Unfinished Business Chapter 2: I'm Your Angel, an instant star fanfic

Chapter 2 – I'm Your Angel

After the show everything changed. Shay seemed to always be picking a fight with Jude. Sadie barely talked to her and Tommy ignored her every chance he got. He let her write by herself and only came around when she approached asking for help. He was mixing beats with Kwest most of the time while Jude was in the other studio by herself.

Back To Tommy

Just another day at the job. Jude is in Studio C while he is with Kwest in Studio A. They could hear Jude's guitar blaring through the wall.

Kwest: "So Jude and you haven't really been talking much. What's going on?"

Tommy: "I don't know. I mean I walk up on stage and she gives me this approving smile and you heard what she said about me always being there for her, and the next minute she totally does a 180 on me with that song."

Kwest: "Man those were some powerful words. But you have to confess she did pull it off."

Tommy: "I never doubted, I knew she would."

Just then Jude walks in. She waves at Kwest and turns her attention to Tommy.

Jude: "Hey Quincy I'm completely stuck on this song. I need help."

Tommy: "Than try something new. I don't have time right now to help you."

And with this Tommy turned away and raised the volume of the beat he was mixing. Jude's face turned dark with sadness and she just walked out.

Kwest: "Man that was harsh. Did you have to be so mean?"

Tommy: "It's better for her. I hurt her enough. I think it's about time I gave her a little room to breath."

Kwest: "How can you be so cold towards the girl you supposedly love?"

Tommy looking annoyed "Cold? I'm trying my hardest to give her time. To find what she wants US to be. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do in my entire life. Trying to control myself whenever she's around. You wouldn't understand. You couldn't."

Kwest saw that Tommy was in a world of pain so he let off.

Back To Jude

Why is he acting so weird? Ok the song was a little hurtful but what about the pain he caused me? He could at least talk to me like a grown-up. Jude thought to herself as she walked back to her Studio. She sat down and picked up her guitar. She tried something new like Tommy suggested and it didn't sound half as bad. Now she tried to come up with the lyrics and that was going quiet good too. She was so consumed in her music she didn't even notice someone watching her.

Person: "Wow, I've heard good things about you but I had no idea you were this good."

Jude turned around in surprise. She didn't recognize this person that was standing by the door, complimenting her. "Uh, thanks." Jude finally managed to say.

Person: "You're welcome. By the way I'm Nicole. But call me Nicky. Everyone else does."

Jude: "It's nice to meet you Nicky. I'm Jude." she said as she stretched out her right hand for a hand shake.

Nicky: "Yeah, I know. It's nice to finally meet you too."

Jude smiled and instantly took a liking to Nicky. She seemed so down to earth and easy going. As Jude looked at her more closely she realized how beautiful Nicky was. With her really long, light brown hair all the way down her back. She wore it all in curls which suited her tanned face perfectly. She had a pair of sun-glasses on top of her head and was about 5'6'' tall weighing about the same as Jude. Give or take 2-3 pounds. Her big, blue eyes shone as they scrutinized Jude. She wore a white top which curved her figure perfectly, showed a little cleavage, and was tied around her neck. With that she wore low, boot-cut jeans which were faded. Jude noticed she had a tattoo just above the cut of her jeans on the left side but couldn't make out what it said. To top it all off she wore a golden bracelet on her right hand with diamonds on it, matching earrings which hung from her earlobes, a diamond wedding ring The size of Texas Jude thought, and a white watch. Jude couldn't help but think Nicky had to be a model.

Jude, coming out of her own little world, now realized Nicky had been trying to get her attention and responded "Finally?"

Nicky: "Yeah. Tom was right. You are really talented. He's been blessed having someone as talented as you to work with."

Jude still trying to absorb what Nicky just said "Tom? As in Little Tommy Q?"

Jude: "Are you talking about Tommy?"

Nicky: "Yeah, who else silly?"

Jude: "How do you know Tommy? Are you related?"

Nicky: "Well I guess you could say that. I'm his wife. Well ex-wife now. He spend some time with me in the States, that's where I live, and left some of his belongings there so I decided to bring them to him and surprise him. I saw you noticed my ring." as Nicky stretch out her hand to show off the rockThen continued. "It's my wedding ring. Silly of me to still wear it but I can't seem to let go. Uh look at me go on about myself all this time. Sorry. So you know where I could find him?"

Jude couldn't say a word. She tried but nothing would come out. "His wife? He spend time with her in the States? So that's where he's been all this time. And he has the nerve to tell me to dump Shay when he's been playing house with his wife for the last 5 months?"

Nicky: "Jude? You Ok? Did I say something?"

Jude: "Uh….no. Tommy is in Studio A right next to this one." she barely managed to say.

Nicky: "We'll Ok then I'll be off. Was really nice meeting you. Hope we could get together some time. Maybe with Tom"

Nicky raised both of her hands as she put them through her hair to even it out. Her shirt raised a little and Jude was able to see what her tattoo said. Then she picked up her purse and walked out the door as she gave Jude a smile and waved goodbye.

"Tommy's Girl" was what the tattoo said.

It was Thursday morning when Jude's phone rang. She pulled her bed sheet over her head but when her phone didn't stop ringing Jude decided to answer it.

Jude: "Hello?"

Tommy: "Hey Jude. It's me. Did I wake you?" nervously.

Jude annoyed "Yes Quincy, what do you want?"

Tommy: "I heard you met Nicky. Can we talk? Maybe I could pick you up and take you to school."

Jude: "I don't think that's such a good idea Tommy."

Tommy: "Oh come on Jude. I can explain."

Jude: "There's nothing to explain Quincy."

Tommy: "I'm outside of your house. Now get up and get ready."

Jude: "What?"

Tommy: "See you in 15." Beep

Before Jude could respond Tommy had already hung up. Jude got out of bed unwillingly and walked over to her window. There was the familiar car in her drive way. She made her way to the bathroom, brushed her teeth and jumped in the shower. Afterwards she got dressed, put on some lip gloss, brushed her hair, got her books and was out the door. When she finally walked out 45 minutes later Tommy was leaning against his car being entertained by Sadie.

Tommy: "There you finally are. What part of 15 minutes didn't you understand?" Sounding annoyed but looked relived to finally be rescued.

Jude: "Gee I had to take a shower. You shouldn't have come this early anyways. It's only 6:30. School doesn't start until 8:00."

Jude walked over to the passenger's door and threw her books in the back seat. Sadie looked mad cuz Jude had interrupted them.

Sadie: "We could have managed without you a while longer. Right, Tommy?"

Tommy didn't respond but made his way towards the driver's side.

Sadie: "Well since you do have like over an hour how about you come in Tommy and we could talk, or something."

Tommy: "No thanks Sadie. We really need to be going. Take care."

And with this Jude and Tommy got in the car and drove away leaving Sadie alone in the driveway.

Silence filled the car. Jude felt really uncomfortable and decided to put a CD on. When she pressed the play button her own voice filled the speakers as she sang "Time to be your 21". Tommy turned to her and blushed a little as he pressed the stop button. Jude couldn't help but smile. Tommy noticed this and smiled back at her.

Tommy: "I wanted to see if I could come up with a new sound for you."

Jude: "Any luck?" she asked sarcastically knowing he was lying.

Tommy: "No." he answered giving her a quick expression then turned his attention to the road again. They drove on in silence for another 7 minutes until Tommy pulled up to a apartment building.

Jude: "Where are we?"

Tommy: "My place. We need to talk and I thought no one would interfere here."

Tommy parked on a reserved spot and they headed towards his crib. As they walked in Jude was stunned.

Jude: "Impressive Quincy. I didn't know you had such exquisite………what do you call it? …………….Taste?" she giggled and he shot her a look and said "Watch what you say."

