I'm back! sorry I've been out for... well...a couple of months but I figured since my exams are over id finish this story and get right onto a new one. Maybe not all in one night but I'll work on it for you

Thanks for all the reviews! I was uber excited to see my 14 reviews, gave me the courage to write. I don't think I've had any flamers yet, thank god. But thanks to everyone who reviewed and hopefully youll like this last chapter!

Ha! I find it INCREDIBLY hard to read over my stories. I like one of the reviews I got on my "dirty" chapter: " Don't consider yourself dirty, just gifted". I realised that too, thanks pal. -

onto disclaimer:

Pairings- kai+rei, yuuri+boris, zo+takao+max (not a threesome you pervs)

Disclaimer- do you see kai and rei making out on your television screen? Good, then you know I don't own the story.

WARNING: this fic contains yaoi (man on man action for you slow ones) and will be rated R for later chapters.

Deep breath in...and away we go

Chapter 3

Yuuri sighed, it had been two hours into Kai's operation and no one had come to see them. Sighing angrily, he stood up and began pacing. Boris noticed this, "Yuu-koi, come here...". Yuuri sighed and obeyed his lover, gently sitting in his lap and wrapping his arms around the lavender haired mans neck. "Just have faith koi..."

"It's hard to when he doesn't even want to live...," Max said silently, nervously fidgeting with his fingers. Takao rubbed his back, "I know maxie..."

Silence fell over the ground for a while, each of the four lost in their own thoughts.

Takao suddenly broke the silence, "Remember when Rei died you guys?"

Boris looked at him angrily, "I hardly think this is the time to be talking about that"

Takao shook his head, "That's not what I meant. When Rei was in the hospital, all Kai did was tell us to have faith, even when he was losing his." Yuuri shifted on Boris' lap , "Kami-sama...I don't think I could ever forget that day...some first date..."

Flashback

"Wow, that was the best dinner in the world Kai-koi, thank you for taking me out," Rei said smiling up at his companion. Kai squeezed his hand as they walked down the narrow alley way, "It's the least I could do for you koi.". He leaned down and kissed Rei's sun kissed cheek, "Plus, I bet you get tired of cooking for me all the time." Rei smiled and blushed gently, "If it's for you, of course not! But if I had to cook for Takao everyday, then id be begging you to take me out." Kai smirked and brought the kitten into his arms. Rei smiled and wrapped his arms around Kai's strong neck, nestling into the gentle fabric of his white scarf. "I love you Rei..." Kai whispered gently. Rei reached up and kissed him lightly, "And I love you1"

Kai smiled, he didn't know how he survived before Rei. He had become obsessed with him after their little night together only a few weeks ago. He started to study the neko-jin, the way he moved, his simple actions, just little things that Rei did that he loved.

"Well, isn't this cute..."

Kai jumped in surprise as the deep voice came out of nowhere. He pulled Rei closer, hugging him protectively against his chest.

"Whose there?" Kai yelled down the pitch black alley.

He grunted when no one answered. Rei looked up at him, fear evident in his golden orbs , "Kai..." Kai looked down at him and kissed his forehead. "It's ok, lets just go back and well find a cab off of the main street," he said, grabbing Rei's hand and hurriedly walking in the direction they had just come from.

Suddenly, Rei bumped into Kai's back as his lover stopped unexpectantly. "Kai-koi...what's wrong?" He asked, peeking around Kai's shoulder to gaze at his lovers expression. Kai's crimson eyes widened and then narrowed angrily. Rei blinked, confused at the mixed expressions evident on Kai's face. He followed his koi's gaze, landing on a young teen with short blonde hair. "Kai-koi...I'm confused, do you know him?" he asked gently.

Kai growled, "I don't need too, he works for my grandfather, or did work for him." His eyes ran over the boy, "What do you want?"

The boy laughed and said nothing. Kai growled angrily, "Do NOT get me upset boy, answer my question now."

"Just like your grandfather, eh Hiwatari-sama?" the boy smirked.

Rei growled, "What the hell do you know! Kai-koi is nothing like his grandfather!" Kai was surprised at his kittens reaction to the simple statement. He had been compared to his grandfather almost a million times, so why was Rei upset now? He smirked, realizing that his kitten had just stood up for him. Gently, he squeezed Rei's hand, a silent 'thank you'.

The blonde boy crossed his arms, "Well, your 'Kai-koi' left all of us without jobs when he turned his grandfather in. I'm just here to let out a little steam..."

Rei jumped infront of Kai, "You'll have to get through me first..."

"Rei stop being foolish..." Kai said, gripping his shoulder.

The boy just laughed, "Ha! Don't kid me Kon, I could tear you to shreds." He looked Rei up and down, "Though it would be a shame...no wonder Hiwatari has you. How's he in bed?"

That was what Kai needed to send him over the wall. Anyone could make fun of him all day long, hell he would deal with it in the abbey for days at a time, but no one looked at his kitten that way. He pulled Rei behind him again and began to walk towards the kid. The mystery boys eyes widened as he backed up slightly. Kai reached out and grabbed his throat, throwing him against a nearby wall. The boy began to gasp for air, struggling under strong grip. "Don't you EVER look at MY kitten that way again..."he growled.

Rei blushed, as much as he liked Kai standing up for him, he didn't want his koi to kill the boy. "Kai-koi...let him go, you don't want to kill him! He's suffocating!"

