Welcome welcome ladies and gents, you've stumbled across my little ficy thingie here! Well, I wont waste your time. Here' the disclaimers and what not:
Pairings: Kai+rei, yuriy+boris, zo+tokako+max (oooooo, love triangles)
Disclaimers: ok people I don't own beyblade nor any of its characters, face it if I did, there'd be A LOT more man on man action in the series, gotta love the yaoi
Summary: Rei dies saving Kai from a deadly bey battle. While Kai drowns his sorrows in empty vodka bottles, Yuriy and Boris watch as the start of a love triangle break the blade breakers apart forever.
Ok…now I know what your thinking 'god this girl has to be a depressing soul' but actually im a very happy person ! I was just watching beyblade one day and listening to a 'my chemical romance' cd, and I started thinking to myself, ' someone should write a fic where all the blade breakers are gay and they die o.o…….' so I started thinking about it and wrote it down! Go me, any way……….
WARNING: this fic contains yaoi (man on man action for you slow ones) and will be rated R for later chapters.
So ……I present to you my very angsty fic!
This story is dedicated to my dearest Anna who got me into beyblade in the first place, I love ya girl!
' blah blah…' thinking
" blah blah" +regular conversation
woooooo- flash backs
(Normal P.O.V)
His back leant heavily against the recently slammed door. "Kai! Come out and talk to us at least! Were your teammates!" he heard Yuriy's worried voice on the other side of the door. Furiously, he picked up one of the empty bottles that littered his room, and slammed it against the door. He heard hurried footsteps, and guessed that the red-haired Russian had fled away. 'Good…' he thought, his mind slurring with a thousand thoughts and feelings. Weakly, his shaky hands whipped up, forcing him to taste the sweet liquid that he undoubtedly longed for. Closing his eyes, he slowly forced the sharp liquid down his throat, leaving a burning sensation on the tip of his tongue and in the back of his throat. Finally re-opening his eyes, he glanced at his nightstand, where a shaded picture rested. Stumbling over all of the empty bottles, the phoenix reached the picture, and looked at it through drunken eyes. There stood his love, smiling softly, the amber eyes seemingly peering into his soul. Dumbfoundedly dropping the bottle, he swayed slightly, remembering the soft look of his kittens amber eyes
Flash back
Kai silently stood against the wall, secretly looking onto his fellow teammate as the young kitten reached his destination of the hilltop. He watched, silently captivated by Reis cat-like demeanor, and ultimately mesmerized by the way the neko-jin's long ebony hair flowed in the wind. Feeling brave, Kai cleared his throat, seeking the attention of the dazed Chinese boy. Rei turned around swiftly, his large amber eyes forming into slits in alarm, but then almost immediately relaxing at the sight of his captain.
"Wow Kai-sama, you startled me there," Rei said, almost in an innocent whisper. Kai smirked, pushing himself off of the wall and joining his innocent neko-jin. "I thought kittens were supposed to have a keen since of hearing…"he muttered. Rei raised an eyebrow,"Whats that got to do with anything?" Kai crossed his arms, "Well, I thought you would have heard me coming up…" Bright red painted Reis feminine cheeks in embarrassment, "Sorry kai-sama, I was lost in thought." "Obviously,"Kai huffed. Rei sighed gently, turning his head to the horizon. Kai's crimson eyes slowly turned, eyeing the gentle white tiger. For some reason, Kai felt relaxed with Rei, and only with Rei. It was a feeling he just couldn't get over, Rei was like his drug, and he just needed more. He'd find himself looking for the kitten every chance he got, needing to know where he was, and if he was safe. 'I cant deny it…Rei just does something to me' he thought closing his eyes gently, 'I think ive gotten more protective over him ever since he battled Boris…but that was three years ago……….and I still find myself staring at him………' Slowly glancing down, he watched as Reis ebony locks flew past his feminine face. Kai's breath was caught in his throat as he watched the tanned beauty, then immediately cursing himself as Reis amber eyes came to meet hit. Quickly glancing away, he sighed, 'DAMN! Why in the hell do I always do that! Stupid kai, stupid stupid-'
"Hey…Kai-sama?" Reis quiet voice broke him of his thoughts. He turned his eyes to once again meet Rei's, a blush slightly appearing on his cheeks from embarrassment. Rei shuffled his feet, looking at the ground and playing with his hands shyly, "Can I ask you a question? I have this problem and I need help…" This stunned Kai. For one, no one had ever come to him with a problem, and the fact that Rei was asking for his help just sent shivers down his spine. And two, he didn't think Rei was capable of having problems or needing help, he thought the kitten was perfect the way he was. In response, Kai raised his eyebrow, now fully paying attention. An elegant blush swept across Reis tanned cheeks as he continued staring at the ground, "W-well…you see…. there's someone I have ….er…. feelings for and…i don't really know how to get it across to them."
Kai felt a pang of jealousy stab his gut. 'Its Mao…I know it is…why am I so disappointed?' "Just tell Mao how you feel Kon, shell understand," he grumbled sharply. "N-no, kai-sama…its not her…" Rei said in a soft whisper. Shivers ran up kais spine gently, causing his to turn fully towards the now completely red kitten. "I-its…er…um…its y-" "Rei, you don't have to explain yourself to me, just tell that person, im sure they'd understand…."Kai said, not wanting to know who it was that had stolen his kittens heart.