It was a 3 bedroom apartment with 2 bathrooms, an office, a GYM, a terrace, big living room, a small recording studio and kitchen. The walls were all white. The living room had a big-screen TV hanging on the wall, a black love seat, 2 matching couches and a round glass table. To top it all off there was a fake fire place. As Jude looked around she saw a plaque of her first debut album. It was about half the size of the screen TV with a CD on the left side and the cover of Jude's CD on the right. It was framed and on the bottom it read "Outstanding Team Work: Artist Jude Harrison & Producer Tommy Quincy, Double Platinum"

Tommy was just walking out of the kitchen carrying 2 drinks when he saw what she was looking at.

Tommy: "We always did make a good team" approaching her.

Jude: "I didn't know you had this."

Tommy: "You don't miss anything, do you Harrison? Yeah, I had it done right after it went double platinum."

Jude: "How do you miss this? It's probably the first thing you look at in the morning."

Tommy: "I don't mind."

His comment made Jude blush. He saw it and walked over to one of the couches and set the drinks on the table. It made him feel good to make her uncomfortable. He liked watching her squirm.

Jude: "Hey Tommy where is your bathroom?"

Tommy: "Down the hall. You can't miss it."

Jude made her way down the hall and opened the first door she came to. It wasn't the bathroom but Tommy's bedroom. The bed was probably a King size with white, silk sheets and two matching silk pillows on each side. On the left side of the bed on his night stand was a framed picture. Jude looked at it closer and it was a picture of Tommy and her. They were wrapped in each others embrace. The picture was taken from the side. They're cheeks were touching as they both smiled at the camera. They looked like a couple madly in love. Jude remembered that day. It was from a photo shoot about 8 months ago that they did to promote her newly released CD.

"Why would Tommy have a picture of me with him on his night stand?" Jude said out loud.

Tommy: "Because you're the first thing I want to see when I wake up."

Jude jumped around as she realized she was in his bedroom WITH HIM in it. Her cheeks turned a bright red as Tommy took her by hand. He pulled her to the living room and sat down next to her.

Jude: "What happened to your hand?" Jude just now noticed his knuckles looked like they had run against something.

Tommy: "Huh? Oh that. Nothing important." He said distracted. He looked like he was a thousand miles away.

Jude: "Ok. What's going on?" She changed the subject seeing he didn't feel like talking about it.

Tommy sigh "Jude I'm sorry I've been acting weird lately. After I heard the song on the show I just thought I'd give you time to figure things out for yourself and then Nicky shows up unexpectedly."

Jude: "I like her. I can see what you see in her. She's beautiful"

Tommy: "SAW in her, past tense. Jude, we were both young and stupid when we were together. Yeah she's beautiful but in my eyes she doesn't even compare to you."

He said his eyes fixed on hers. He came closer and put his hand on her cheek as he gently brushed away strands of hair from her face. Jude wanted to move away but couldn't. She wanted to scream but her voice failed her. It was as if she was paralyzed.

"Is he leaning in for a kiss? What am I going to do? Should I kiss him back? Damn you Quincy for throwing me off balance like this. I want to. No I don't. Yes I do. Shut Up Jude. Ughhhh." Jude said to herself in her thoughts.

He put his other hand on her back and pulled her closer to him. So close that she could feel his breath. Hear his heartbeat. His lips were not more than an inch from hers.

Tommy: "I love you. What do I have to do to make you see that? For you to forgive me?"

He melted her insides. Jude moved closer and before she knew it sparks flew. It was like the earth opened and sucked them both in. Like they were made for each others arms. A perfect fit. He hilted his head and came on stronger than he wanted to but he couldn't hold back any longer. Jude moved her hands around his neck as she slowly sank lower on his couch. Before they knew it Tommy was on top of her. Making her feel like no one had ever done before. Not even Shay. He consumed her with his very being. Kissing her. Touching her. Caressing her. It felt like an explosion erupted in the sky just for them. They're chemistry was undeniable. She couldn't move it was like she was chained down. Suddenly he moved away from her lips and put his head on her chest not being able to look at her.

Jude: "What's wrong Tommy?"

Tommy: "I can't. If we go on I won't be able to stop. You have no idea what you do to me."

"But I do" She wanted to scream "because you do the same thing to me. Drive me crazy. No one knows like I do."

Jude only now realizing what had happened between them pushed Tommy off of her as she flew of the couch. "Shay?"

Jude: "Tommy this shouldn't have happened. You have to promise me. You and I never kissed. Ok? Tommy?"

"What did I just do? Jude you're doing it again. Letting Q get to you. You're with Shay. You love Shay, remember? But what are these feelings I have for Tommy?"

Tommy: "What? You can't be serious. Jude, do you know what you're asking of me?"

Jude: "Same thing you asked me once. Tommy, please." Jude pleaded. "Shay can't find out about this. It would break his heart. Besides you have Nicky AND Sadie to worry about."

Tommy: "Nicky?" he asked as he got off the floor.

Jude: "Remember the one you stayed with in the States. I bet you just forgot to mention that little detail." Jude just now realized that he had lied to her about that. Fury consumed her.

Tommy: "I didn't know she lived there. I ran into her and she wouldn't let me stay at a hotel. Nicky and I have a very close relationship. We separated on good terms. Besides, she left for the States an hour ago. I gave her a lift to the airport." Tommy pleaded but Jude wouldn't hear of it.

Jude: "Oh I'm sure you gave her a lift alright. Please Tommy, just take me to school. I'm already going to be late."

Tommy: "Jude, is that jealousy I sense?" this put a smile on his face. Just him knowing he still got to her made his day.

And with that Jude ran out of Tommy's apartment, Tommy running after her. She wouldn't talk to him in the car. She had to first figure out what just happened. They kissed. She wanted it just as bad as he did so why was she so mad at him? Maybe cuz of Nicky? "Tommy's Girl" she thought. She was filled with jealousy when she just thought about Nicky having Tommy before her. For some reason nothing made sense. She wanted to be with Shay but just couldn't live without Tommy.

A couple of days past and before Jude knew it, it was Saturday morning, the day of the dinner party. Jude was woken up at 9:00 AM by EJ who came over with her posy including a hair stylist, a make-up artist, and a nail professional. Jude first hopped in the shower and than the torture began. First up was Jean, the nail professional.

Jude made her way downstairs and into the family room where everything was set up just for her. She walked over and introduced herself as EJ ushered her to sit down so they could start.

Jean: "So Jude. Do you feel any different now that you're an adult?"

Jude thought about it for a minute before she replied "Not really, except my life has gotten a lot more complicated this last week."

Jean: "Oh yeah? How so?" trying to make conversation as she began working on Jude's nails.

EJ out of no where "To put it to you in simple terms, Jude had a crush on her producer who is 6 years older than her. She finally decided to move on with hip-hop sensation Shay, who I'm sure you know of. Then Tommy, the producer decides to leave about 5 or so months ago without telling anyone. It crushed Jude. After a while she started getting used to life without him and moved on when all of a sudden he comes back the day before her 18th birthday confessing he is in love with her."

Jude just looked at her dumfound. EJ turned around and walked away.

Jean: "Wow I can see why you're so upset. What are you going to do?"

"By the way Jude is still with Shay." EJ said as she popped her head in through the door and then walked away a second time.

Both Jude and Jean smiled at each other.

Jude: "She can be a hand full sometimes." sigh

Jean: "Yeah, I can see why."

She didn't want to ask further about Jude's situation. She noticed Jude was avoiding the subject.

Jude: "What would you do if you were in my shoes?"

Jean looked surprised but was happy that Jude respected her enough to ask her for advice.

