Lena sat on her bed working on her homework but couldn't keep her mind off that night.Her memory of it was still there.She couldn't concentrate on anything.Worse is she had to go in school an face everyone for what they thought she was.She nearly started crying til she heard a voice come from the kitchen it was her mom.Lena time for dinner.I'll be down in a minute she replied.Wiping away her tears.That had come.

Her mother said:Lena honey have you been crying?

Lena said:No mom i haven't been crying.Can we just eat?

Her mother sat down and said:Okay let's start eating then.How was your day at school?

Lena's pov:Let's see a complete mess.A nervous breakdown people are calling me a slut everywhere in school.They won't stop.I can't eat can't sleep can't do anything that i used to love.I can hardly concentrate if i tell anyone then they'll think i'm a slut when i'm not.If i tell someone they probably wouldn't believe me anyway.I can't trust drake with a secret like this.He might say he loves me but i'm sure the minute i fall for him he'll be ready to sleep with me an leave.What is love?Love doesn't exist.She sighed staring at the food on her plate.She had no appetite.

Lena said:I'm not hungry school was fine.She sighed frustrated.She couldn't lie about this anymore to anyone she had to tell someone before it was too late.But who?Her mom would go crazy if she found out she was raped she'd transfer her to another school and she'd have to start all over again.Would she believe her?She had to at least try an talk to someone.She couldn't keep a secret this big.

Lena's mother Samaire said:Okay then i'll let you eat when your ready.

Lena said:Mom.

Samaire smiled and said:Yes honey.What is it?

Lena said:Nevermind i forgot what i was gonna say.The next minute the phone rang a woman's voice answered lena's mom could recognize that voice anywhere it was her ex husbands new wife Sherry she sounded almost out of breath.An was hard to hear.

Samaire said:What?What happened?

Lena quickly started panicking.

Sherry cried:It's frank he's he's gone.

Samaire said:Okay i'll be right there.Are you sure it's not acoma?Alright i'll be there right away.

Lena felt a sigh of relief until she heard the words your fathers gone.

Lena said:No mom.He can't be gone.What happened?

Samaire cried he had a heart attack this afternoon.

Lena said:Did the doctors do anything to try to save him?She started sobbing her eyes were filled with tears.

Samaire said:I'm going to see him are you coming?

Lena said:It won't bring him back.Her father gone how could this all happen?Everything in her life had turned into a nightmasre she kept wishing she could open her eyes and wake up from it.The words repeated over and over in her head she still couldn't get it to sink in.Her father was gone she had been raped called slut about a million times.It was all too surreal.Her world was crashing down.

Samaire said:Are you coming lena?

Lena said:No i can't see him that way i just can't.

Samaire said:I'll be there with you.There's nothing to be scared of.

Lena though nothing to be afraid of her father was dead how could she go on at all?
She couldn't believe her mothers reaction but she had a different way of handling things.Especially death.Lena couldn't tell her mother now it was all kept inside an making her crazy.

Lena grabbed her coat and said:I'm going out.

Samaire said:Where?Want me to drive you?

Lena said:No i'll walk.Death the words repeated in her head.She hated those words.She walked to mackenzie and saw no car there they weren't home.She walked to Drake's and knew she had to talk to him an tell him what happened.How would she do it?She knocked on the door Drake answered.And let her in.

Drake said:What's wrong did jaime do something to you?

Lena cried and said:No but there's something i need to tell you two things i have to tell you.They walked to drake's bedroom.Where lena sat there crying.

Drake said:Why are you crying?

Lena said:Because i was raped jaime raped me.

Drake said:He raped you that son of a bitch.I have to give him a taste of his own medicine.I'm sorry i believed the rumors at first.Anything else you wanna talk about?

Lena cried and said:My dad he's he's gone.

Drake had never cried before but he cried then and held her.

Lena said:See this is where i draw the line.No holding me.I shouldn;t of even told you anything.Now your gonna tell everyone what happened.I knew i couldn't trust you.

Josh walked in and said:Whoa drake you have a girl here lena.

Lena said:Yes.I was dumb to come here.

Josh said:Where you two you know what?

Drake snapped and said:No we weren't.Can i talk to her for a few minutes.

Lena said:No i'm going home josh stay here.

Drake said:There's no one home though.

Josh said:I'll leave you two alone for awhile bye drake lena.

Drake said:Why didn't you tell me you were raped?

Lena said:I was afraid you would think i was a liar.She said still crying.

Drake said:I wouldn't and don't come tomorrow jaime will be in trouble for what he's done.

Drake's pov:I can't belueve she wouldn't tell me.How could i have been friends with such a jerk?She was raped held down and forced to have sex.I can't imagine what she's going through even a little i can't.nOW SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH mackenzie.Her father is dead.It's not fair.Life is not fair.She doesn't wanna trust me with her secret.Why would i tell anyone?I knew there was something about herthat was different then any other girl i knew but never this much.

Lena said:Your not gonna tell anyone are you?

Drake said:Does your mom know?

Lena said:No i couldn't tell her.

Drake said:You have to tell someone though lena.If you don't he'll get away with it.

Lena said:It wouldn't matter.The whole school thinks i'm a slut and all of this.Tell who?

Drake said:Somebody.

Lena said:What if they don't believe me?

Drake said:You'll never know unless you tell someone.

To be continued:

hey i surprised you there hopefully.lol.Anyhow please read and review.Next chapters will be about josh and mackenzie.any ideas please give them to me in your reviews?