Chapter 7 – Christmas & New Years
After dinner Jude washed the dishes as Jamie and Kat put them away. Georgia, Kwest, and Victoria were drinking coffee in the family room. Sadie and Tommy were sitting out on the front porch with a photo album.
Tommy: "When was this?" he asked pointing to a picture of him and Jude dancing together.
Sadie: "That was at Jude's 18th birthday party. You had just come back the day before and were still trying to fix things with her."
Tommy: "Come back from where?"
Sadie now realizing Tommy didn't remember anything: "You had left to the States about 5 months before her birthday. You didn't tell anyone you were leaving. You just took off. It broke her heart."
Tommy: "Why did I leave if I loved her so much?"
Sadie: "You left because you loved her. Things between you two were complicated. She was your under-aged artist. You were her 23-year-old producer. She realized you would never give in to your feelings for her so she started to date this other guy. His name is Shay. He is in the business too. You two couldn't stand each other. Mainly because Shay had what you thought belonged to you. Jude! I guess you left because you couldn't stand seeing the woman you loved with another man."
Tommy listened to her. He wished so much he could remember.
Tommy: "So why did I come back? Did she break up with Shay?"
Sadie: "No, Shay broke up with her when he realized she was in love with you. And you came back because she was turning 18."
Tommy nodded: "Which meant we could finally be together."
Now Sadie nodded: "Yeah."
Tommy looked back down on the picture: "We looked happy."
Sadie: "You were."
They sat there in silence for a couple of minutes. Sadie finally spoke.
Sadie: "So none of these pictures bring back any memories?"
Tommy shook his head no.
Tommy: "I think I am going to turn in. It's been a long day. Besides, it's getting really cold."
Sadie and him got up and walked back inside the house.
Kat and Jamie had left. Jude was sitting at the kitchen table listening to a CD in her CD player. Tommy walked inside the house and saw her. He headed in her direction. For a while he just stood there in the doorway, watching her. She was lost in the music. He didn't want to force her out of her little world. He smiled to himself. "I wish I could remember being with you Jude. I'm staring to see why I was so in love with you." He thought when Jude picked her head up and saw him watching her. She took the headphones off and smiled at him.
Jude: "How long have you been standing there?"
Tommy: "I don't know. A couple of minutes? What are you listening to?" he walks over and sits next to her.
Jude: "Just a song you and I did together."
Tommy: "Really? Can I hear?"
Jude: "Sure, here." she hands him the head phones and he puts them over his ears. She presses the play button and music blares in his ears. Minutes later he takes the headphones off when the song finished.
Tommy: "Wow. That was good. Was that really us?"
Jude smiled: "Yeah, you're quiet talented Quincy."
Tommy: "Uh, yeah you're not so bad yourself."
Jude laughed for the first time in days: "You might not remember anything but you still got your sarcasm." they both laughed together. For a split second it felt like old times to Jude and even Tommy.
Jude saw he wanted to ask her something: "So what's on your mind?"
Tommy: "You really do know me." he smiles "I was wondering. Where do I live? I mean do I have a place of my own or do I live with someone?"
Jude: "Yeah. You have an apartment. It's a 20 minute drive from here. You can stay here tonight; it's been a long day."
Tommy smiled again: "I said the same thing but I rather go home. I am hoping maybe that will trigger something."
Jude: "Ok, I guess someone's going to have to go with you. Kwest can take you on his way home."
Tommy: "Jude, I rather you went with me."
Jude: "I don't think that's such a good idea."
Tommy reaches for her hand and takes it in his: "I know it's hard for you to be around me right now, but I think that you're my best chance at getting my memory back. Please Jude."
Jude: "Ok, I'll get dressed." she couldn't resist him.
A tear left her eye when she turned around and left Tommy sitting alone. Even though this Tommy didn't know her, he still seemed to understand that she was hurting.
10 minutes later Jude came downstairs in her winter coat and boots. She and Tommy left in her car to his place. The drive was silent. Tommy looked out the window for most of the time, taking in all the sights. It was as if he saw everything for the first time. Experienced it for the very first time. 20 minutes later they arrived at his place and parked. Tommy looked surprised.