Jean looked at Jude and gave her a sympathetic smile "Honey, just follow your heart. You can't go wrong if you do."

Jude was surprised at this answer. She expected something like "What ever you want. Or dump them both."

45 minutes later Jude's nails were done.

She looked at her new nails and sat there in shock. "Wow, they've never looked better. You really got a gift."

Jean: "Aw thanks. I guess we all have our little talents." she said as she winked at Jude and made her way back to where the others were sitting.

Many hours later Jude was completely done. Now all that's left to do was put on her dress and get in the limo, with Shay who was waiting for her.

Finally Jude and Shay arrived. Everyone had been there already. Tommy just arrived about 20 minutes ago. As he walked in he searched the room for familiar faces. Mainly Jude's familiar face. When she was no where to be found he just assumed she was running late and mingled with some of the guests already there including Jamie, Kat, Sadie, Victoria, Stuart, Ivette, Georgia, EJ, Kwest, other important people in the industry, a whole bunch of reporters, and some kids that Jude goes to school with. He also noticed that Darius wasn't there.

10 minutes later Shay walks up on stage and the lights go dim. A yellow spot light is on him as he reaches for the mic.

Shay: "Ladies and Gentleman if you could turn your attention to your right. The guest of honor and my beautiful girlfriend, Jude Harrison. Give it up."

"You lucky bastard." someone screamed.

"Girlfriend? Not for long" Tommy thought as he gave Shay a grin and then turned towards the stairs.

As everyone turned to the right to face the staircase the spot light left Shay and went over to the door on top of the stairs. The door opened and Jude walked out with a big smile on her face as flashing cameras went off and everyone clapped.

She looked gorgeous. She was wearing a strapless, red dress that was knee high. Her long red, curly hair was full and rich perfectly placed around her face as it fell down on her shoulders. She wore a silver necklace with a black J initial. Matching she wore 3-inch, black heels which were strapped over her leg, over and over again, until they reached her knees.

"Wow. Is that my Jude? She looks drop-dead gorgeous. All grown-up. Almost….almost like a woman." Tommy thought. It was at that exact moment that he realized that if Jude chose Shay over him he wouldn't be able to go on. She was his air. She was in every fiber of his body. There was no life without her. How had he managed 5 months without her?

"Man wipe that drool off your mouth." Kwestsaid grinning.

Tommy: "Huh? What?" he didn't even bother looking who he was talking to. He just couldn't take his eyes off of Jude. It was as if she hypnotized him. As she made her way down the stairs Shay walked over to her and offered her his hand. She took it, kissed him lightly and walked in the middle of the crowd. That was the first time Tommy ever envied anyone. Especially Shay. But he couldn't help wanting to be the one to hold her hand and show her off to everyone else.

An hour passed and Jude had been totally swamped with everyone's wishes for her. Finally Shay had left her side for a moment. He said he needed to go get something and Jude thought this would be the perfect opportunity to say hi to Tommy. But where was he?

Tommy: "Jude?"

Jude turns around and faces the one man she has never been able to resist.

Jude: "Hey Quincy. So how is the party going?"

Tommy: "It's different. You look stunning. Absolutely amazing."

Jude blushed at his comment turning her head away so he wouldn't see.

Jude: "Thanks. I was afraid you wouldn't come. Especially after the day at your place."

Tommy smiled at her softly, trying his hardest to keep his hands off of her and said "I wouldn't have missed your big night for the world. Besides I thought you might want to escape so I came to lend you a hand." he said as he chuckled. She responded with a smile.

Shay: "Hey Jude. I've been looking for you. Well look who decided to show up, Saint Tommy" he said when he saw who Jude was talking to and shot Tommy a dirty look. "Can you come with me for a second? I have a surprise for you." Tommy barely noticed Shay's dirty look. He was too consumed in Jude's beauty.

Jude's eyes almost popped out. Her excitement rose through the roof.

Jude: "A surprise? What is it?"

Shay: "Well it wouldn't be a surprise if I told you, now would it?"

He grabbed her by hand and led her away from Tommy. She followed but turned around and gave Tommy a sympathetic look that said "I'm sorry".

As they made they're way through the crowd Shay led her through a red door. Jude couldn't believe what she saw as the door opened. Or WHO she saw.

Jude: "Oh my God, Shay?"

She was stunned. Couldn't say a word. Couldn't believe her eyes. She wanted to scream from excitement but couldn't. Her voice just left her for a second.

Shay: "Let me introduce you to my Godfather Johnny J."

Jude surprised "Johnny J is your Godfather? The greatest rock star of all times. My personal idol? And you didn't tell me this?"

She punched him in his arm as he let out a little cry.

Johnny: "My Godson seems to forget the important things. Yet he always seems to remember the things that don't really matter. It's nice to finally meet you Jude. I've heard a lot of great things about you."

Jude: "Yeah and than he complains about me being forgetful on national television. Wow, this is amazing. I never thought I'd be standing with my idol here. It's nice to meet you too."

Jude said as both she and Johnny laughed at the little joke at Shay's expense.

Johnny: "I listened to your CD. You're pretty good. I have high expectations for you."

Jude just stood there not being able to process that her all time hero was complimenting HER on her music.

Jude: "Thanks." was all she managed to say.

Shay: "Wow I've never seen Jude star struck."

Johnny: "It'll wear off. We should get back to the party before they notice that the guest or honor is missing."

And with that they all got back to the excitement.

"Where did that little punk take her? Shay Shay. If he tries anything I swear to God I will break him in a million pieces. What could have been so important that he had to drag her away? There was probably no surprise. He just wanted to get her away from me. He's smart to know that he has competition now because I'm not giving up on Jude." Tommy thought to himself then he saw Shay, Jude and Johnny J. walk in together. Jude looked so happy. "So that's what he wanted to show her. Johnny J. The greatest rocker of all times. Jude's idol. Why didn't I think of that myself? Johnny and I go way back. Shay knows how to get to Jude but he'll never replace me in her heart."

Tommy tried approaching Jude looking for the perfect moment to give her his gift but somehow she was always swept away by others. Most of the time he was just hanging out with Kwest while constantly having his eyes drawn to Jude up until Sadie approached him.

Sadie: "Hey Kwest. Tommy wanna dance? You don't mind if I take him for a couple of minutes, do you Kwest?"

Kwest: "What's up Sadie? No take your time." he said smiling seeing the look on Tommy's face.

Tommy: "Hi Sadie. Not now. Maybe later." he said still drifting away in Jude's direction.

Sadie grabbed him by the hand pulling him after her. "Oh come on. I feel like dancing now."

Before Tommy could back out they were already on the dance floor. She put her hands around his neck as a slow ballade began to play. "She sure is persistent I have to give her that." Tommy thought as he placed his hands around her back.

She pulled him closer. So close he could feel her heart beat. Then she tilted her head on his shoulder. Tommy felt uncomfortable but he's never been rude to any girl that's showed affection towards him and he wasn't about to start. Especially when she was one of the people Jude cared about the most.

He watched Jude talking to Jamie and Kat and he could see she was happy. She was just glowing. "Come on man. Forget about her for at least a minute. You're here dancing with one of the most beautiful girls here. And she wants you. What am I saying? No one but Jude will do. I have to get her alone for a couple of minutes." he thought as the song stopped and he pushed Sadie gently away.

Man: "Ladies and Gentleman if you will please take your seats now. Dinner is served."

Everyone began walking around they're tables looking for they're name tags. When Tommy finally found his it was across the room. Jude was all the way on the other side. Her table included Shay, of course, Jamie and Kat. "This had to be Shay's doing." he thought as anger crept up inside of him. He was seated with Kwest, Sadie and EJ.

