Hey all, This is painful mistake, I just decided to replace it with a new story. =/ Hope you enjoy. Oh and the pairing is the usual Sessh Kagome type thing. Not that I don't like Kagome and Inuyasha..just..I like her with hard stone cold, not in love with a dead woman, brought back Sesshy. Anyway you know the routine..read and review. " and "= talking ' and ' = thoughts and italics= past happenings

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the above except for a few made up names

Kagome ran through the woods, tears threatening to spill down her pale cheeks. Her clothes held in her hand, her body now numb to the pelting rain that had started to fall. Her mind relived the scene she had just been through all too vividly. She clenched her eyes shut to stop the tears from falling. Not that it would have mattered with the rain, but -some- of her pride was still intact.

Kagome had just returned from home, her backpack largly over stuffed. The shikon jewel had been completed and she had decided to stay. Her family did not know that though. She simply told them she was staying for a friends wedding. Which was true, the wedding of the monk and demon slayer.

Yes, that is correct, Sango and Miroku had decided to get married. Not that it widely surprised anyone, and all simply assumed Kagome and Inuyasha would be next. Shippou wasn't too thrilled about that considering Kagome was like a mother to him, but for her he could put up with it.

"Kagome-mama" Shippou said, as he watched Miroku carry Sango off. "When you and Inuyasha get married do I have to call him Dad?"

Kagomes' cheeks tinged bright red 'He had said -when- ' She thought. "-If- Inuyasha and I get married, we'll discuss it then."

"Will you always be my Mama Kagome?"

She smiled hugging the fox kit closer."Of course I will Shippou."

Later that night Kagome and Inuyasha sat under a tree watching the stars, Shippou asleep by the fire. Inuyasha turned to Kagome his golden eyes staring into her own.

"Kagome..walk with me."

"But what about Shippou?" She asked looking back to him.

"We'll be back by the time he gets up." He grabbed her hand pulling her to her feet, before running into the woods.

"Inuyasha!" Kagome called flushed and out of breath. "Stop!"

He turned to face her pulling her body flush against his.

"Inu--" Her woods got cut short as he pressed his lips to hers in a searing kiss making her insides flare.

"Make love to me Kagome...become mine.."

Kagome looked into his eyes his look sincere, but she caught something else. Something she couldn't quite place. "Inuyasha I.."

He shoved her against a tree kissing down her neck beginning to remove her shirt. "Please...I love you..."

Her wits went into a spin as she tried to get ahold of herself. He had said he loved her. Tears sprung into her eyes as she was caught into another kiss, what she had left of her wits dissapearing.

Five minutes later both were stripped of their clothes limbs round one another in love making.

The pleasure Kagome felt reached down to her core. Not just from how he touched her, but from what he had said. Until..he said the one thing that could drag her down. The one thing that could break her heart into tiny shards and sweep them away.

"OH KIKYOU!!!!" Inuyasha moaned loudly as he collapsed ontop of her panting.

Kagome went numb all pleasure lost from her body, leaving a sickening cold left in it's place. She looked to him tears welling into her eyes. "Inu--"

He looked to her smirking softly. "Keh..did you honestly think I meant it?"

She smiled meekly. 'Okay..so he had made a mistake..he moaned my name before now..'

"Please..I don't love you Kagome.. but you are so like Kikoyu." He ran a clawed hand up her side, lust filling his eyes. "And I had waited so long..I just had to."

Kagome felt her head swim and her stomach lurch. In a flash of speed she didn't know she had, her clothes were in her hand and she was off running into the woods.

Kagome slumped against a tree hugging her knees to her chest, tears slipping down her cheeks. "Inuyasha..how could you..."

"Kagome-mama.."

Shippous' voice brought her back to reality her eyes staring into his small swollen ones. "Ship-chan?"

He flug himself into her arms burrying his face in her bare chest whimpering. "Inuyasha said you were leaving..and that I had to go with you.. he he went with that other lady!"

Kagome felt her stomach lurch again as some more tears slipped down her cheeks.

"You won't leave me will you Kagome-mama please!"

"Ship-chan." She smiled pulling his face up to hers. "Please let me get dressed, then you and I will retrive my bag, and return to Kaede's, before we set off on our own."

He sniffed and nodded slipping off of Kagome. "Inuyasha made me take your bag, but it was so heavy I had to place it by this tree a few feet back. Why is Kagome-mama naked?"

"No reason.." She sighed slipping on her clothes and picking Shippou up. "Come on, show me which way to get my bag."

"Right behing that big tree" He pointed.

Kagome followed his pointing to the place where she and Inuyasha had first met. Where Kikyou has stuck him for fifty years. Taking a deep breath she slipped to the tree, grabbing her bag then darting away.

"Kagome-mama?"

"I'm fine Shippou." She smiled weakly.

"Kaede"

"Yes child?" Kaede looked to Kagome a sad smile on her face.

"Do you have any drugs for women who wish to loose a child?"

"Why yes child, but why?"

"I am doing a study of medications from my time and yours.." Kagome prayed she belived her.

"Oh, would you like a sample of them?"

"Yes please, and would you mind telling me how you prepare it?"

Two hours later, with a small cup of 'tea' Kagome and Shippou were walking out of the village where they had spent the last 2 years and off towards a new life.

Well hope you enjoyed it. please review.