Jude: "Do you remember something?" she asked noticing his expression. It spoke a thousand words.
Tommy shook his head: "No, I thought I did but I don't. Sorry."
Jude looked disappointed.
Jude: "It's Ok. Let's go inside."
The guard downstairs opened the door for them and greeted them. They, then made they're way to the elevator and to Tommy's apartment. Once they reached the door Jude took out the key Tommy had given her and unlocked the door.
Tommy: "You have a key?" he looked surprised.
Jude: "Yeah, you gave it to me. You said what's yours is mine. If you want you can have it back." she walked through the door inside, shoving the happy memory out of her head.
Tommy: "No, you should keep it." he smiled and followed her inside to have a look around.
Tommy: "Wow." he walked around and took everything in. He saw the plaque of Jude's album. He saw the picture of him and her on is nightstand. It was overwhelming. All this was his and he didn't even recognize any of it.
It was round 12:25 AM that night. Jude and Tommy had ordered pizza and ate in his kitchen.
Tommy: "Jude, I know this might sound a little crazy but what date is it?"
Jude looked up: "It's not crazy at all. It's December 14."
Tommy: "Christmas is coming up."
Jude: "Yeah, you did your shopping weeks ago. I still have to do most of mine."
Tommy looked surprised again: "I did? Do you know where I left the gifts?"
Jude shook her head: "No, you wouldn't tell me. I am guessing somewhere here."
Tommy: "I probably didn't tell you because I didn't want you to know what I got for you. I am betting you're nosy."
They both broke out into laughter.
"I can see why I was so crazy about her. I can see myself with her. We really get along. I feel comfortable with her." He thought to himself as Jude got up to wash the two plates. He got off his seat and got them more drinks.
Jude: "I better go. It's getting really late."
Tommy: "You don't have to. I would rather you stay here. I'm not sure I like you driving in this snow."
This made her laugh so hard that Tommy had to burst in laughter too not even knowing why.
Tommy: "What's so funny?" He finally asked.
Jude finally controlling herself: "It's just before all of this happened, you never trusted me to drive. I know you wouldn't have let me drive in this weather either. You used to say I was the most horrible driver to ever get her license."
Tommy laughed again: "And now I'm here asking you not to drive. I see the humor."
Jude: "Thanks for the offer but I should really get home. I know you're tired too and need your rest. If you want I'll pick you up tomorrow morning and take you to work."
Tommy: "Work?"
Jude: "The studio. You don't have to do anything, just look around until you get settled in."
Tommy: "Ok that's sound good. Jude, please stay. I really don't want you to leave."
Jude: "Tommy."
Tommy: "Come on. Please? You can tell me stories."
Jude: "Ok, fine. Do you mind if I go and change?"
Tommy happy: "No, not at all. You have clothes here?"
Jude: "No, you usually just give me sweats and a shirt."
Tommy: "Oh Ok, you know where they are better than I do."
Jude nodded and walked to his bedroom. 5 minutes later she comes out in some gray sweat pants that are way too big on her and a big, black hoody. She had put her hair up in a pony tail but a few strands hung loosely around her face. Tommy just watched her. He could really get used to the idea of having her around. She made him feel all warm. She made him feel like he belonged.
He walks over to her and grabs her hand.
Tommy: "Hey come on." he pulls her to his terrace and opens the sliding doors. The cold wind hits her face but she is still being pulled by Tommy further outside.
Jude: "What's going on?"
Tommy stayed quiet. He wiped the snow of the bench that was on his terrace and put pillows on it. Than he motioned for her to sit down. She did. He sat down next to her. Then he pulled out a big, fluffy blanked and covered them both up.
Jude: "Why are we out here freezing when we could be inside?"
Tommy turned to face her. The only lights that were on were the city lights. They radiated off her face making her look even more beautiful. Even more irresistible.