Sadie: "Well look at this. It's like a first date. Don't you think Tommy bear?"

Tommy almost hurled. "Tommy Bear? What the…..?"

Kwest broke out in laughter seeing Tommy's expression.

Kwest: "Sorry man." giving Tommy a compassionate look. "I have a feeling this is going to an interesting night."

Tommy: "Please don't call me that."

An hour and a half later the plates were being taken away and the party and dancing finally resumed. Throughout most of the dinner Sadie was making passes at Tommy but he kept blowing her off and engaging in conversations with Kwest. When Sadie finally got the hint she and EJ talked about fashion and the latest styles. Tommy couldn't help but look at Jude every chance he got. She was engaging in conversations with Jamie and Kat while Shay was laughing at whatever they were saying. While they were eating Shay kept on feeding Jude. This made Tommy sick to his stomach. "I should be the one sitting at her side not Shay." he thought furious and annoyed at the same time. When the announcement came that dinner was done he sighed in relive finally being rescued.

An hour later Jude was off talking to Georgia while Shay was talking to some of his friends. Tommy was no where to be seen.

"Where is he? Did he leave? He wouldn't have without saying bye first. Would he? Jude, he did it once remember? Why didn't I talk to him longer? Why was I too busy to talk to the one person I wanted to talk to more than anyone?" Jude thought blaming herself, while talking to Georgia. Georgia noticed Jude was a million miles away.

Georgia: "You're thinking about Tommy. Aren't you?"

Jude: "Huh? Uh yeah. I don't see him. Do you know where he went?"

Georgia shrugged and said "No, I talked to him before dinner but that was all. He's been trying to get to you all night long."

Jude: "Yeah I've noticed but Shays been around the whole time. You don't think he left." she said sounding concerned.

Georgia: "Oh no. Tommy wouldn't do that to you again. After he seen what he's done to you the first time he left." she said trying to convince herself more than Jude.

"He better not have. If he knows what's good for him." she thought.

Boy #1: "Man you're the luckiest guy alive. I mean Jude Harrison. Just look at her."

Shay brushing his shoulder "Yeah, I know she's something alright."

Boy #2: "Yeah well you got quiet the competition."

Shay: "What do you mean?"

Boy #1: "Everyone knows Little Tommy Q came back for her. He looks like a lost puppy when Jude is around."

Before Shay could respond he was interrupted by a man bringing him a phone. Shay left the crowd and answered.

Shay: "Hello? Shay speaking"

Man on phone: "Listen Shay. Darius got shot on his way to the party. He's in Central and asking for you. He might not make it. Please hurry."

Shay's face went pale "WHAT? I'm on my way."

He handed the phone to the man and stormed out. He didn't even think about telling Jude or anyone for that matter what had happened. He only wanted to get to Darius before it was too late. The man with the phone just looked confused and went his own way.

Georgia walks up on stage.

Georgia coughs "Now if everyone would please clear the dance floor. Jude, please walk to the middle of it."

As everyone walked off Jude walked onto it.

Georgia: "This is the time for the Sweet 18 dance."

The lights dimmed. One red spot light was on her. She knew this part was coming. She had rehearsed it with Shay many times. They even took dancing lessons. He was her dance partner.

Georgia: "Will Shay please graces us with his presents and join Jude?"

Everyone started looking around when no Shay was anywhere to be seen. Jude looked confused and hurt at the same time. "Where is he? He wouldn't do this to me. We've practiced this over and over again." Jude worried as she screened the faces in the darkness.

Minutes passed but to Jude it felt like hours. A shadow finally appeared behind her as people were trying to make out who it was. Jude felt a light tap on her shoulder and turned to face none other then……….Tommy. Jude's faced relaxed as she forgot all about Shay. She turned around to face the man that made her insides melt and her legs all wobbly.

"May I have this dance princess?" he asked as he smiled at her. Jude just gave him an approving look not wanting to ruin the moment.

He took both of her hands into his and placed them around his neck. Then he put his hands on her waist and pulled her closer to him. So close in fact that Jude could barley breath. Not that she could in Tommy's muscular arms anyways. They didn't take they're eyes off each other. Kwest jumped to the music table and changed the song that was supposed to come on. The music came on. It was a slow, love song by Celine Dion fearing R.Kelly called "I'm your angel." The words couldn't have fit better.

Celine Dion & R.Kelly

"No mountains too high for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I am your angel

I saw your teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time
Seek me and you shall find (You)
You have everything and your still lonely
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day

And then you will see
The morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun

So all of your fears (all of your fears)
Just cast them on me
How can I make you see"

As Jude and Tommy held each other people around them just "Oo" "Awwwwww-ed". They didn't hear any of it though. Jude put her head on Tommy's right shoulder taking firmer grip of him. She didn't want this moment to end. They both forgot about everyone around them. Cameras flashing from everywhere. All Tommy saw and thought about was Jude and all Jude saw and thought about was Tommy. Nothing else mattered anymore.

Tommy moved his mouth toward Jude's ear and whispered in a low voice "I love you Jude Harrison." Jude stayed quiet and took in the words one by one. She couldn't say them back. She didn't know she if felt the same way. She closed her eyes and listened to the lyrics of the song never wanting this moment to end.

The song went on………..

"I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I am your angel

And when its time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep us safe and warm
And I know we will survive

As they danced Victoria's eyes filled with tears. "My little baby is grown up."

Stuart: "Look at her. She's a young woman now."

Victoria: "Yeah, we raised her right."

Stuart: "How am I supposed to let go of my little girl? Listen Tory I never meant for any of this to happen."

Victoria: "I know. It was a long time coming. I'm happy you found someone new. We were making each other miserable."

Stuart: "Thank you I needed to hear that. You think Jude will ever forgive me?"

Victoria: "Give her time. She has a lot on her mind right now."

Stuart: "I miss her. Hey what's with her and Tommy? It's not easy for a father to look at his daughter in another man's arms."

Victoria: "I don't know but you can see in they're eyes that there is more then either one let's on."

They both turned to Jude again and watched they're baby transform from an innocent, little girl into a beautiful, young woman.

The song went on…………

And when it seems as if
Your end is drawing near (End is drawing near)
Don't you dare give up the fight (Oh no)
Put your trust beyond the skys

When the music stopped everyone was quiet. Jude and Tommy weren't letting go of each other. She could smell his scent and she wanted to take it in and store it in her memory forever. This had been the best 5 minutes of her life. Her best birthday of her life. She knew there was no going back. She had entered a world where Tommy had become priority number 1.

As people began to clap and the lights went on, Tommy released Jude. They looked at each other passionately and Tommy gave Jude a kiss on the cheek and whispered in her ear "Meet me on the terrace in 5 minutes." Jude shook her head in approval and Tommy disappeared into the crowd.

"Jude you looked beautiful." "That was the highlight of the night." "You and Tommy belong together." "What about Shay?" Jude heard people say. She decided to shut everyone out and made her way towards the terrace. The dance floor was filled with people again as they went on with they're festivities.

As Jude opened the door to the terrace she saw Tommy waiting for her near the edge. He looked so handsome in the moonlight. All she wanted to do at that moment was throw caution to the wind. Wrap her arms around him and kiss him like he'd never been kissed before. She shut everyone out of her mind and only concentrated on the man standing in front of her.

Back To Shay

As the driver stopped in front of Central Hospital Shay flew out of the car and up the stairs. Finally arriving at the information desk and told the nurse what had happened.

Nurse: "Oh yeah, I remember a young gentleman by that description. He is in surgery right now. You will have to wait in the waiting room until the doctors come out. I'm sorry."

Shay: "Is he going to be OK? How did this happen?"

