This story take place before,during and after the movie!
Nothing's mine, beside Amy and Eva!Everything's Jonh Singleton!But if I could, Jack would be MINE!MWHAHAHA!
Them
Father and daughter.
The door slowly opened, my heart was racing. We heard voices, my daughter went to see who it was but I stopped her. I pushed her behind me and couldn't help but gulp. Angel went to greet his brothers while I waited. Then, they came in. I made eyes contact with Jack immediatly. I could tell by the glint in his eyes that he was surprised to see me here. I was nervous; nervous was not even the right word.
But then Bobby came in and all I heard was:
- Bobby!
I watched my daughter ran to Bobby open arms. He laughed and played with her hair while she laughs. Jack eyes were on her. I tried not to move, to make myself invisible.
-Momma! Come and say hi to Bobby!
Jack eyes turned toward me and I got scared. There was something in his eyes. Dangerous. I could see his jaw clenched, his eyes turning a cold blue. But I went to Bobby anyway and greet them all. My daughter hadn't look at Jack yet. I was glad for that, because she would be confused. I just hope she wouldn't recognize him.
They came in and I took my daughter back from Bobby arms. Jack was angry, that was for sure. Did he know already? We ate. Everyone talked beside him. But when we all laughed and I put an arm on Bobby to study myself, I mean, I was almost falling out from my chair, I saw his eyes twitched. He was cracking up, but for what? But when Bobby touched my hand, Jack went crazy.
He threw himself on the table and on Bobby. My daughter screamed and Angel and Jeremiah tried to stop Jack from hitting Bobby in the face. I went to them but then I couldn't move. He had the same face. The same face when he almost killed his dad.
-Jack stopped it!
I tried to stop him, but just like last time he hit me and started to kick and hit again. I felt to the floor. He always seemed to hit me when he went into this rage.
-Mommy!
My daughter came to me and I hugged her.
-Mommy you okay?
-Yeah, yeah sweety I'm fine.
My cheek hurt like hell, he was stronger than he had been for sure. Then he stopped, just like last time and looked at me, just like last time. But instead of coming toward me, he picked up Bobby and yelled:
-Bastard! How could you do this to me?
Angel finally was able to hold Jack, while Jeremiah helped Bobby standing.
-What the hell are you talking about? Yelled Bobby back.
This time Jeremiah had to hold Bobby too.
-You know what I'm talking about!
-What man! She was all alone! I did what anyone would have done! I gave her some fun!
Jack eyes went wide and he tried to get out of Angel's grip. What the hell was Bobby doing? What the hell was he talking about? But when he winked at me, I knew he just wanted to piss off Jack. That man, he just didn't know where to stop.
-I'm going to kill you! Yelled Jack.
-Come on Jackie! You just leaved her! I came to her!
Jack was now on the floor. Angel had to put his weight on Jack to restrained him .To keep him from killing Bobby.Bobby bent to Jack and said:
-I gave her what you never could. She screamed my name man, not yours. God, she was so good with that!
Bobby pointed to his dick. Jack went crazy, more than he already was.
-Piece of shit! You'll regret it! You'll regret ever touching her! I...
-STOP IT!
I had yelled at them. Enough was enough. I had a pride, my daughter was there and she was smart enough to know what had been said and Bobby had to stop.
-Bobby, you shut your fucking mouth right now!
-Aw, come on Amy I was only messing around with Cracker Jack! Said Bobby, laughing.
Jack was still trying to get out of Angel's hold.
-Calm down Jack, calm down, he did nothing. He's just messing with you.
Was saying Angel to Jack ears. Jack finally calmed down. They all sat in silence at the table, while my daughter was watching them in silence on the floor. I went to the sink and put water on my cheek. Then I turned toward them.
-I think you owed an answer to someone here Amy.Said Angel pointing to Jack.
I was going to tell him everything but when I saw his eyes, I got angry. He had no right to know! He had left me, then he just had to stay in the dark, bastard! I turned around.
-I have nothing to say to no one!
I heard a chair fall on the floor then an angry voice:
-That's it! I'm going in my fucking room!