Tommy: "Have you ever taken your time and just looked around? I mean look. There is so much out there to see. So many people out there with they're own problems. Problems bigger than mine or yours. I don't know, I guess I just thought a lot about that in the last few days. I didn't know who I was and now I'm here sitting with you and I seem to have everything. Even though I don't remember anything I feel……blessed." he pointed to the city.
Jude just stayed quiet. She didn't know what to say. She had never thought about any of that. She never wondered about what problems other people had to deal with. It wasn't because she was selfish or self-involved. It was just because she didn't know those people. The ones that she did know she tried to help. Then she saw Jamie's face. The little girl that died of cancer. She turned to look at Tommy. He looked so handsome in the city lights. She wanted to kiss him. To put her hands on his cheeks and pull him close but she restrained herself. She wanted to tell him everything she felt in the last couple of days but she couldn't. She knew she was just a stranger to him.
Tommy turned to face Jude: "You look like your freezing."
Jude: "I am." she pulled the blanket closer. Tommy smiled.
Tommy: "Do you want to go inside?"
Jude: "No, I like it here. I've never seen the city like this."
Tommy knew what she meant. He put his arm around her and pulled her closer.
Tommy: "Do you mind? I just thought I could heat you up a little bit."
Jude: "No" was all she could manage. "Heat me up? Oh God. He is so close. I can smell his colon. He is so warm." She closed her eyes and remembered all the other times he had held her like this. His smell rose in her nostrils. The cold wind blew. Tall buildings surrounded them. Lights in all colors from the windows decorated for Christmas. They sat there for about 10 more minutes when the snow began to fall. Jude had never seen anything more beautiful, and she was glad to be sharing it with Tommy.
They sat outside and watched it snow until about 2:30 AM when they finally decided to go inside and heat up.
Tommy: "You can sleep in my bedroom. I'll take the couch."
Jude: "No, I couldn't. You haven't slept in a real bed for days now. You need your rest. I'll just sleep in the guest room."
Tommy looked embarrassed: "Oh, I didn't know there was a guest room."
Jude: "Yeah, you had it build, not too long ago."
Tommy: "Oh. Well I guess I'll see you in the morning."
Jude: "Yeah, I guess."
Both wanted to move but neither did. They just stood there looking at each other for a few minutes. Then Tommy walked over to her, kissed her cheek gently and waved that he was leaving.
Tommy: "Ok, I'm going. Sweet dreams."
Jude: "Yeah, you too. Good night."
And with this he left. Jude made her way to the guest bedroom and climbed into bed.
It was warm and Jude felt safe. Worries of Tommy being hurt somewhere were no longer an issue. He was safe home, in the room next to hers. Even though he didn't remember anything he was there. That was enough for Jude right now. She lay in bed for about half an hour before she finally fell asleep. Around 3:45 AM her door opened and a shape walked through the door.
Tommy: "Jude? Are you awake?" he whispered as he made his way to the side of her bed in darkness. No answer. He sat down next to her. She looked so peaceful. He climbed under the covers with her. Not touching her, just looking up at the ceiling. He just needed to be close to her. He felt empty inside not knowing who he was but somehow Jude's presence made him feel whole.
Jude turned, still asleep and threw her right arm over his chest. He looked at her and smiled. She inched closer to him, putting her head on his bare chest, still dead asleep. He put his arm around her and pulled her closer. There was a familiarity that was undeniable when it came to the girl lying in his arms. He fell asleep holding her tight.
The next morning Jude's eyes opened around 10:25 AM. She noticed she wasn't alone. When she looked up she saw Tommy still sleeping. He had his arm around her. "Tommy? When did he come in? Why did he? Did he remember?" She wanted to climb out of bed but she didn't budge. He was still asleep; she could pretend things were normal for the time being. She closed her eyes and imagined Tommy was her Tommy. Maybe he'll wake up soon and tell her he remembers everything. About 10 minutes later Tommy blinked and opened his eyes. He looked down at her.
Tommy: "Jude? Why didn't you wake me?"