Nurse: "I don't know the answer to either question. All I can tell you is he was in critical condition when they brought him in." and with this she turned her head facing the computer screen. Shay walked over to a chair and sat down burying his head in his lap.

"Darius man you have to hold on and tell me who did this to you. Oh God please let him be all right." Shay thought as tears filled his burning eyes. Rage filled him. Guilt. "If I had only been there. I could have done something. If he doesn't make it I will never forgive my self." he just sat there by himself and waited patiently praying to God.

Back to Jude and Tommy

Jude walked over to where Tommy was standing and turned his way. He turned towards her and took her hand.

Jude: "Thank you for rescuing me in there."

Tommy: "Anytime. Any place. Any where."

Jude smiled. Tommy wasn't taking his eyes off her. He was still holding her hand.

Tommy: "Jude?" he whispered in her ear.

Jude: "Huh?" and closed her eyes. She felt his breath on her neck and ear.

Tommy: "I am going to kiss you." and with that he kissed her neck. Then he moved towards her cheek while all this time he still held her hand. Jude moved her free hand to his cheek and turned his head so he faced her. She opened her eyes.

Jude: "Tommy?" she whispered as she inhaled.

Tommy: "Shhhhh." he but his finger over her lips as he stroked over them lightly.

A second later fireworks flew. They're lips touched. AGAIN. Jude freed her hand from his grip and moved both of her hands behind his back pulling him closer than they've ever been before. As she kissed him he could feel her sucking the breath out of him. He moved his hands around her and held her so tight that she thought she would suffocate. BUT neither let go of the other. 2 minutes later they're lips parted but they're hands remained wrapped around the other.

Tommy: "Jude, I have something for you." he whispered in her ear as he moved one of his hands to his right pant pocket and pulled out a black box with a red bow. He let her go so she can see what he was holding.

Jude: "What is it Tommy?"

Tommy smiled at her curiosity and handed her the box "Open it and find out."

Jude took the box, looked at it for a second and then untied the red bow. When she opened the box her eyes grew so big she couldn't believe what she saw.

Tommy: "Do you like it?"

Jude: "Like it? I love it." she removed the gift from the box and looked at it closer. A minute later she threw her hands around Tommy's neck and kissed his cheek.

Tommy had given her a golden necklace. But not just any necklace. This one was a rectangular shape inch and a half in length and about half an inch in width. The front of it had an engraved picture of them two together. The back had a little note that said "Jude, Happy 18th. I will always love you, Tommy"

Jude: "Thank you so much, it's beautiful. It's the best gift I ever got. Will you put it on me? I will never take it off again. That way I'll always have a piece of you with me."

Tommy laughed. It felt good to know that he was the reason she'd been so happy. Jude turned around and pulled her hair up. Her bare skin shone in the moonlight and all Tommy wanted to do was kiss it. He tried to contain himself and put the necklace around her neck. Jude trying to feel it reached Tommy's hand. She turned around and gave him a light kiss on the lips.

Tommy: "Girl you've had my heart since the first day you walked into my life. As much as I want to keep you here all to myself I'm sure your guests are probably wondering where you disappeared to. So let's head back in." Tommy took her hand and led the way back to the party.

Back To Shay

Shay was still waiting by himself. Praying that Darius would come out of this OK. Waiting for the door of the surgery room to open and the doctors to tell him some good news. As the door finally swung open almost 3 hours later Shay flew to his feet and made his way towards the doctor covered all in blood.

Shay: "How is he? When can he go home? Can I see him?"

Doctor: "I'm sorry." The doctor shook his head "He didn't make it. He just lost too much blood. There was nothing we could do for him."

Shay: "No..no…Your lying. Nooooooo."

He threw his fist though the wall in rage making a hole. Hatred filled him. It buried the pain and overshadowed the tears.

Shay: "How could this have happened?" he screamed.

Doctor: "Please calm down. I don't know. His driver brought him and said that they had been mugged. They had stopped at an ATM machine and when the victim refused to give up his money the robbers they just shot at him and ran off. By the time he got here he had lost way too much blood but we tried anyways. It didn't work. We were too late. I am really sorry. Are you his son?"

Shay: "Huh? Oh no. He…he..he" Shaycouldn't go anymore.

Doctor: "Listen. Why don't you go home and rest? There's nothing you can do here tonight. We will give you a call with the procedure and burial tomorrow."

Shay turned around and just walked out. "This is not happening. Tomorrow everything will be back to normal. None of this is happening." He said to himself as he got in the car and left on his way home.

Back at he party Jude realized she still hadn't seen Shay. "I wonder where he is." She took out her cell and dialed his number but there was no answer and his voice mail picked up. Jude decided not to leave a message and went back to the party. "He will get an ear full from me tomorrow. Right now I am going to have some fun." And just as Jude was approaching her Mom the light went dim and Kwest was on stage.

Kwest: "Ok since the night has been full of surprises Tommy and I decided to add to that list. Everybody please give it up for Tommy Quincy. First time on stage since Boyzattack split."

Everyone was shocked and looked to Jude for answers. But Jude was more shocked then any of them. What was going on? Tommy walked up on stage and a green spot light was on him. He sat down on a stool and held an acoustic guitar. Kwest joined him on stage and pulled out a piano on wheels. When everyone finally quiet down Tommy's fingers brushed the cords.

Tommy's mouth opened and words came out as Kwest followed his lead with the piano.

"Please look at me I made a mistake,

You hating me my heart can't take.

I see you with him but I feel you're happier with me,

It's right in front of you why can't you see?"

"I saw the tears,

I felt your pain,

I helped get rid of your fears,

But I know I'm to blame.

Shades of darkness on your face,

Please look at me I'll meet your gaze."

"I walked out on us and what we could have had,

Knowing you would hurt, seeing your pain is so sad.

I know I hurt you when I walked out,

But I had to figure out what these feelings were about."

"I saw the tears,

I felt your pain,

I helped get rid of your fears,

But I know I'm to blame.

Shades of darkness on your face,

Please look at me I'll meet your gaze."

"You stand there more confused than ever,

I just want to put my arms around you forever.

I look at your eyes, hair and those full lips,

And just want to wrap my arms around your hips.

You're so beautiful even when you don't try,

To keep you away from pain you know I would die."

"I saw the tears,

I felt your pain,

I helped get rid of your fears,

But I know I'm to blame.

Shades of darkness on your face,

Please look at me I'll meet your gaze."

"No one will ever love you the way that I do,

Tell me what I can do to prove my love is true,

All I ask for is a me and you.

You drive me crazy, I can't think straight,

I'm back now baby please don't tell me I'm too late.

Your smile is the reason I wake up when the day is gray,

You're the one I came back for please don't push me away.

I see in your eyes that you still care,

If you gave me a chance think of what we could share."

"I saw the tears,

I felt your pain,

I helped get rid of your fears,

But I know I'm to blame."

"Baby you're my life; it's the truth, (Ohhhh)

You make a mess out of me when you're in the recording booth.

You know what we could have is real,

I still love you, but how do you feel?

All I want to know is do I have a chance?

Could you forgive me and give US a shot at romance?"

The room was silent. Victoria and Stuart looked at each other in surprise. They both knew who Tommy wrote the song for. Sadie's face turned red. She knew she had lost Tommy forever. Jamie and Kat both smiled at each other and gave Tommy 2 thumps up. Georgia waved in approval, but Jude. Jude just stood there in the middle of the room. All eyes on her for a second time tonight. A single tear rolled down her left cheek. Can she forgive him? They've been getting along but Jude had not forgotten the pain he had but her through. She didn't know if the tear rolling down had been for Tommy or for Shay.

Tommy put down the guitar and grabbed the microphone.