Jack went to his room. When I turned around, the three of them were looking at me.
-What?
Jerry shook his head.
-You should tell him.said Bobby.
-Oh yeah, coming from the person who just said we supposedly slept together! I don't owe him an explanation!
-Bloody hell Amy! He has a right to know!
The argument when on and on. Neither of us saw my daughter looking up at the stair and climbing it. She had heard music. She loved music.
Jack mercer point of view.
The bastard! The freaking piece of shit! How dare he? How dare he say things like that! I just want to beat the crap out of him!
I threw myself on my bed and watch the roof. I wanted to kill, to hurt someone. I knew he was kidding, but it could have happened. He could have fucked her. He had every right. She wasn't mine anymore, but still she was. It was hard to explain. She had a daughter. Who was the bloody father? Bobby?
I took my guitar and started to play a song. I was angry. Enraged.I wasn't watching nor listening.
-You're good.said a voice.
Blue eyes stared at me. Gosh, her daughter was just like her, beautiful. I didn't know what to do. I just made a scene about her mom. So I act like nothing happen.
-Thanks.
I didn't want another man kids in my house, not when the mother was my girl.
-I'm Eva. Eva Mercer and you ...
I sigh. That's it the kid won't stopped talking now and blah blah blah...wait.
-What did you say your name was?
She looked at me with her big blue eyes.
-Eva and you?
-Eva who?
-Mercer, sir. You?
Mercer. Bobby was the father! Bobby was the bloody father! I was going to rip his neck and wacth while his blo...
-Wanna see my daddy? I got a pictured, here look!
I watch the girl; she was trying to find a bloody picture of Bobby! I don't need a picture! She showed me and I looked, after all, she was my niece. But then, if I had been an old man I think I would have made a heart attack. It was my bloody face! It was my bloody face in the picture!
-T..That's your dad?
-Yeah! You look a lot like him! Are you his twin?
I watched the young girl looking at the picture, longing. I didn't understand a thing now. We always used protection! She couldn't be mine! But the more I look at her, the more I could see myself. I got up from the bed.
-Where are going, mister?
-Downstair. Just... just stay here.
She was going to give me an explanation! And right now!
Amy's point of view.
He was right in my face now. He wanted to know the thruth. So I told him.
-You were already gone, when I had known I was pregnant!
-You should have called me!
He was angry. What a beautiful reunion we have!
-You left me, not even leave me a note to tell me! You just went away! And now you're blaming ME, because you weren't there?
-Well, I would have come back if you had told me!
-Oh yeah and then I would have feel guilty for the rest of my life because you couldn't have fufilled your dream? No thank you, I did what was best for both of us and you know it!
-No! It was the best for you! A good revenge right? I leave you and you; you don't tell me I'm a father! Bloody hell that was the perfect revenge! I miss almost four years of my OWN daughter life! Because you were angry!
He slammed his fist on the wall, leaving a crack.
-Want to know the thruth? Yeah, yeah I'm happy! You went away like everyone else! But at least you gave me the only person who won't leave me! A daughter, a kid! I didn't call you because I knew you would have told me to kill her! Wouldn't you have Jack?
-I don't know! But I would have come back for sure! I would have come back and take my responsability! I would have been there for you and Eva!
I almost chocked when he said her name.
-How do you know her name?
-Because she told me! She showed me a picture of her dad! What a surprise when a saw MY face on the picture!
-A surprise? Who did you think this kid came from! You were my first!
-I thought it was from Bobby!
-Bobby? Are you crazy? Are you blind? She's just like you!
-You FUCKED HIM!
I was angry. So he thought I had fucked Bobby right? All right, he thought it, than I would make him believe it.
-Maybe I did and what? I'm not your propertie Jack!
-So you really fucked him?
-I was so angry with you! He came to me! He was so sweet! He touched me like you never did! So I fucked him real hard! He put his dick into my mouth and I made him scream! And I screamed his bloody name! Happy?