Jude: "You looked like you needed your rest. Uhm, Tommy what are you doing here? Do you remember anything?" she asked hopeful.
Tommy: "No, I'm sorry. I came in here last night. I thought you were awake. I am sorry, I shouldn't have."
Jude: "No, it's Ok. I understand. Why didn't you wake me up?"
Tommy smiled: "No, you were deep in dreams."
Jude: "Yeah, I am a deep sleeper."
They laid they're in silence still holding each other. Tommy closed his eyes taking in her presence but a little girl's face flashed before him. The same girl he had seen before. He had to know who she was.
Tommy: "Jude, can I ask you something?"
Jude: "Sure."
Tommy: "There is this little girl's face I see. Who is she?"
Jude: "Little girl?"
Tommy: "Yeah, she's bold."
Jude: "Oh, Jamie." she remembered her laughter. She remembered that they never talked about her. Tommy's voice cut through her memories.
Tommy: "No, not Jamie. She's a little girl."
Jude smiled realizing Tommy was thinking of her Jamie instead of the little girl Jamie.
Tommy looked at her puzzled: "Did I say something?"
Jude: "No."
Tommy: "Is she our daughter?"
Jude: "What? Why would you think that?"
Tommy: "I don't know. I just assumed. I mean both of us were there with her. I just thought that since everyone tells me how close we are we might have a kid."
Jude: "No, we don't have kids. The little girl's name is Jamie too. She was a cancer patient at the hospital. Her last wish was for you and me to perform together. We did. We spend the day with her. She was full of life. This was before you and I got together."
Tommy: "Oh, where is she now? Can we go and see her?"
Jude closed her eyes: "I'm sorry Tommy. Jamie died a few days after that. She had leukemia."
Tommy was quiet.
Tommy: "I think I'll go take a shower."
Jude: "Ok, we can go to the studio after you're done."
Tommy nodded and Jude got out of bed. She fixed it up and got dressed. She could hear the water coming from the bathroom. She walked over to the kitchen and made breakfast. Half hour later they were done and were walking to the garage. It had stopped snowing but it was freezing cold.
Tommy: "Jude? Do I have a car?"
Jude smiled: "Yes. He's your pride and joy. You never let anyone drive it. Except me, once."
Tommy: "Really? Where is it?"
Jude: "Over there." she pointed to the blue Viper.
Tommy walked around it and looked at it closely: "I can see why I love it so much. Do you mind if I drive. I can follow you in my car."
Jude smiled again. "Some things never change."
She walked over to her car and started the engine. Tommy did the same with the Viper.
Half hour later they were walking to they're Studio. Kwest was already there.
Kwest: "Hey man. How are you feeling?"
Tommy: "I'm good. What are you working on?"
Kwest: "Just some beats. You want to try it?"
Tommy: "No I'll just watch you."
Jude: "Hey how about we come up with some music for your song?"
Tommy: "My song? What song?"
Jude pulled out the piece of paper Tommy had given her the night of his return. She handed them to Kwest and he read them. She walked over to a closet, unlocked it and pulled out a guitar. Then she walked over to a stool and played a few cords.
Kwest: "These are good. Even with your memory gone music is in your blood."
Jude: "Tommy. Come here!"
He got up and walked over to her.
Jude: "Just try to sing alone to the music."
Tommy looked confused: "Sing along? How?"
Jude: "Just try it. You remembered how to drive a car. It'll come back to you. Just try it. It's something you never forget."
She started to play. Tommy took the paper from Kwest and read over the words. They didn't even notice Georgia walk in.
Georgia raised her index finger over her lips letting Kwest know not to tell them she was there.
Georgia: "What's he singing? I never heard it before."
Kwest: "He wrote something before Sadie found him. It's really good."
Georgia: "And Jude got him to sing already?"
Kwest smiled: "That girl can work miracles when it comes to Tommy Quincy. Even if he doesn't remember anything."