Tommy: "I love you, Jude Harrison. Please forgive me." Hand claps filled the silence. Cameras were rolling. This would make the tabloids millions tomorrow. Jude just stood there. What did he expect her to do?

Around 2:30 AM the last couple of people finally left. Jude was tired and her feet were killing her. Everyone had gone home. She was left all alone. Or at least she thought she was alone. She grabbed a chair, sat down and took of her heels. She's never been more tired and excited in her entire life.

Person: "Jude?"

Jude doesn't turn around to see who was calling her. She recognized that voice too well.

Jude: "What do you want, Dad? I thought you left with Ivette."

Stuart: "Oh no. I told her to go. That I had to take care of some business here."

Jude: "Is that what I am now? Just business that needs to be taken care of?"

Stuart pulled up another chair and sat across from Jude "How can you say that?"

Jude: "I didn't, you did." her voice getting louder.

Stuart: "You know I would never say that. You mean the world to me, pumpkin."

Jude: "Please don't call me that. I am not in the mood to fight with you right now."

Stuart: "Jude your mom and I talked tonight." for the first time since her parents split up Jude wanted to know what her dad was going to say. When she actually faced Stuart he took it as a good sign and went on "We both agreed that the divorce was the best thing for both of us. She even told me she was happy that I had moved on, Jude." he stopped when he noticed a tear drop from Jude's eyes. He couldn't believe he was the reason his little girl was crying. Her heart is so fragile. She was so fragile that the last thing he ever wanted to do was break it. Break her.

Stuart: "Sweetheart. I know I hurt you. Can't you try to understand? It's been 2 years. Do you know how it was for me? For my own daughter not to talk to me for that long? The pain I felt. Still feel. Jude, please?"

Jude: "The pain you feel? Right. It's always about you." broke down.

Stuart: "No it's always been about you. I've been trying to get in your good graces for 2 years now and frankly I don't know how long I can go on. Please sweetheart. I need your forgiveness."

Jude was bawling at this point. "Daddy? I'm sorry. I forgive you." and just like that she flew in her fathers, familiar, secure arms. Stuart held her for what seemed hours. He wasn't about to let her go right after he just got her back.

Stuart: "Oh pumpkin. I missed you so much you have no idea. I love you Jude. You always remember that." now he was crying too, overwhelmed with love. He had his little girl back and there was nothing he would ever do again to risk losing her.

Just when they were both calming down music come on. They both raise they're heads and turn towards the music table. Tommy picked his head up and smiled. "I think you owe Jude a dance Mr. Harrison." he said as he turned off all the lights except one.

Stuart got up off his chair and stretched out his arm to Jude. "One dance, my darling?" he said jokingly. Jude wiped her tears and sunk in her father's protective embrace.

"Daddy please, look me in the eyes,

Tell me you love me cuz I'm sick of goodbyes.

I remember a time when you were my best friend,

You always protected me and lend me a hand.

Now I'm all grown and not Daddy's little girl anymore

My heart always belonged to you so why is it sore?"

"Is it because you hurt me when I felt so safe?

I miss the laughter we shared when I wouldn't behave.

Mom was the bad cop you were always good,

I felt so safe in your arms, tall you always stood.

How could you have broken me in two?

When I put all my trusted you?"

"My silent cries you don't hear,

Cuz you're not in my life anymore to wipe away my fear.

Now that I'm in your arms again I realize there's no where I'd rather be,

You're my light when it's dark, the sunlight that I see.

I'll always stay your little girl even when I'm old,

You'll always be my father no matter what I'm told."

"Is it because you hurt me when I felt so safe?

I miss the laughter we shared when I wouldn't behave.

Mom was the bad cop you were always good,

I felt so safe in your arms, tall you always stood.

How could you have broken me in two?

When I gave you my all and always trusted you?"

"Nothing can change the way I see you in my heart,

You've always been my knight in shining armor right from the start.

Weather good times or bad times we'll face them together,

As long as you hold on to me we'll last forever.

Many may come and many will go,

But my heart will always love you so.

I know I've been cruel pushing you away,

When I could feel your sadness every single day.

You ask for my forgiveness but you're the one that needs to forgive,

You blamed yourself and I did too when it's our lives we should have lived."

"Is it because you hurt me when I felt so safe?

I miss the laughter we shared when I wouldn't behave.

Mom was the bad cop you were always good,

I felt so safe in your arms, tall you always stood.

How could you have broken me in two?

When I gave you my all and always trusted you?"

Ooooooooo Daddy…..I'll always be your little girl…..

As the song came to an end Jude kissed her Dad's cheek and gave him a weak smile.

Jude: "Thank you."

Stuart: "No, Thank you. I love you Jude." he kissed her forehead. "I can't believe my little girl is 18."

Jude: "Dad?"

Stuart: "I should be on my way. I think there's someone waiting for you. He's quiet a guy. I like him." he gave her an approving look and sends her in Tommy's direction as he left Diamond Hall. Jude and Tommy were finally ALONE.

Jude: "Thank you." she said approaching Tommy

Tommy: "You're welcome."

Jude: "Tommy…I….I don't know what to say. I mean your song just left me speechless. It blew me away."

Tommy: "You don't have to say anything. I've decided to give you time. I can't keep on pushing you to make a decision between Shay and me. It's not fair to you. I didn't realize he meant so much to you. I shouldn't have pressured you. I'm sorry, Jude."

Jude: "Tommy what did you think was going to happen? I mean first you kiss me then make me forget. Then you decided to up and leave when I move on and now you're back saying you love me and writing me love songs. What's going on here?" she put her head down ashamed. He had seen her cry so many times she was surprised he didn't drown yet.

Tommy: "I know what I put you through Jude. I really am sorry from the bottom of my heart." He put his hand on his heart and gave Jude a smile she was never able to resist. Until now.

Jude "I know you are but Tommy you saying you love me won't do it this time. I don't need that same old look you give or the same old speech." Jude said her voice cracking. She was trembling but had to get it out of her system. She continued "Nothing can erase the past. Not your sweet whispers in my ear or the forbidden kisses we've shared. Actions speak louder then words. I learned that the hard way." she said through sobs.

There was silence for a moment. They both knew what Jude had said was true. How would Tommy get her back? Could he? Or did her heart truly belong to Shay now? "Tommy you are such an idiot. You were throwing yourself at her all this time but she's been cold. You've told her you loved her but she never once said it back. Is she over me?" Tommy beginning to worry only now realizing that Jude never said the L word to him. Not once.

Tommy: "Jude I….. I don't want to talk about this right now, I'm exhausted. I can see you are too. Come on put a smile on your face you finally made up with your Dad. Let's forget about you and me for now." she picked up her head.

Jude: "Yeah who would have thought? He really likes you." she smiled. "So what's going to happen next?"

Tommy: "We go on with our lives. You with yours, me with mine. At the studio we're nothing but producer-artist. Until you make up your mind. I don't want to see you hurt anymore. It's going to be hard for me to keep away from you, maybe the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. But I'm willing to try, for you. Now come on. When Shay left he took your limo. You have no ride home. I'm your only hope."

Jude: "Oh joy. I wonder what happed to Shay. He didn't even tell me he was leaving."

Tommy: "I'm sure he's fine. Maybe all this craziness got to him. It's too late to find out now."

Once again it was Jude and Tommy in his Viper. The ride home was silent. Both stayed quiet still taking in the events of the party. As Tommy pulled into Jude's driveway she gave him a silent kiss on the cheek and walked out. Tommy watched her walk inside the house and reversed out of her driveway. Would she ever be his or did he just let her walk out of his life for good?