Silence gently fell between the two.
Rei sighed gently, and turning to the landscape, gently whispered, "Have you ever cared for someone Kai-sama?"
Hurt slightly, Kai grumbled, remembering his grandfather and the times he spent wasting away at the abbey. Cared for someone? Cared? How could he? 'I've been broken into a million pieces, I couldn't possibly care for anyone else.' Slightly angered, he replied angrily, "I don't think that's any of your business…."
Hurt by the sharp words, Rei winced, frowning gently, "G-gomen…"
Hearing the slight hint of disappointment in Reis voice, he turned to the frowning neko-jin. 'Great…I made him upset, way to go Hiwatari…'
Rei suddenly looked into his eyes, whispering gently, "Can I care for you?"
Kais crimson eyes widened in shock at the smaller boys proclamation. A blush spread wildly across Reis already recovering cheeks, and he looked away. Noticing the awkward silence between them, he turned to leave, "just forget it Kai-sama…." He started to walk away, but was stopped when Kai grabbed his arm gently. Swiftly turning around, Rei's shocked golden orbs studied Kai. Letting his slate bangs fall over his eyes, Kai softly whispered, "Only if I can care for you….".
Rei felt his heart stop and drop to the floor. Kai liked him…Kai actually liked him. 'Maybe not in that way, but still, its some emotion…………..kami-sama im so happy!' Rei screamed mentally. Smiling gently, he touched kai's strong arm, "Of course Kai-sama…" he whispered softly, still blushing gently.
Kais mind reeled with a million thoughts, 'Hn…maybe this is what im feeling towards him…maybe I could care for him…maybe I do and don't realize it………..well…this is new'. He looked up, and gazed into Rei's soft golden eyes, seemingly lost in them for eternity.
End Flashback
Biting the bottom of his lip until it bled, Kai slammed the picture to the floor, watching it shatter into a million pieces. 'You didn't care…you never cared…' he thought angrily, stomping his foot down on the shattered picture. His knees, suddenly feeling weak, gave way from under him, causing the broken phoenix the fall to the floor. Tears brimmed his eyelashes, 'What am I saying…of course you cared…you always cared for me, you're the only one who did…damn you Rei Kon! Why did you have to leave me? WHY!' Slamming his fists to the ground, he let the tears dance down his painted cheeks. "Kitten…." He sobbed into mid air, knowing nothing would hear him. Slowly, he moved the shattered glass, gently picking up the picture as if it would fall into a million pieces. Running his cold hands over it, he slowly stood up, and dumbfoundedly stumbled to the bedroom door, 'I have to see him…….' He thought, grabbing his coat and swinging the door open.
Yuriy sighed sadly as he looked at his koi, "He's never gonna get over it, he'll just keep drinking and puking and driving himself mad in that room." Boris frowned and pulled the worried red-head into his lap, "Don't worry Yuu-koi, Hiwatari's a fighter, he'll get through it with or without our help." Yuriy sighed and snuggled into his arms, " I don't think so…i mean…you'd be this devastated if you lost me, wouldn't you?" "Of course koi!" Boris said. "Then, you'd know what he's going through…poor guy," Yuriy sighed and leant his head on his kois shoulder. Boris leaned against him, sighing as well, 'he's right…I could never imagine what Hiwatari is going through…….'
Suddenly, they both heard stumbling down the stairs. Both boys jumped up as Kai came into the entrance of the hall. "Kai…. are you ok?" Boris whispered worridly. Kai clenched the picture he held in his hand, and stumbled past them, flinging the front door open. "Wait Kai! Where are you going!" Yuriy followed him outside, Boris soon joining the two. Kai just shook his head, taking the last sip of his drink and throwing it to the ground. Yuriy cringed as it shattered on the concrete. Boris sighed, "Don't be stupid Hiwatari, come back inside and we can tlak it out." Kai ignored them, his thoughts fully focused on seeing his kitten's gravesite. Without thinking, he stepped off of the curb and onto the street. "KAI LOOK OUT!" Yuriy screamed, desperately warning Kai to move out of the way of the fast car that was heading his way. Kai turned to the car, and almost as if he were a ghost, turned to his two-schocked team members. "NO!" Yuriy screamed, dashing to push him out of the way, but was stopped as he reached the curb by Boris pulling him protectively into safety.
The sound of screeching tires could be heard for miles. Loud sirens disturbed the quiet night air, flashing their bright red lights against the buildings. And after that, all that could be heard where the screams of on-lookers and the desperate cries of two Russian boys, crying softly into the night air
I SWEAR im not a depressed little author, I just have too much time. Any way, there was chapter one, feel free to review or whatever.
Oh yeah, and for those of you who don't know the Japanese names of the beyblade characters, im here to help you out:
Ray-Rei
Kai-kai (now much eh?)
Tala-Yuriy
Bryan-Boris (funny how they use Bryans Japanese name as the bad guy for the American dub, ha!)
Tyson-Tokako
Max-Max (once again….not too much of a change)
Zeo-Zo (hes in the second series for any of you who forgot)
Mariah-Mao
Oh yeah and kami-sama means god or something like that.
For any other names or anything just email me at id be happy to help!
Review people, I don't write these fics for my health, I write them for you!
Next chapter will be…umm……how do I put this with out sounding perverted? Erg…'Juicy' I guess ; see ya later kiddies!