They stayed quiet for the rest of the time; both watching Jude and Tommy come up with another master piece. The lyrics rocked, the music Jude played went perfectly. Tommy's voice was amazing and it sounded even better when Jude sang the chorus with him. They worked on it the whole day. Finally around 11:40 PM they were done.
Tommy: "Wow. I can't believe I just recorded a song. What a rush."
Jude smiled proudly: "You never seize to amaze me Quincy. But I am going home. I'll see you guys tomorrow."
Tommy: "You can stay at my place, if you want."
Jude: "No, I think I should go home. I'll see you tomorrow afternoon."
She walked over to Kwest and gave him a hug, and then she made her way to Tommy and kissed his cheek lightly. And off she was. Tommy and Kwest decided to go home too.
Weeks went on. Tommy had been at the studio almost every day. Although he didn't remember anything yet, he got his love for music back. He was writing, singing and producing every spare minute he had. Jude was at the studio when she could. Most of her mornings were spend Christmas shopping. Sadie and Jason were inseparable. Jason enrolled in college with Sadie. He didn't have the money for it so he took out some loans. Jude offered to pay for it but he refused. Everyone knew he decided to go back to school so he could give Sadie a better life someday. Better than what he could offer her now. He majored in Business and Budget keeping. Kat and Jamie were more in love with each other than ever. They had started college too. Jamie decided to major in business management and Kat in fashion design. Victoria had been seeing a man named Ryan. One of Victoria's friends introduced them. They were good together and Jude really liked him. She loved seeing her mom happy again. Stuart and Yvette were getting married. Jude was happy about that too. Kwest had met someone. Her name was Amy. Jude had never seen him happier. And she, she was alone but happy still waiting on Tommy to sweep her off her feet again.
Christmas was here. Victoria was throwing a little party at home. Everyone was invited and everyone showed up. There was a huge pile of gifts under the even bigger tree Sadie and Jude had decorated together. They ate dinner. Jude sat across from Tommy. Sadie across from Jason, Victoria and Ryan were at the head of each side of the table. Jamie and Kat sat across from each other. Kwest and Amy, and Stuart and Yvette. Georgia and EJ across from each other. There was chatter and laughter. Everyone was enjoying themselves. After dinner it was time to open presents. Everyone moved from the dining hall to the family room.
Jude opened her presents first. Victoria got her a blue sweater, a pair of jeans and a watch. Stuart and Yvette had bought her a pair of diamond earrings. Sadie and Jason bought her tickets to a concert. Kat had made her a dress for the upcoming New Years party. Jamie had gotten her a book on tips for playing guitar. Georgia handed her an envelope.
Jude: "What's this?"
Georgia: "It's my gift to you."
Jude opened the envelope and took out a card. She read it.
Jude: "Are you serious?"
Georgia: "Of course. You deserve it."
She ran to Georgia and hugged her.
Sadie: "What is it?"
Jude: "She gave me a week off at a cabin."
Everyone laughed. Tommy got up and walked out of the living room. Minutes later he came back carrying a big box.
Tommy: "Here, this is for you."
Jude looked impressed: "Hm. What is it?"
Tommy: "Open it and see."
She walked over and ripped the wrapping paper off. It was a new, white, acoustic guitar. She broke out in laughter.
Jude: "Oh my God. I've always wanted one of these."
Tommy: "Yeah, I seen you looked at it at the mall the other day. What's so funny?"
She walked up to her room and came down carrying a big box.
Jude: "Here this is yours."
Tommy looked around the room and opened the box. It was the same guitar. Everyone broke out in laughter with Jude now.
Tommy: "I can't believe you go me the same thing I got you. But at least we can make beautiful music together."
Jude hugged and thanked him.
The night progressed with everyone else opening they're presents. Two hours later they were done. There was wrapping paper everywhere. Jason got up.
Jason: "There is one more thing."
Everyone turned to him. He walked over to Sadie and got down on one knee.
Jason: "Sadie, you have made my life complete. I can't see myself without you in the future. I made mistakes in the past but I am not going to make one by losing you. I know a good thing when I see it. I love you. Will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?" he took out a black box and opened it. Inside was a diamond ring. It wasn't huge; it was just the perfect size.