When she came home she couldn't sleep from all the excitement. She felt inspired. Everything rushed through her memory but somehow all her words related to 'The Dance.'

Back To Shay

Shay came home and just fell on the bed. He had told his Mom what had happened before he walked up the stairs to his room. Dragging his weight up the steps. He could hear his mother's cries all the way upstairs. "This is all a bad dream." he said and decided to shut everything out. He sank into deep depression. No tears left his eyes. No display of anger. Just him in his room alone trying to forget the tragedy and get some sleep. It was around 5:45 AM that he finally was able to shut his eyes and not open them until the next day.

Ring, Ring, Ring he heard his cell phone. He had forgotten what had happened until he opened his eyes and saw that he was still in his party clothes. Everything came back to him rushing, like a car speeding on a highway. Jude and him dancing, having dinner, him introducing her to Johnny J. The look on her face. How happy she was. And then Darius. The hospital. The doctors. Him waiting in the waiting room, alone. It all seemed like a bad dream but he knew it was true when reality kicked it.

Shay: "Hello?"

Jude: "Oh look who finally decided to answer his phone. How could you Shay? You left without a word. Right before the big dance. I looked like the biggest loser until Tommy came to my rescue." she yelled.

Shay: "Jude listen." he said in a weak voice but was interrupted by Jude who didn't notice.

Jude: "No Shay you listen! I CAN NOT believe you. When you come up with a good enough excuse as to why you had to ditch me on my 18th birthday. Get back at me until then BYE." the line went silent. Shay heard the beep now and just hung up the phone. On top of everything else Jude was mad at him. Too bad that was the least of his concerns.

Back To Jude

Jude felt so relieved she got that out and started her day off with a smile. When she walked downstairs all she saw was her Mom's and Sadie's long faces.

Jude: "Who died?" she asked jokingly stretching. Victoria and Sadie looked at each other.

Sadie: "Jude, don't joke like that. Have you talked to Shay yet? I mean this morning?"

Jude: "Yeah I just yelled at him. I feel so much better."

Victoria: "He didn't tell you?"

Jude: "Tell me what?" her smile leaving her face

Sadie just handed her the pile of newspapers that was stacked on the kitchen table.

"Rekindled Romance between Producer Tommy Q and Artist Jude Harrison? Was there more than they lead on?",

"Happy night turns into blood fest for Daruis."

"While Shay was partying the night away Darius was fighting a lost fight.",

"Darius dies of gun wound at age 33. Nephew Shay has no comment."

"Is there a chance for Jude and Tommy? If yes, what about broken up Shay?"

"Why wasn't Jude by Shay's side as he waited alone in the hospital's waiting room?"

Jude just stood there speechless. The last headline hit her the hardest. Pictures in her head, everywhere. Of her and Tommy dancing. Of her and Shay feeding each other. "What have I done? I was out having the night of my life while Shay was having the worst of his. I should have been there for him. He needed me. I am such an idiot." and with this Jude just grabbed her purse off the kitchen table where she had left it the night before and stormed out of the house in her pajamas. There were reporters everywhere. Camera's flashing. Reporters shoving microphones in her face. Jude pushed her way through all of them and ran to her car. She could almost hear the headlines for tomorrow's news.

As Jude drove up in front of Shay's huge house it had been just as bad as in front of hers. The reporters just took more pictures of her rushing inside in her sleeping wear. When she walked through the door Shay stood there. His eyes red. He looked like he had been run down by a bus, put in reveres and been run over again. Jude didn't say a word. She didn't need to. She just ran into his arms as he wrapped his around her and held her tight. They stood there like that for a good 10 minutes. Both taking in the comfort and familiarity of the other. Then they walked over to the couch and Shay sat down next to Jude holding onto her, like she would be the next to be taken away from him. He put his head on her lap and tears just rolled down. Jude had never seen Shay show any sign of emotion except anger when Tommy was around, let alone tears. She held onto his hand as he kept on sobbing.

Jude: "Shay I am SO sorry. I had no idea. I was idiot."

Shay: "Don't. You didn't know. You being here now helps."

And with this they just stayed wrapped together for most of the day. Shay looked like a little kid who just lost his best friend. Jude couldn't help but think how helpless and lost he looked. He picked his head up off her lap and faced her.

Shay: "If you hadn't come today I don't know how I would have gotten through the day."

Jude kissed him lightly and put her arms around his neck.

Jude: "I'll be here for as long as you need me. I'm not going anywhere."

Shay: "How did you find out?"

Jude: "Newspaper. Tabloids. It's everywhere."

Shay sign "Oh. I haven't been out yet. I tried to tell you but…." he said as he put his head back on her lap.

Jude: "I yelled at you and hung up the phone. I know. I'm sorry." she finished his sentence. She knew it was the hardest thing he ever had to go through.

Back at Tommy's place.

He hadn't slept the whole night. He just laid there in his empty bed, in his boxers, shirtless thinking about his dance with Jude. The kiss. The necklace and Jude being so happy about it. He was glad she liked it. Then his mind wondered to Shay "Why did he take off? He didn't even tell Jude. I knew that kid was trouble." he got out of bed, hopped in the shower and then walked over to his door, opened it and reached for the paper that was left at his doorstep. There were more then usual. Tommy grabbed them and walked over to the kitchen counter. When he flipped through them his face went pale. He ran to his phone and dialed Jude's number. No answer. He dialed Georgia.

Georgia: "Hello? Georgia speaking."

Tommy: "Have you seen the news?"

Georgia: "Tommy where are you? News about Darius? Yeah. I can't believe it."

Tommy: "Has Jude?"

Georgia: "I tried calling her but there was no answer. Then I called her home phone and her mom picked up. She told me that as soon as Jude saw the paper she ran out. Victoria guesses she is over at Shay's."

Tommy let out a sign of relieve. At least he knew she was safe. He knows how the media can get.

Tommy: "I should go check on her. And Shay."

Georgia: "NO. Absolutely not. Tommy, Shay needs her right now. She is the only one that he listens to except Darius. Besides, Jude doesn't need the drama of the two of you fighting. We'll see what happens next. Promise me you'll stay away from them. At least for today." she said knowing what would happen if an angry Shay faced a jealous and overprotective Tommy.

Tommy: "Georgia I don't think that's such a good idea. She might need me."

Georgia: "Tommyyyyyyyyyyyy" she raised her voice sounding annoyed.

Tommy: "Fine I promise. But just for today."

Georgia: "That's all I ask for. If she needed you she would have called. Now get some rest we have some hard times in front of us. If Jude calls you tell her to give me a call."

Tommy: "Why would Jude call me?"

Georgia: "Because you're the one she always turns to in times like these." that brought a smile to his face. Now that he thought about it Georgia was right.

Back at Shay's

Jude was getting ready to leave. The media had left a couple of hours ago after they seen that no one was coming or leaving the house. The news had been all over TV. As Jude opened the door to leave, Shay stood behind her. He picked up the tabloids and newspapers that were left at his doorstep for the first time today. As he skimmed through them Jude stood there helplessly watching. She couldn't imagine how this might affect him after everything he's been through these last two days.

Shay: "What the hell? Jude what is this? What happened last night after I left?" he was getting angry. This was the last straw.

Jude: "Nothing Shay. When you left Tommy just filled in for you for my dance. That's all. It didn't mean a thing." she tried to reason with him.

Shay: "Yeah right. While I'm in a hospital waiting to see if the man that raised would live my girlfriend was off having a good time with another guy. How convenient for you."

Jude: "It wasn't like that. You didn't even tell me you were leaving." she said trying her hardest to make Shay understand. There was silence.

Shay "I'm sorry Jude. I think it's best if you leave now."

Jude: "Please don't do this. Not now. We shouldn't be fighting over these stupid papers." she pleaded.