I was proud! There, the best lie I could get out of my mouth! I was so angry that I said the first thing that came to my mouth! But has I watched his face transfromed into pure rage, I got scared. He grabbed me by the waist and put me off my feet. I was back to back with the wall. He put his leg between me and held me there, in rage.
-He fucked you.
He kissed me hard. I could feel the blood coming from my lips, but I couldn't help the moans that escape my mouth when his hand came between my legs. It had been so long.
-Can he make you moan like that? Can he?
He kissed my neck; leaving marks I'm sure. His hands were everywhere. I had missed his touched. I moan again.
-Can you feel me?
He was aroused. I got exited.
-OH MY GOD! SORRY!
I opened my eyes to see Jeremiah all red in the face looking at us. Jack dropped me to my feet and looked at me. Jeremiah went away has fast as he had came in.
-Is she really my daughter?
I couldn't lie to him anymore; it was time for the thruth.
-Yeah.
He nodded. He turned then started to walk away. He stopped and turned toward me again.
-Did you fuck Bobby?
Did I want to tell him that?
-No.
He nodded again and went away. I felt to the ground and started to sob.
Bastard.
Jack Mercer point of view.
I watched Eva from the crack in my door. I wanted to come in and hugged her, try and know her, but I was scared. Was she thinking like Amy too? Did she think I abandonned her? I was nervous, would she want me has a father? I took a deep breath and came in.
Her big eyes meet mine. She smiled at me shily.
-You my daddy right? She said. You aren't his twin...
She was brillant. She must have got that from Amy. She was nervous too, I could tell by the way she couldn't stop playing with her hair and looking around, like her mom. I smiled at her. I was still standing in the doorway.
-Yeah. Yeah I am.
I was proud to say this, I didn't even know why. Maybe because she was beautiful and brillant... no, it was because she was my daughter. She smiled at me; a huge smiled and ran to me, she hugged my leg. I didn't know what to do. So, for once, I followed my instinct. I bent down and took her into my arms. I hugged her tightly. I closed my eyes and tasted the moment. She felt so fragile. She was so little , I was scared to break her,just like her mom.
I walked toward my bed and then she looked at me, she was sad.
-What is it? I found myself asking her.
-W...did you leave mama because of me?
I stared at her, not believing what she had said. How could a three years old thought that? How could she, my own daughter, think that? How could she think I leaved because of her? I didn't even knew she was coming!
-No, I didn't even know you were to come...
-Ok.
-Why do you asked?
She seemed unsure, like she was going to tell me something she wasn't supposed to tell me, but if she were anything like me, she would say it. I really hoped she would.
-B..Because I heard mama cry all the time and Granma Evy was always telling her that you would come back.
I could see the tears in her eyes now. How could she feel like that? She wasn't even supposed to understand why her mom was crying! My heart gave a beat of protestation seeing my daughter like that. I felt bad, really bad for all the trouble, questions I cause her...the pain I cause Amy.I took her into my arms, but still, she didn't cry, just like me.
-If I had knew you were coming, I would have stayed, Eva.It wasn't your fault, nor your mother. It was mine. I had a dream and I wanted it to come true. Don't cry over this baby, everything's fine now, I'm gonna stay.
She looked at me then, hope in her eyes.
-Promise? Promise you won't leave again?
-I promise.
She smiled at me and hugged me tight. I was happy right at the moment. My fight with Amy was long forgot. All that matter now was this little thing clutching my shirt, like if I was life itself.
I was a dad.
-Daddy?
My heart gave a beat of appreciation. I liked beeing called ''Daddy''.
-Yeah?
-Can I sleep with you?
-Yeah.
I put her into bed and looked at her. I knew she had questions and I was going to answer them, all. But I closed the lights; I didn't want her to see my face when I answered.
-Papa, did you love mom?
Did I love Amy? As she really asked me this? Hadn't Amy told her about our time together?
-Yes, I love your mom a lot.
I could picture my daughter smiling at this. But it was a long time ago, I didn't know if I still loved Amy.
-Can you sing me a song?
-Wich song?
-A song from your band!
-I have a lot.
-Did you writhe a song about mom?