Everyone gasped.
Sadie's eyes filled with tears. Jason took the ring out of the box and placed it on her finger. She threw her arms around him
Sadie: "Yes, yes, I love you."
Everyone clapped and laughed. The night couldn't get any better. Tommy looked at Jude "Would I have proposed to her? Would she have said yes? I don't know many things but I know that Jude Harrison makes me feel good about myself." He thought, and then turned away when Jude turned to look at him. "Will that ever be you and me? I wish you could just remember what we had." She thought and then went over to Sadie and Jason to congratulate them. Stuart gave Jason the welcome to the family speech. The rest of the night was spend making wedding plans. Sadie knew what she wanted. This surprised Jude because she could never see Sadie saddle down with anyone.
A couple of hours later everyone left home.
In the next couple of days everything went back to normal except things concerning Sadie. She was crazed with wedding plans but Jude was happy for her sister. The New Years party was approaching.
Jude is at home reaching for her phone. She dials some numbers.
Sadie: "Hello?"
Jude: "Hey Sadie. Where are you?"
Sadie: "I am on my way home. Why?"
Jude: "I was wondering if you wanted to go and grab a bite to eat. I am starving."
Sadie: "Ok. Great. I am hungry too. Get ready I'll be there in about 10 minutes."
They hung up and Jude went and got her jacket. She put her phone and keys inside her purse. Just then she heard Sadie's car honking. She walked out to the car and got in.
Sadie: "So where do you want to go?"
Jude: "Hm, maybe Jols. I am in a mood for something spicy."
Sadie: "Great. We haven't been there in a while."
They finally arrived at the little, Mexican restaurant and ordered.
Jude: "I can't believe you're getting married."
Sadie: "I know. But I love him, he makes me happy."
Jude: "I can see that. I am happy for you. And look at that rock." she said pointing to the ring. Sadie giggled.
Sadie: "Hey I wanted to ask you. Will you be my maid of honor?"
Jude: "Are you serious? Of course I will." Jude got up and hugged her sister. Minutes later the food arrived and they began to eat.
Sadie: "Jude, on a more serious note, how are you holding up?"
Jude: "With what?"
Sadie: "With Tommy. What else?"
Jude: "I don't know. I mean we get along really good. The chemistry is still there but it's like we're both holding back."
Sadie: "Isn't it hard to have to work with him everyday? I don't know how I would handle all of this."
Jude: "Yeah, but I'm just glad he is safe. I still have hope he'll remember soon. Anyways, are you and Jason going to the party tomorrow?"
Sadie: "Yes, of course. Who are you going with?"
Jude: "Me, myself and I."
Sadie smiled. Jude's phone rang. She picked up without even checking the called ID.
Jude:
"Hello?"
Person: "Jude?"
Jude: "Tommy. Is that you?"
Tommy: "Yeah, hey I wanted to ask you something."
Jude: "Ok shoot." she could hear the hesitation in his voice.
Tommy: "I was wondering if you wanted to go to the party with me tomorrow."
Jude was shocked: "Uhm you mean like a date?"
Tommy: "Yeah. There's no one I'd rather ring in the new year with."
Jude: "Ok. Cool."
Tommy: "Great. I'll see you tomorrow. Bye Jude." he said in relieve.
Jude: "Bye Tommy." she said with a grin on her face.
Sadie: "What was that about?"
Jude: "Tommy just asked me to be his date for the party tomorrow."
Sadie: "Are you serious? That's awesome."
Jude and Sadie both laughed the time away and before they knew it, it was dark. They made they're way home.
Sadie: "What's on your mind?"
Jude: "Tommy. His birthday if coming up on January 6. I don't know what to get him."
Sadie: "Oh I'm sure you'll think of something brilliant."
Jude rolled her eyes: "Yeah, it'd be so much easier if it was my Tommy."
Sadie: "I know honey, but he is still the same guy. Only difference is he doesn't remember some things."