Shay: "We're NOT fighting over the papers. We're fighting over you and Little Tommy Q. And you know what? Frankly I'm all out of arguments. Sometimes I wonder what I am really fighting for cuz you sure ain't fighting for US." and with this Shay slammed the door in Jude's face. Her eyes filled with tears as she stormed down the stairs and into her car. She never felt so alone in her entire life.

Back At Tommy's place

Tommy couldn't stay home any longer and decided to drive over to Jude's house. He knew she wouldn't be there yet, it was only 10:30 PM but he'd wait for her. She couldn't be much longer. He drove on the highway with all the windows down taking in the air. It felt good to be outside after being locked up the whole day. He parked in Jude's driveway and pushed himself through all the reporters and TV cameras. Sadie walked over to the door when she heard a knock. Surprised to see Tommy she pulled him inside after all the flashing cameras blinded her.

Sadie: "Uh Tommy. Jude is not home."

Tommy: "Yeah I thought she wouldn't be but I couldn't stay at my place any longer. Do you mind if I wait for her?"

Sadie: "No come in. I was just about to eat. Ordered Pepperoni Pizza. Did you eat anything today?"

Tommy following her to the kitchen "Food has been the last thing on my mind today."

Sadie: "Well grab a plate. There's plenty."

Tommy does so and grabs a stool across from Sadie.

Sadie: "Tommy I'm sorry I was such a pest last night. And every other time. I thought your feelings for Jude were just a silly infatuation. After the song last night I realized I was wrong. I hope the best for you but she is my sister. I want her to choose right."

Tommy: "Thank you Sadie. That means a lot. I'm sorry if I led you on in any way. Friends?"

Sadie: "Always." and they shake hands both laughing for the first time today neither wanting to mention Darius.

Around 1:15 AM the outside door opens. Sadie and Tommy are sitting on the couch watching an old western movie when they hear the squeaky door open. Jude storms in and takes one look at the living room where Tommy and Sadie were sitting on separate couches. Jude ran up the stairs crying. Not because Tommy and Sadie were alone together but because of Shay's last words to her. "Sometimes I wonder what I am really fighting for cuz you sure ain't fighting for US." they burned, hurt, ripped her insides. She had just been driving around for a few hours trying to get them out of her head but when that didn't work she decided to go home and rest.

Sadie and Tommy both got up and Tommy called after Jude. After she didn't answer he made his way up the stairs.

Sadie: "Tommy?"

Tommy: "Yeah Sadie?" stopping in the middle of the stair case.

Sadie: "Don't push. She needs time more than anything right now." Tommy gave her an approving look and continued on his quest to rescue Jude from sorrow and pain. A minute later Tommy was knocking on Jude's closed door. No response although he could hear her sob.

Tommy: "Jude can I come in?"

Jude: "Go away Quincy. I want to be alone."

Tommy: "Not going to happen. I'm coming in." he reaches for the door knob and turns it. The door opens and he sees Jude on her bed crying with a pillow over her head.

Tommy: "It's not what you think Jude. Sadie and I were just talking while we waited for you." he said as he walked over to Jude's bed and sat down next to her. Jude pulled the pillow off her head and looked at him in disgust.

Jude: "Why do you always assume my world revolves around you?" she barked

Tommy looked confused. He was mistaken, so what? It happens.

Tommy: "Ok, so you're not crying over that. How is Shay doing?"

Jude: "Like you care. You never liked him. You guys have been at each others throats for 2 years now."

Tommy: "Jude, I do care. The guy just went through losing one of the most important people in his life. Now get up and tell me why you're crying. Did something happen between you two?" he said trying to figure out what could have upset Jude so much besides the obvious.

Jude: "Have you seen the pictures in the tabloids of you and me?" she finally asked as she turned around to face Tommy.

Tommy: "Yeah, I did. Did you and Shay get into it because of those pictures?"

Jude: "You seen them and so did he. God on top of everything he is dealing with right now he has to worry about his girlfriend with another Guy." she started sobbing even more. She couldn't stand the thought that Shay was hurting even more because of her.

Tommy: "No he doesn't. There is no you and me, remember? Unless you want there to be." He asked trying to lighten up the mood. It didn't work. "Do they know when the funeral is?" He asked trying to change the subject.

Jude: "Tomorrow afternoon. Shay's mom took care of the arrangements today. I have never seen Shay so upset. So broken up about anything."

Tommy just looked at her in silence. He didn't know what to say. He couldn't imagine how he would feel if anything ever happened to Jude. Jude knew what he was thinking. She was thinking the same thing. She threw herself in Tommy's embrace. She needed to feel his comfort. She needed reassurance that everything would work out and Tommy always offered just that. He held her as she pressed her head against his chest. He smelled the scent of her red hair. It was addicting. She was his drug and every once in a while he would absolutely NEED a fix.

Hours passed before Jude finally fell asleep in Tommy's arms. He gently put her down on one of her pillows and pulled a bed sheet over her fragile body. He pulled up a chair and placed it next to her bed and then sat down in it. He wasn't going to leave her alone just in case she needed something, needed him, during the night. He picked up a blanked, spread it over his body and tried to fall asleep. He finally did about 45 minutes later.

As the sun's rays shone through the window Jude opened her eyes. As she turned her body her muscles were sore. She saw Tommy still sleeping in a chair next to her bed. He looked so uncomfortable. She smiled to herself. "He stayed here the whole night?" She thoughtHe looked so peaceful. So at ease. She could get used to Tommy being the first person she sees in the morning. When she finally snapped out of her little fantasy world she remembered what had happened the day before. She decided to hop in the shower and let Tommy sleep a little while longer. She was sure he needed it just as much as she had.

She grabbed a towel and walked into her own little bathroom which was connected to her room through a door. She let the water flow and closed the door behind her. She first brushed her teeth in the sink, took her clothes off and then stepped inside the rectangular shaped bathtub. She let the water flow over her body and it relaxed her. The steam filled the air. All of a sudden the door opened and Tommy stood there rubbing his eyes. When he finally saw Jude he froze. The way the water was dripping from her body is a memory he will never be able to get out of his head.

Tommy: "Oh my God. I'm so sorry Jude. I didn't know you were in here." he panicked but wasn't moving.

Jude: "Aaaaaaaa. Tommy GET OUT." she screamed as she tried to cover herself up with her bare hands.

Tommy just grabbed the door knob and closed the door. He leaned against it trying to even his breathing. "Great. That's all I need. To see how perfect Jude is." He thought.

10 minutes later Jude came out of the bathroom fully dressed. Tommy had made her bed and was sitting on it. They both avoided looking each other in the eyes. "Why does she have this power over me? I've never been embarrassed in front of anyone before." Tommy thought as he finally looked at Jude. Her wet hair surrounding her face.

Tommy: "Jude I am SO sorry."

Jude: "You didn't know I was in there. Let's just forget that ever happened." Tommy gave her an approving look. "How the hell am I ever going to forget that? If nothing ever stays with me that will for sure." Tommy thought to himself.

Tommy: "Are you OK? I mean with everything?"

Jude: "Yeah, thanks for staying with me. You didn't have to."

Tommy: "Yeah but I wanted to besides it made me feel better knowing you were safe."

Tommy stood up and walked to a chair that was on the far side of Jude's bed. He picked up his jacket and put it on.

Tommy: "I think it's time for me to go. I'll see you later at the funeral."

Jude: "You'll be going? I mean of course you'll be there but Tommy, please don't start anything. OK?"

Tommy: "Don't worry. I'll keep my distance." and with this he kissed her cheek and walked out of Jude's room. She walked over to her window and watched Tommy drive away.