"Not kill, just hurt badly," Kai said in response, letting his prey drop to the ground gasping for breath. Kai walked back to Rei, standing infront of him. He gently cupped the kittens cheeks with his hands, "No one tlaks about my koi like that." He swooped in and gave Rei a gentle kiss. Rei blushed, but happily returned the action. When they pulled apart, Kai looked at the disgruntled boy. "I hope you're done now...". With that, he grabbed Rei's hand and started to walk down the alley.

The boy growled, "Oh no you don't Hiwatari...". He pulled out a knife and charged for Kai's back. Being the neko-jin he is, Rei picked up on the sound and turned, his golden orbs widening. "Kai! MOVE!" he yelled as the boy became dangerously close. Kai barely had time to turn his head before Rei pushed him out of the way with a hard shove. He landed against the brick wall and rubbed his head, slowly opening his eyes. He looked up and paled instantly. The boy had gotten Rei, stabbing the frail neko-jin many times. Kai was in shock, all he could do was sit there and watch as crimson blood poured out from underneath Rei's unmoving body. Suddenly, he got his strength back and charged for the blonde haired boy. He knocked the boy over, throwing the knife out of his blood soaked hands. All kai could do was hit him, pound him into the ground. His mind was a blur, he couldn't see Rei, or hear him for that matter, and that alone scared the shit out of him. Although his main focus right now was to kill the badly bleeding boy underneath him, he still couldn't shake the feeling that Rei had somehow left him.

Then, as if his prayers were answered, he heard a soft voice. "Kai...s-stop..." Rei begged gently, not able to move his bloody body to stop Kai. "NO! He hurt you! I'll kill him I swear it!" Kai yelled angrily, still punching the already unconscious boy. "K-kai-koi...onegai...c-come be w-with me..." Rei deftly lifted a hand, as if trying to reach for Kai. Kai looked back at him, and fear swept throughout his body. Quickly, he jumped off of the boy and dashed to Rei's side, tears forming rapidly in his eyes. He lifted the neko-jins head up and brushed some of the bloody bangs out of his eyes. Rei smiled softly at him, as if telling him he'd be alright. Kai couldnt help as the tears started to pour over his cheeks, "You baka! I could have taken that! I could have Rei...why...". Rei smiled again as Kai rested his forehead against his. "B-because...I-i...want you to...live like youre supposed t-to...and how c-can you...when youre...dead...ha..." Rei whispered barely, smiling. Kai cradeled the kitten in his arms, sobbing uncontrollably, "But I cant live without you...youre my everything...". Rei smiled and leaned forwoard to kiss his koi's cheek, "Y-youre mine...too." Kai leaned over and kissed Rei's bloody lips gently, "Everythings going to be fine koi...ill call Yuuri and hell get an ambulance and well get you fixed up...you'll be ok.." Kai said, almost panicking. Rei looked at him , "Kai-koi...I d-don't think...I'm go-" Kai put a finger on his lips to silence him, "No Rei...don't say it...youll be fine...you have to be..." The sobs were now coming freely as gentle tears landed on Rei's cheek. Rei touched his cheek gently, "K-kai...I want you...to know...t-that i...l-love you...wtih...everything I h-have..." Kai shook his head, burying it into Rei's chest, "Stop Rei...d-don't say things like this will be the last time you s-see me..." Rei wimpered slightly as the pain shot through his body, "t...tell me you l-love me...p-please...". Kai looked at him gently, "I love you Rei Kon..." Rei smiled as the tears began to well in his eyes.

A man walking down the alley whistled to himself happily. He stopped as he noticed two figures in the dark. 'I should just turn back...probably a drug deal...' he whispered to himself. But his feet carried him forward, unwillingly. As he approached the two forms, his eyes widened. He dropped his lunch and ran in the other direction.

"Some one help! Call an ambulance, some ones been hurt! HELP!"

End

Yuuri wiped his eyes, "Kai called me sobbing, I swear that was the first time I've ever heard him cry like that."

The whole room went silent.

Kai grunted, shielding his eyes from the light. He slowly sat up from the ground, blinking to adjust to the light.

Suddenly a voice called his name, "Kai...Kai-koi..."

He jumped up and looked at his body. 'I'm fine...how?' Suddenly he looked up, his gaze meeting with familiar golden orbs. "R-rei...is that you?" he whispered. Rei just smiled and hugged him gently, "are you ready to be together again Kai-koi?" Kai wrapped his arms around his lover, "Of course koi...I love you Rei...". Rei's form leaned up and kissed him gently. "I love you too..."

"Damnit! Were loosing him!" The doctor yelled at his nurses.

Suddenly, the heart monitor rested on a high beep. The doctor sighed, "Shut the damn thing off..." He took off his mask, tears evident in his eyes. One of his nurses rubbed his shoulder gently, "You did everything you could doctor...do you want me to tell the family?" The doctor shook his head, "No...let me scrub up and ill go tell them..."

Yuuri jumped when he felt a hand gently shaking him. He opened his eyes gently and looked at Boris, "What koi? What is it?" Boris pointed to the doctor sitting across from him. Suddenlt Takao and Max were beside him, both waiting for the doctor to speak. "What is it! How is he?" Yuuri asked.

The doctor looked at the floor, "I'm...sorry. We couldnt save your friend..."

I KILLED REI AND KAI! in the same chapter too! Sorry if its kind of short, last chapter will be updated soon! review!