The rest of the drive was quiet. When they arrived Jude took a shower and went straight to bed. Tomorrow should be an interesting day.
It was time for the party. Jude was done getting ready and waiting for Tommy. She was wearing the dress Kat had made for her. It was perfect. A long, laced dress. It was gray and backless. Her hair was pinned up and she wore black heels. With the dress' low cut the necklace Tommy had given Jude was pretty visible. Finally a knock was heard.
Tommy's POV
I made my way to Jude's door and knocked. It was cold outside. Not 5 seconds passed when the door swung open. It was Jude. She looked beautiful. I walked inside and complimented her. I noticed something dangling around her neck. I've noticed it before but I could never clearly see what it was, until now.
Tommy: "Is that us on the necklace?"
Jude looked down and took it in her hand holding it out for me to see.
Jude: "Yeah, you had it made for me as a birthday present."
I looked at it. I read what it said.
Tommy: "I noticed it before."
Jude: "I haven't taken it off. You probably didn't see it because it was always under my shirt. But I've always kept it close to my heart."
I nodded. How was I supposed to respond to that?
Tommy: "This was before we got together?"
Jude: "Yeah, I was still with Shay."
Tommy: "Wow, I must have pretty open about my feelings for you."
Jude: "You were after I turned 18. Before that you wouldn't hear of it."
Tommy: "Too bad I don't remember. Are you ready to go?"
Jude: "Yeah."
I took her coat and put it around her shoulders. Her whole back was in view. I don't know why or how but she had this way of making me warm all over. We made our way to the party. I was glad she had said yes. There was no one I rather ring in the New Year with than her. It's been a couple of weeks since the accident happened and I've become pretty close with everyone but things with Jude are different. I tried denying there wasn't anything between us. Simply because I didn't feel like I was ready for something this big. But Jude wouldn't be denied. Her face is the first thing I see when I wake up. Her face is the only thing I see in my dreams. No matter what I do I wonder what she's doing at that exact moment. I am not sure what this is but I think I am falling for Jude Harrison again, only I don't remember the first time.
We arrived at the party. Everyone greeted us and complimented Jude. To me, she was the most beautiful woman there.
Kwest: "Hey guys." he gave Jude a hug.
Tommy: "Hey man. Looks like everyone is here." I said trying to concentrate on Kwest but all I wanted to concentrate on was Jude.
Jude: "Yeah. G Major throws the best parties." she said smiling. Her smile brightens up the whole room.
Kwest: "Jude, you look unbelievable." he complimented her. I know I shouldn't be jealous, it was Kwest after all, but for some reason I was.
Jude: "Thanks. Kat made the dress."
Tommy: "Sorry Man, but I think I want to dance with Jude." I grabbed her hand and pulled her on the dance floor before she could protest. For some reason I just wanted her all to myself that night. We danced one song. One song turned into two, two into three and so on until it was time for the countdown. I couldn't believe the way time was flying by when I was with her.
Everyone: "5, 4, 3, 2, 1.………..HAPPY NEW YEARS." we cheered and clapped. It was tradition to kiss your date. I don't know what came over me. Jude pulled me in for a hug but I pushed her away and then pulled her lips on mine.
I wrapped my arms around her body frame so hard that there was no way she could have ever been able to break free without me wanting her to. She tried to fight back the first second but then kissed me back, wrapping her hands around my neck, pulling my head closer. The kiss was intense. We both had held back for too long. Emotions rushed through both of us, consuming us. I never wanted to let her go. The room was getting quiet but we weren't parting. My guess was they noticed what was happening.
I knew I kissed Jude like I never kissed her before. Love, passion, desire even lust overcame me. I wanted her right then and there. All the attention was on us but all my attention was on the woman I held on to. I felt her bare back under my hand. She was warm. Suddenly pictures flashed in my mind, snapshots too fast for me to grasp. Of Jude, Kwest, Georgia, EJ even Shay. It was as if lighting struck. I knew I had back what I wanted most. My memory. I remembered everything. Somehow Jude knew it too.