked at his wrist and saw his scars. The cuts he had made when he was with the Dursleys had been very bad. He was only ten at the time…
-Flashback-
"Potter, cook breakfast, and hurry it up," Uncle Vernon yelled. A ten year old Harry walked around the kitchen cooking. Dudley ran past and shoved his cousin…into the stove top that was burning. He resisted screaming and crying. He just turned it into pure anger and hatred of the family. Harry finished cooking and brought the food to the table. He walked to counter, washed his hands and saw the knife lying in the sink. He picked it up, washed it as well, and hid it in his pockets. Then, he ran to his cupboard. He put it to his wrist and pulled it across the skin. It hurt like hell, but somehow it felt like the red anger flowed out like blood.
-End Flashback-
Now, the one person he cared about was doing it, and it worried him. 'Ginny,' he thought, 'I'm going to help you. I have to…Please, Ginny, don't become addicted like I was…' Ginny stirred and Harry pushed her hair behind her ear and walked away.
-The next morning-
Ginny had just woken up. She sat up and looked to her left. The sun was shining through her window. She kept the blanket over her legs and thought. 'I can't believe I'm playing with Draco like that…' Ginny thought, 'He's truly amazing and I really like him for being so kind, but now that I think about it, I could never love him the way I love Harry. Draco isn't…he just isn't Harry.' Just then, there was a knock on the door. "Come in," Ginny called. Harry walked into her room and sat next her.
"Hey, Gin," he said, "How've you been?"
"Err…fine," Ginny lied.
"Ginny, can I see your shoulder?"
Ginny tensed, 'Did Hermione tell him? I'm going to kill her.' She thought. "Why?"
"I just want to see something. I care about you, Ginny."
Ginny paused but reluctantly raised her sleeve. Her sight began to blur slightly. She looked away from Harry. Harry saw a tear fall to the bed.
"No, Ginny, don't cry. I'm not mad. I saw you make this one last night," he said pointing to the most recent mark. "I just wanted to make sure that it wasn't bad."
"I'm fine, Harry. Just get out and leave me alone."
"Ginny, please don't be like that. I love you and I always will."
"I love you too, Harry. But we can't be together. I'm…with Draco now."
"Ginny…I love you. You do what you want, just be careful when you cut. Never try it on your wrist like I did." Harry put out his hand and showed her his wrist.
"Harry…I never knew…"
"No one does, Gin. It's my secret and I put myself as secret keeper of it. You can't tell anyone, only I can." Harry walked out of the room and Ginny moved to the corner of her bed. Her bed sat in the corner so Ginny could cuddle into it. 'Why did I do that? I love him, not Draco. I can't believe I made this mistake. I have to get rid of Draco. No, I can't. He loves me. I'll…live with it for now. I know my fate in the end…death…'
-With Harry-
'I wonder if Hermione knows. I bet she does. Ginny won't get worse,' Harry thought. He denied this to himself. 'She's a smart girl. I love her, and she knows that.' Harry walked back outside and decided to apparate to Hermione's house. He knocked on the door and Hermione answered. "I need to talk to you," he said.
"What's wrong, Harry?" Hermione said.
"It's Ginny, she's cutting."
Hermione froze, Harry knows? "I know that, she promised she'd stop. She's fine."
"Hermione, she hasn't stopped. I saw her do it last night, she's not fine."
"Harry, when I was growing up, thinking I was a muggle mind you, I knew plenty of girls that cut themselves."
"I realize that, Hermione. Ginny is different, she isn't like most girls that want attention. She's the type that doesn't tell anyone. She's got 6 brothers to live up to, you for a best friend, me for an ex-boyfriend and Draco Malfoy for a current one!"
"What do you mean Draco? She hasn't seen him since she was in school."
"She became a Death Eater, remember? He was there too."
"Oh, Harry, what is Ron going to say? He's going to kill her and you know it! We have to make sure she's alright."
"That's why I came here, silly. I'm worried about her, I don't want to lose her."
-With Ginny-
'No, I'm better than that. Besides, I don't love Harry, I love Draco. He's so...amazing...' Ginny thought. She got up, locked her door and performed her silencing spell. She decided to go meet him. She walked around the old meeting room.
"Hello, Ginny," Draco said as his arm snaked around her waist.
"Hello, Draco," she replied. She turned her head and he was ready to kiss her. She moved and kissed him hard on the mouth. She was a needy as he was. Suddenly, Harry appeared.
"So you weren't lying, huh, Gin?" Ginny turned around.
"Harry, how did you get here?"
"I was invisible, I side apparated. I can see that you and Draco care about eachother a lot. Ginny, I wanted to tell you when I was talking to you, I'm leaving for America tomorrow. I've decided that me, Hermione and Ron need to get away from here. We took our NEWTs early and passed. I won't be back for a while. Good-bye, Ginny." With that said, Harry apparated to Grimauld Place and slept more than usual. He didn't need the sleep, he just...wanted to hide from the world.
Short chapter, read and review! I want at least 35 now, come on, 4?