-... Yeah.
-Can you sing it?
-Alright.
I search for my guitar.
-You don't talk a lot daddy, why?
-I don't know, never been good with words, except in my songs.
I sat on the bed.
-Now, shush and try to sleep.
She nodded her head, too excited to closed her eyes.I closed my eyes, like I always did when I sang that song.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick yp the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know.
Amy's point of view.
I was downstairs, in the spot were Jack just left me. The bastard, I was not the one with the entire fault! It was all his for God sake! He had leaved me, never leaving a fucking note, like a coward! He didn't care! He was too much preocuppied by himself!
I started to pace, knowing he was with Eva.She was surely asking all of her questions to him now, and those I couldn't answer.
He had hurt me, hurt me really badly.
He had left me a child to remember him. I love my daughter with all my heart, I'd give my life for hers, but she was so much like him. It hurt just seeing her. The way she talked, the way she laughs, the way she frowned, everything! I hated her when she first opened her eyes. I didn't want to see her for a week. Why? Because she had stared at me with his eyes. Eyes more blue then the sky itself. Fantastic eyes. If she would have had my eyes, I could have taken it, but no, she had his. Now I know it was stupid, but then it wasn't. With his eyes, it would be his soul too. My mom always told me that when you have your parent's eyes, you have their soul in you.
Take me for example. I have my freaking father eyes. Each time my mom looked at me when I was young, she always cried, she keep telling me my dad was in my eyes. I thought she was stupid. Not now. Jack was in Eva's eyes. I heard singing. I stopped pacing, knowing Eva must have asked Jack to sing her too sleep, she had always dream that her dad would do that. I'm glad he said yes.
(chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Tears came to my eyes. I had heard that song lots of time. When his first c.d went on sale, I bought it. Pathetic right? On this song, there was a small note, it said: To Amy. I never listened to the c.d after that.
Bastard.
Did he even know he hurt his daughter? His flesh and blood? Did he know he hurt me when he was in Los Angeles or God knows where? Eva kept asking question like:
Why don't I have a dad like Daniella?
Why isn't he here with us?
He doesn't like me?
Did he leave because of me?
Each time she said those questions, I couldn't answer her, partly because it was my fault he wasn't there, I just didn't want my daughter to hate me if I told her the truth and I know she would. She would hate me, knowing I never tell her dad because I hated him at the time. She would hate me because she never had a dad because of me, she would hate me.
Made my mistake let you down
And I can't , I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
I started to walk up the stair and stopped at Jack door. Eva was in his bed, falling asleep while he sang and played. He was looking at her with so much love that my heart almost stopped. He used to look at me like that, after we made love. A tear felt from my eyes. What I've I done? I kept those two apart because I was angry and too proud. I was too proud to let Jack go. I stole her from him. I stole him from her. I walked back into my room, falling on the bed crying, hearing him sing, just like the old time...
Chorus.
Eva Mercer point of view.
I was falling asleep and I didn't want to. I wanted to look at my dad, always. He was beautiful. Once, Daniella told me she wanted to married her dad, I thought it was stupid, but now, as I stared at my daddy, it wasn't stupid anymore. I knew he would always be there. I knew he would always comfort me, protected me. I knew I could trust him with all my heart and never get hurt. At that moment, I wanted to marry my dad too.
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know, you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone.
When he finished his song, I was alomost asleep, my eyes were closed but my conscience was falling into sleep.
-Sleep with me daddy...I said.
I could picture him smile, a smile just like mine and I was proud!I was proud to be just like my dad because mama always told me he was strong.He kissed my head and told me goodnight.He must gave changed into his pyjama or boxer because it took a few minutes for him to climb in bed beside me. He put his arms around me and he kissed me again. I smiled in my sleep.Happy.Then, I smiled again.
Yes I love your mother a lot.
That's what he had said. He had said love and not loved,;)
End of chapter six.
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I know this chap is long, but I couldn't stop writhing and I had a feeling that if I let it at a cliffangher(?)again, some of you would kill me:P
The song was from yellowcard, it's called: only one
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